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we can read our tractor the center of california

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so many abandoned cars on the highway if

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we saw keys we would often try to

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the car for the never work

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ah

2:29

you , know really should change

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or change we should leave earlier

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in the morning and rest midday and

2:36

, okay with that we've been stopping

2:38

earlier anyway that was true

2:40

says we would usually end up finding a home

2:42

the door and if it looks safe

2:44

we would call it a day even if it was early

2:47

rather than chance not finding anything

2:49

at all included as a nice

2:52

i mean it's been a while since i've been

2:54

there the , i remember

2:56

was really pretty theory seen

2:58

it it or what's that old

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movie called the called know

3:02

what i've heard of this is a horror movie right

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yeah came out and like the sixties

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it's in alfred hitchcock film that's

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the negative that's right yeah

3:11

that's right my friends of the my loved movies

3:15

the one who showed me psycho the west it

3:17

with her family really yeah

3:19

her family would eliminate all the

3:21

and we watched a lot of old movies

3:24

i wanted

3:24

a fan of the black and white south but

3:27

some of them were okay although a lot

3:29

of her death favorites were old westerns

3:31

well the birds was filmed in the database

3:34

oh wow that's cool city

3:36

is hop

3:38

i'm not sure possibly say

3:40

went on vacation a couple years ago with mom

3:43

so he wanted a small town in georgia where they

3:45

shot the walking dead fiercely

3:47

sad a lot of movies there for some reason and

3:49

when you walk down the street sappy smarter

3:51

than the sidewalk seeming all the movies and shows

3:55

cool and then there's then shop where

3:57

you can buy walking that makes oh

3:59

wow

3:59

i never got into that so that

4:02

i heard a lot of people liked it i knew

4:05

surprise , let me watch it said

4:07

it was on tv bless you already watch

4:09

things like psycho right yeah thats

4:11

the was scaring the walking dead is

4:13

that we scary sometimes i

4:15

was never a fan of zombie film film

4:18

had a few axes that tried to turned me onto

4:20

them showed me twenty days

4:22

later done as a dead and sauna

4:24

the dead and so many so it

4:26

never works it now will

4:29

now living in but these aren't zombie

4:31

they're aliens know i

4:33

know but strykers see

4:35

people like that it's intervene

4:38

and still not used to it yeah it

4:40

know the other ones are bigger but seekers

4:42

looks easier are bigger working

4:45

for exactly close

4:47

enough to zombies if you ask me why

4:49

do you think those other ones were dead the ones

4:51

by that house yeah are

4:53

the ones outside the gas station we

4:56

had run across several dead strykers

4:58

and each time they weren't shy and

5:00

showed no visible injuries besides

5:03

the tip cobain scratch marks honestly

5:06

i'm not sure that maybe

5:08

that they have a lifespan easy sad

5:11

for they starve they , scrawny

5:14

week week that one

5:16

that tried to tried we haven't seen

5:18

the me so it's possible

5:20

good i hope they all die except

5:23

that we won't necessarily be rid necessarily them why

5:26

he says thrashers are still around and

5:28

and rose what's in droves

5:31

mean means in droves numbers

5:33

means really and lands

5:36

right so as long and the plants keep

5:38

growing i don't as them going

5:41

away in fact that

5:43

we have that be going to worry about two and

5:45

there could be other stuff right yeah

5:47

said news is we haven't seen much around here

5:50

now they were added the vegetation

5:52

yeah but over there there's a lot

5:55

she pointed to the last week as see the

5:57

light blue algae and my hanging from tall pines

6:00

as if a ship had here recently sprain

6:02

the upper canopy probably

6:04

worse the farther west you go because

6:06

of our way and all the neighboring towns

6:09

that , say that say rates

6:12

so do you think it'll be covered sales sales

6:15

a it's that it's not a

6:17

big city like l a or l francisco

6:20

so i'm not sure so will be easy

6:23

to ask that be is it ask

6:26

like no one's their i had

6:28

been thinking about that often i still

6:30

from the whole knowing that if he's

6:32

had no at least prove that the which prices

6:35

database but , it wasn't

6:37

safe and secure secure a was

6:40

i don't know i don't

6:43

one i think that far ahead we'll

6:45

figure things out once we get there

6:47

okay

6:52

you

7:04

modern way now and that's

7:07

because we're closer

7:08

we've walked a decent amount the last couple

7:10

days so , be

7:13

something

7:13

probably

7:17

we watch the plane

7:18

back and forth over the horizon

7:20

the sun was so beating down on it's

7:23

i saw

7:23

it on the water bottle in china

7:30

hey

7:32

that's right funny okay okay

7:34

were over there by those the

7:36

you he nodded and

7:39

we made our way off the road of the same

7:41

hill

8:03

we do not a smoker a site

8:05

on the far north east side of the quarantine down

8:08

there , few gray stuck here here

8:11

one of the rangers the , named aaron

8:13

who died liberating the sound i

8:16

never knew on de rigeur gail

8:18

and dana did they , few

8:20

others very supply runners

8:22

who lost their lives during a helpless own

8:26

and now

8:29

i don't think you guys you to lift his body affair

8:31

the military base

8:33

yeah

8:34

what happens over have to make the big move

8:36

we don't know if we will yet

8:38

that's right for him to be here

8:39

this is our home for a long time regardless

8:42

of what up and smell

8:43

can we say this for later i

8:45

, with travis find

8:48

selfish compacting the dirt of a spy

8:51

healing the several on an eritrean stood next

8:53

stood the others i

8:56

didn't amount of us here gal

8:58

, chris maria

9:00

any hudson travis dana

9:03

and most of the supply runners including

9:05

sammy including line yes

9:08

she didn't want to come what

9:10

mater are you

9:12

insane

9:13

no

9:15

she said the rv

9:15

she should say something

9:17

he'll say something

9:18

when she's ready

9:20

didn't want to be around a lot of people right now we

9:22

should respect that

9:23

it's fine was get on with it

9:25

yeah

9:26

the

9:27

yeah travis

9:29

the say something

9:30

well

9:32

i don't know unless someone

9:34

else wants to just do it man

9:36

he travis you always approaches ass

9:38

anyway sammy sorry asshole

9:41

how much gotta say something

9:43

i can if you don't want to travis

9:46

but let's get this thing done i have a lot

9:48

of things to do careful

9:50

they'll for sentimental size showing

9:52

you know i'm right

9:54

when i say something me

9:56

the down

9:58

high five

9:59

i'll say something damn

10:02

thin as such so word and looked down

10:04

at the freshman disturbed

10:07

roger wasn't always easy to get along with

10:09

but he was strong leader i

10:11

remember the moment we all arrived to the zone

10:14

the you'd actually try to help in multiple zones

10:17

on the way most were already done

10:19

for the not here the

10:21

not only that

10:22

this place was bigger than any the others

10:24

we passed we helped a lot

10:26

of people on our way

10:28

the when we got ear

10:29

roger got the bright idea to stay

10:32

there were too many people

10:34

in all he wanted to do now

10:37

the has a kind of guy was was

10:39

willing to put others first

10:42

remember her talking to him on the radio

10:44

sisters that's the formation

10:46

of the rangers ill

10:49

you're the one who told him of this place i

10:51

did

10:52

the enduring were sent here

10:54

one is like in new bride

10:56

of of one album

10:58

it wasn't for him none

11:00

of us what a matter i remember

11:03

i secondary haven't doubts we

11:05

did it anyway i'm glad

11:07

we did

11:09

twice

11:11

voice has been home

11:13

to has for months now

11:16

it looked like

11:16

dana was struggling to say more how

11:19

i took a step forward i

11:22

think i think we

11:24

can all agree he was good for the zone

11:27

listen

11:29

the decreasing nodded her approval

11:31

i know she wanted me to say something

11:34

i did

11:36

the too

11:37

yeah he was a good man no

11:40

one said anything more after gale everyone

11:42

was to the say without heads leaving

11:45

just me chris and try

11:48

you gonna come to the meeting

11:51

i'm not sure okay

11:54

mia what about just

11:57

the wanna go check honor

11:58

in

11:59

in a little bit

12:01

i'm gonna

12:24

since we did haircuts last night i

12:26

decided to complete the lowest and save my sort

12:28

patchy beard as well

12:31

there was a brand new can

12:33

of shaving cream and the medicine cabinet and

12:36

a little cup that i poured water and futurama

12:39

the razor was used fat and one hundred

12:42

dollars i honestly thought still

12:44

i was careful already cut myself

12:47

twice

12:48

the small flotsam hm ce

12:50

, okay okay couple a couple

12:53

but it's been awhile now any

12:56

to shave my legs there's plenty

12:58

of shaving cream

12:59

year i think i mainly average

13:02

said he's ready

13:03

though

13:04

okay

13:05

i'm amazon

13:08

the while i stretched my neck inspecting my

13:10

works i could see her in a reflection

13:13

of the mere standing in the doorway what's

13:15

wrong

13:16

never

13:17

the thing that really thank you for saving my life

13:20

that makes us human right

13:22

ah about that

13:24

i think you're one

13:25

how sell the rattlesnake

13:30

yeah

13:31

but what about denver

13:32

oh yeah

13:34

i ran to the park

13:35

forgot about that

13:37

since a long ago

13:39

the

13:40

okay then i guess we

13:42

are even

13:43

he's giving out

13:45

me

13:47

the anymore

13:49

it

13:50

home that

13:51

the turned to face her swapped up and touch

13:54

my teeth

13:56

not too bad

13:57

i mean no hot water

13:59

and not the best trailer

14:01

looks good

14:04

the ready

14:05

yeah

14:09

wait know

14:11

i forgot i found something for

14:13

you is and something for something i

14:15

rushed down the hall into the back bedroom

14:19

what is it

14:23

i held up a pair of women's

14:25

light blue running shoes

14:27

where did you find those i searched every

14:29

shoe act and closet

14:30

under the bed and the spare rooms there

14:32

in the shoe box with the receipt

14:34

like they wanted to return them think

14:37

that means are no good i'm a mouse they

14:39

look find the me

14:40

what size

14:41

nine right that's what you're looking

14:43

for

14:44

well in half but nine

14:46

works let me try man

14:47

the she took the she's from him smell

14:50

say

14:51

the kissed me in the teeth which surprised

14:53

me

14:55

one

14:56

the did you message that

14:57

relief as he virtually

15:00

rubbed my cheeks with both hands

15:02

i'm kidding

15:04

come on let's go

15:19

i walked along and older nature

15:21

trail on the north side of the old quarantine say

15:26

it , that far from we reviewed roger

15:29

some reason that i got the urge

15:31

to visit the spot for me and roger first

15:38

i climbed up a hill top a bunch

15:40

of rocks and sat overlooking

15:42

to large pants and burke and shipping

15:44

containers they

15:47

, now empty but they

15:49

weren't they night me and kylie hidden them

15:53

i target

15:53

it on a flat rock my feet dangling

15:56

over the edge of the bridge

16:02

i'm not sure how much time passed

16:05

i , wanna move move

16:08

peaceful over here now quiet

16:11

and serene

16:16

then i heard footsteps behind me run

16:20

around see just standing by far tree

16:23

the evening again dead arms folded

16:26

holding herself

16:28

hm

16:35

i went

16:38

i didn't wanna do it with everyone there

16:41

the now

16:42

her eyes are red she

16:44

wiped her cheek the she sat next to me

16:47

why did he do it why

16:49

did he go

16:51

you know my test

16:52

your dad was a good person

16:56

he wanted the best for you and for the

16:58

people here

17:00

the

17:02

you don't move with to do

17:04

we just hurts

17:06

to you whoop stop hurting

17:09

i put my arm around her pulling

17:11

her clothes

17:15

hey hey yeah he

17:17

, okay father love

17:19

to

17:21

last thing you would want is for you to say

17:23

something like that

17:25

you have to be so much he wouldn't have

17:27

the

17:29

i don't have any with

17:32

that's not true

17:36

horny is a may sound

17:39

me you

17:41

eat

17:43

know about that now

17:45

why the

17:47

kurdistan

17:49

have you

17:50

your dad wanted me to watch the you

17:53

and

17:57

you he likes

17:59

yeah

18:03

yeah

18:04

well

18:06

thank you so bad either how

18:08

you're going to stay much

18:11

or was going to happen now but

18:13

i'm not gonna leave you i promised

18:15

your dad and i intend to fulfill that promise

18:18

oh ok

18:20

the sensei while obviously

18:24

, could still leave and take just with me

18:26

nothing chris have any qualms about that but

18:29

now having doubts

18:31

about leaving at all she

18:33

leaned on my shoulder setting

18:35

the tears far

18:36

hey

18:37

they're not ever tell you how him and i met know

18:41

who you are said was that they arrested and

18:43

killed all the creatures

18:44

no that's true

18:48

the

18:49

the alpha save my life

18:50

he didn't see those containers down there

18:53

yeah

18:54

they were up here on the ridge

18:57

me , were hiding in one one

19:00

jo and some others thrashers

19:03

attacked us

19:04

push the containers over the edge trying

19:06

to get us

19:08

the winner

19:09

that's when we were in

19:11

land against of rocks and

19:13

i've ruled out

19:14

and

19:16

right before he got me your father

19:21

he kinda

19:23

didn't say a word

19:25

yes

19:27

not comey

19:28

rushed forward into this

19:31

he never told me that i

19:33

know you are matter your dad for helping the zone

19:35

so much

19:37

that is it wasn't for him and the rest of the rangers

19:40

lot of people died

19:43

i know i just i

19:46

wanted a normal life again and

19:49

sand

19:52

the detail

20:16

it was worth a shot

20:18

these are so me a lesson but

20:20

know that know that i find

20:22

out of the old car to see real sending off

20:24

the road was hopeful eyes

20:26

they can't all be mr

20:28

ahead of us the highway

20:30

with path to sell cars the

20:33

possible if the thrashers move through

20:35

probably for people are on hurry look

20:38

for

20:39

emerson to the se the in front of me most

20:41

is the windows were shattered it's and the top

20:43

of the roof was there and word

20:45

oh wow

20:47

i thought back on the escape from the motel

20:49

in new york the thrashers

20:51

attacked and forces off the road

20:54

the vehicle never sold out

20:56

they would you be able to bring down the vehicle physically

20:59

honestly bree i dunno

21:02

if it'd be smart to clear anyway that

21:04

it would be faster i know that

21:07

but they're noisy could attract

21:09

creatures

21:10

not to mention the mess that is every single road

21:14

i guess it makes sense trust

21:16

me i want to get to the database

21:18

fast as possible

21:20

we have to be cautious exactly

21:26

hey man , by saying

21:28

we were women would be calling us we

21:31

we know that somebody that and

21:33

least i don't least so i

21:35

guess i think he meant he saw

21:38

some instances of men taking advantage of

21:40

women oh god

21:42

he didn't women into details though i

21:45

know there aren't any laws anymore but there

21:47

would any feel that i

21:50

know now would why we

21:52

have to be careful we can't trust

21:55

anyone the old man seemed okay

21:57

though free

21:59

when i say we

21:59

trust anyone it doesn't mean that everyone

22:02

is bad it just means that we have to

22:04

be

22:06

right

22:08

i've had run ins with multiple people

22:11

some bad some good

22:13

that me a mark always tried to be careful around

22:15

new people

22:16

we made mistakes and leave learn from them

22:19

i understand not everyone

22:21

is bad

22:22

i like to believe that most people are

22:25

genuinely good the there

22:27

different times so we need a hope for

22:29

the bass but prepare for the worst

22:31

okay

22:33

you can we have three more hours

22:35

before when you start looking for a place to camp

22:51

he passed and travel was

22:53

slow not because of creatures

22:56

that because of the he's in the latter resources

22:59

we found herself scrounging more and more

23:02

the , man was right there weren't many

23:04

houses for gas stations this

23:06

way way matthew there were

23:08

were picked clean along with every

23:11

salt car thursday

23:15

but i wanna drink yet i'm low here

23:18

has some of my you don't have

23:20

a lot either it's okay the

23:22

strength

23:29

you're welcome

23:31

to find more sense since the

23:33

house up ahead let's explore

23:45

the front door was locked but the window right next

23:47

to it was busted i read sin

23:50

careful matter

23:50

that my hand or my arm on the jagged last

23:53

i felt around until i touched the lock

23:56

and here we go

24:05

i'm going to check out the house i

24:07

didn't help either going to going

24:09

to here bring

24:13

he always wanted to help but i forced

24:15

her to play look out it's the mark

24:18

often tried to force on as he took the lead

24:20

but unlike for yell i often

24:23

thought back

24:29

the first floor was emcee but i notice

24:32

already that the place was cleared out open

24:34

chores and cabinets displayed nothing

24:36

but empty shelves i crept

24:38

up stairs and listen to each room as i passed

24:41

when i reached the second bedroom i heard

24:44

a noise for

24:44

me thinking every

24:47

i calmly turned around

24:49

but now there was was

24:51

raggedy man covered under and set

24:53

his gun was up aimed at my

24:55

the don't know

24:57

the young and was wild eyed injury

25:00

drop it and

25:02

the

25:04

the know

25:05

slowly lower the gun and

25:07

the on the dirty carpets this

25:10

is your place

25:11

i didn't take all the stuff it was just like

25:13

that when i got here

25:14

it wasn't like that when i got here i was

25:16

looking for food that's all water and food

25:19

your own not my home know

25:22

no

25:23

he was so nervous i could see his hands

25:25

shaking

25:27

you from like isabella

25:29

no

25:30

is that

25:31

where are you from

25:33

down south i'm heading north

25:35

the the late

25:36

i don't know of any lake

25:38

the i seem to run over my entire body

25:40

several times showing nothing but confusion

25:43

you're not one of them are argue

25:45

who

25:46

i can't let you leave here

25:48

you're gonna have to no no

25:50

chance if if you're with them i'm

25:52

not i don't know that you need to relax

25:54

so know he mcgann higher

25:57

towards my had no way

25:58

that

25:59

no please i'm sorry

26:02

it's not loaded is is not loaded

26:04

yahoo the ceiling on the sears had shot

26:06

the man hitting him in the arm and forcing

26:09

him to drop the gun he felt the floor

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and crawl that next to the bathroom door blood

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poured down

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the arm please absurd

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absurd

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are you okay i am now

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i went over to the falling done and picked it up

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please try

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to get to lake isabella i just

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wanna get to the lake i

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, any harm i i going

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to sit you i couldn't i

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couldn't sue

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no

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i thought you wanted them

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you're not just know you're

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not a sorry

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you

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that continue to pour from his weren't pleased

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so he

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the we

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the we trusted

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i check the man clip and showed it to bring

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our

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no bullets

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i checked the chamber to

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no bullets what do we do

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oh

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are you alone

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the

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the

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yeah keep watch

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a picture of him apple embry

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yeah

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thank you she smiles made

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her way down to the end of the stairwell peering

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down with her gun up i made

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my way over to the injured young man who had

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his eyes close

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the

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hey

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i'm gonna help that nothing funny okay

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the

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now let's look at province

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i rummaged through my pass until i found

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the first aid kits i pulled out bandages

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cotton balls and losers i had to get

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the ball at out

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right

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this is gonna hurt i

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don't

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i want to fast that i more questions

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but he passed out right when i removed

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the bullet a bandage him up

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than me and removed him to the main

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him to rest

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though he be ok

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the think so

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honestly i just fired he

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didn't know what else to do i was worried if

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i send anything he would soon

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you did good gray

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they didn't know you've done was empty

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neither did i

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well i'm glad i could help

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the pill

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sometimes i wanna do everything myself

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i'm glad you're here i

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know you want to watch out for me bookmark

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told me told watch out for you to remember

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it hurt you think about that

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she was right

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i

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remember

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what do we do know we can't leave him

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here no

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no

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especially because i have some more questions for him

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dark soon a check the house make

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sure there'll be no more surprises

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the internet

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i might

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see a therapist i mean

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going solo isn't working so very well

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i'm glad you're suddenly so self aware

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grammar

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whoop i want to talk

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you to so ah i

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what makes you

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good night

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then i'm getting up early and

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make new breakfast

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yeah

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i have to be an early

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but this will be ready in ten minutes

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you haven't even eaten

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the free that along with my eggs

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two am by the time i finally crawled

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34:58

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was easy to pretend that the fight never

35:03

happened but now or later

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door to our bedroom first

35:17

wonder guns

35:20

roll on , to act but

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i needed her snap out of it we were

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going to to

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the gun you have to covers

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however me all the ways

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the son was starting to rise

35:55

linda was gone

35:57

linda

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the window

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she was nowhere in sight

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i crawled back of the fire escape into the apartment

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body the the intruders were gone

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them

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i noticed a manila envelope and

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to the wall with a knife

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there was only one number in the directory

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i called how's your head moron

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we have a business to address

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