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it going? Hi? I've been going

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through some we weird health things

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the last two months and it's genuinely been taking

1:03

up most of my time. So it's

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kind of been weird, to be honest, and

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I won't make this long winded, or I'll try not to.

1:10

But it started off when these weird

1:12

red spots on my face, like little patches

1:15

through rashes, but they were more just like really

1:17

bright. It looks like I had like like intense

1:20

a blush on Then I started getting hives,

1:22

which I've had. It's happened before to me with allergies,

1:25

but not in a while. One

1:27

of the medications I was taking for anxiety, the side

1:30

effect was hives or rashes if

1:32

you're allergic to it. So I immediately stopped using

1:34

that medication. Limick Del is usually

1:37

an anti sesar medication, but a lot of people

1:39

use it for anxiety, and my psychiatrist

1:41

put me on it into conjunction with my antia

1:44

present, which is well beutrin. And this

1:46

happened, and now I'm terrified at the medication.

1:48

But that rah didn't go away. And

1:51

there's a very serious version of that rash that like

1:53

basically is fatal. So for a while

1:56

they were deciding, like are you gonna be okay?

1:58

And I'm not. I'm obviously alive and it's not the fatal

2:00

kind, but I still have the rash. And I

2:02

saw my primary care doctor. She gave me anti

2:05

fungal cream, which doesn't make any sense. It

2:07

was still very itchy. My face and neck recovered

2:09

in these red spots. It was really uncomfortable,

2:12

like very uncomfortable, to the point where like I had trouble

2:14

sleeping. It was so so

2:16

itchy. And also I had stopped

2:18

using a bunch of skincare at this point because I just

2:20

didn't know. I didn't want anything to aggravate

2:23

it. My everything was so fucked up. In my face,

2:25

the texture is still stupid or whatever. It

2:27

feels like sandpaper. And so one

2:29

morning I can wake up and my

2:31

eyes are basically swollen shut. Oh my

2:33

god, and it's so terrifying. I'm never

2:36

experiencing. I never experienced anything like

2:38

that. And I text my sister who's a doctor,

2:40

and she tells me to go to

2:42

the er. And I don't want to because

2:45

I just don't want to unless I really have to, because

2:48

I don't want to take steroids. I'm terrified of steroids

2:50

because they're like not good to use

2:52

all the time, and also they're very intense.

2:55

But it was just a weird evolution

2:58

of what was happening. So I went to the origin care

3:00

eventually, and the doctor did prescribe

3:02

me steroids. He said, also

3:04

what my primary care doctor said, like maybe

3:06

it started with this medication and it

3:09

triggered some other allergy that

3:11

I don't know what it is. So I'm like, okay,

3:13

well, how does that help me? So I would prescribe

3:15

steroids. I only take them for like a

3:17

day or two before tapering off because

3:19

I start having like intense

3:22

side effects, like I see I have double vision,

3:25

I feel insane.

3:29

It was so scary. I've never experienced

3:31

anything like that. I was just on

3:33

my floor one day. I turned to

3:35

my right and everything just starts shifting

3:38

like a slow mo frame by frame

3:40

movie, you know what I mean, Like you can see

3:43

every frame one after the other, and

3:45

it feels like I'm on a boat. And it lasted

3:47

a while. It

3:49

really freaked me out, and so I

3:51

got permission to taper off the steroids and

3:53

I never want to take them again. But they did help

3:56

the time I did take that. When I did take them, it did

3:58

really calm down my face. Okay,

4:02

I mean yeah, there are side like usually

4:04

steroids will give you side

4:06

effects of some kind, like they're they're like very

4:08

intense and you feel maybe

4:10

like more a lot of adrenaline

4:13

or like you're pumping up your body

4:15

with like this thing, and

4:17

so they are supposed to be intense, but I just I

4:20

wasn't prepared for it, I guess, or maybe my body reacted

4:22

really strongly, so it helped

4:24

my face I thought I was getting better. A couple

4:26

of weeks later, like my face is still like it

4:29

still looks like it's not completely

4:31

one, but it's like almost back to where it

4:33

was, and the

4:35

redness under control. The only thing

4:37

is like my eyes are really dry. But I like, I'm

4:39

assuming you'll go away, and then

4:41

I have to go to this wedding on Saturday, this last

4:43

past Saturday that just happened. Oh

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before that, I did um

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some patch testing on my arms because

4:51

I had me and my sister had this theory that it was like from

4:53

a sunscreen or like something that I had been using

4:55

on my face and neck because why

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would only be there. So I

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past tested a bunch of sunscreen, especially the one

5:02

that I use every day that before

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all this happened, because I hadn't put sun screened on in like

5:06

two months because I was scared. So

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I used this. I did a budget on my arm.

5:10

They all came back. My arms were fun. So

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I was like, Okay, great, I can wear sunscreen or

5:15

like something to this wedding tomorrow.

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Because my sunscreen is like tinted, so I use it

5:19

as like a all over face whatever.

5:23

So I go to this wedding I look

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great, My skin is great. I

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come back home, everything is fine. I

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take it off. My eyes are kind of red, but I don't

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really think it's a problem, Like my

5:34

eyes are always red. And so I go

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to sleep. I wake up. I have this park thing I have

5:38

to go too. So again I wear sunscreen to

5:40

this thing because my face is normal. I

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go to sleep and

5:45

Monday morning, like three days ago, I

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wake up again and my eyes are swollen shut,

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and everything is red and itchy.

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It's been so frustrating. What my skin

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looks like now is extremely

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dry. You can see every

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pore on my face like it's like elevated.

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The texture is really strange, and

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it feels awful. It really feels

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bad. And since

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Monday, I've obviously stopped using anything

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on my face, and I see I saw a dermatologist

6:15

yesterday finally, because I got I hadn't the point

6:17

with her. I booked the dermatology appointment

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back when this first happened in August, and it took

6:22

me this long to see her. But I guess it's great

6:24

because it happened again. But the dermatologist,

6:26

she gave me some topical steroids to

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use around my eyes, which makes me nervous

6:31

because steroids find out

6:33

the skin, but I'm going to

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do it anyway, just because I want this to go away. Also,

6:37

this like like a prescription antihistamine

6:40

that hopefully my body will respond to, because

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apparently my body is just freaking out about everything

6:45

that comes to contact with it. My like

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allergy triggers are like very

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high. So that's

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where I met. Currently, I used the steroids

6:54

for the first time last night and this is the first

6:56

morning that I didn't wake up with my eyes almost

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stolen shut, So hopefully

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they're working. Um,

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it's really scary to wake up and like not

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be able to open your eyes. Yeah,

7:08

I can't manage it. Scary. So

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I've been dealing with that and in

7:12

conjunction with some other stuff with like my bone density

7:14

and stuff that I don't want to get into right now. Well I

7:16

have a superosis, but like it's a long story

7:18

how I got there. But at this wedding

7:21

people were like, what have you been up to? And genuinely,

7:23

it's only been this like for the most part,

7:25

I've just been like figuring out why my body

7:27

is reacting strange with everything,

7:30

and so it feels weird. Just the last

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two months have been a trip for me, to be honest, especially

7:35

because it's like my face and

7:37

you don't realize how much it affects you, like looking

7:39

at your face every day, or like how your face changes,

7:42

or my confidence with

7:44

myself and when I look like I don't know, I really

7:46

funked up my head. But yeah, it's

7:49

been weird. I really hope

7:51

I figure out what it is. And now I'm terrified

7:53

at using anything on my face. Like obviously I need

7:55

to use sun like I'm a skincare

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junkie. I love skincare, I want

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to take I want to be young forever. But not

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using sunscreen for two months really has destroyed

8:04

me, and trial and erring

8:07

my way back to using ever anything

8:09

really scares me too, because what

8:12

if it's late on set and just like the wedding

8:14

thing, I'll get it two days later my

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ass are swollen shed again. So

8:19

I yeah, I'm going to as soon

8:22

as my face is kind of mac

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to normal, which hopefully happens in a couple of weeks

8:27

or so or something, I'm going to like

8:29

do a trial and error thing with every skincare

8:32

product I have, which, by the way, I buy

8:34

everything for sensitive skin, my sunscreen,

8:36

my face watch, it's what Dermutal just recommend

8:38

you to use. So that's what's

8:40

frustrating. It's like I was doing everything

8:43

that I thought I could, but your

8:45

body is weird sometimes. And hopefully

8:47

someone out there can relate to having like intense

8:50

allergy reactions because it's also

8:52

happened when I used antibiotic

8:54

called sulfa I have I'm allergic to. That

8:57

happened when I was running around reservoir

8:59

here and I had an allergy attack and it

9:01

turns out I was allergic to oak and this

9:03

weed that grows all around the Silver Lake Reservoir

9:06

called Lamb's Quarter. So

9:08

I've had these intense allergy times

9:11

in my life, but this one's lasted

9:13

way too long and it's

9:16

it's I just I'm I'm really over

9:18

it, and like my lips hurt, my other cracked at

9:20

the sides, and like I wish you could

9:22

feel my face. Genuinely have never felt skin

9:25

like this. It feels like standpaper. But

9:28

that's my story. Sorry for

9:32

all of that, but um,

9:34

but there was a while where my eyes were like really

9:36

read and one was more puffy

9:38

than the other and it kind of looked like I got

9:41

into a fight, so I didn't really

9:43

mind. I was like, maybe people think I'm badass,

9:45

but really it did look like an allergy action. But

9:48

in my head, I was like, just let it, just

9:50

like go with the story. Because I do want to

9:52

fight all the time. I have to fight back the

9:54

desire to want to get

9:56

into fights. That makes sense. Yeah,

9:59

No, I don't know. I don't really have that urge.

10:02

I'm always trying to avoid all human interaction

10:04

at all costs. At all times.

10:07

It's like I'm waiting for someone to do something

10:10

that warrants me lunging at

10:12

them, and Jesus Green,

10:15

maybe I should have said that, Hey, I've

10:18

I've an aries leave it at

10:20

that. No, it's not that I think it's

10:22

like, um no, it is. I just I'm always

10:24

waiting to fight. Never mind, Yeah, that's what it is.

10:26

It's fine. I'll take that anyway.

10:29

That's been my couple

10:32

of weeks. How have you

10:34

been? I know a little bit of what happened this week, but you

10:37

gotta tell the fan. Yeah,

10:39

so I had a long week where I had one friend's day

10:41

is welcome, way too long, and it was making me very

10:44

irritated. You know that one friend who

10:46

just won't leave, and you're like, you gotta go.

10:48

You're making me crazy. This

10:51

is an old friend and he he knew he

10:53

was making me crazy too, he could

10:55

sense it. And I was like, you're making me crazy.

10:57

And he's like, yeah, well you know, ready

11:00

to leave you. And I was like, I

11:02

might kill you. No, I

11:04

wouldn't, but I was still getting very annoyed. You'll

11:06

know the friend later, I'll tell you sure, And I won't

11:09

out him. I was going because we have all their

11:11

friends who listen, who actually wouldn't be surprised

11:13

at all. They'd be like, yeah, of course, why did you let

11:15

him in the first place, right, I

11:18

won't out his dirty laundry like

11:21

bitch, you know. And

11:24

so I was already kind of irritated this past

11:26

week. I already I also had some family stuff

11:28

going on, so like I've been anxious

11:31

and annoyed. So yeah, I

11:34

was taking a shower Monday night, and

11:36

it all happened so quick that I'm not

11:38

even a percent sure, Like I

11:41

don't know what happened really, but I was in the

11:43

shower and I basically like turned.

11:45

I think I was facing one. I was facing the back of

11:47

the shower and turned towards

11:50

the head like where the water comes down,

11:52

and I slipped. When

11:54

I slipped, I was facing the front of the shower

11:56

again, but when I fell, I was facing the back

11:58

of the shower. Holy sh it. So

12:00

it's like a twist. Yeah, so I don't know what

12:03

happened. I generally like, I feel like in that

12:05

moment, I blacked out, like I vaguely were being like I'm

12:07

falling and like trying to grab onto

12:09

stuff, and yeah,

12:11

I'm not wearing it now, but I have a thumbrace I should

12:13

be wearing. I don't know what this

12:16

background I have right now is. I'm sorry,

12:18

I really have just realizing I have this background.

12:21

It's a bunch of pineapples with balloons. I

12:23

believe it was from my Deckheads twitch show,

12:26

which I don't even know where Zach found this background.

12:28

And there we go, normal blur background. So

12:31

in my opinion, I believe I screamed

12:33

bloody murder. My partner and my

12:35

friend did not hear at all. So

12:38

what I don't know. I

12:40

was like, I feel like, I

12:44

think like with the shower behind a closed

12:46

door and then being in the living room,

12:48

I guess there was just no chance of them hearing. I

12:51

don't believe they were blasting a TV, but

12:53

they were definitely watching TV. Maybe

12:55

they were screams on the TV, and they were just like

12:57

wow, I

12:59

mean, we do actually have surrounds sound

13:01

in our house, so like it's like, which

13:04

it's funny. My friend was like getting scared every once in

13:06

a while. It's like, I'm not used to the surround sound. I was like,

13:08

you, okay, used to it because you're here for so fucking

13:11

long. But I

13:15

so, yeah, I believe I screamed

13:17

as if like my whole life was

13:19

about to end, which for a second, I was

13:22

really concerned. For a second, I

13:24

had fucked up like a bone pretty badly,

13:27

because all of a sudden there was such a pain

13:29

in my body. Luckily it

13:32

was just the left side of my body that got sucked

13:34

up, not my more dominant right

13:36

side. Yeah, So basically what happened

13:38

is I hit my knee really hard on the

13:40

tub. So then I had this huge bruise on my

13:42

knee, like literally a bump on my knee that's

13:44

still there. And also this happened Monday. We're recording

13:46

on Thursday, guys. I'm still in the weeds a little, so

13:49

I hit my knee. I fell really

13:51

hard on my ass. I have a huge bruise

13:54

on my ass, Like my ass hurts to sit

13:56

on. I'm sitting kind of like on one side of my

13:58

butt. I hurt my should older,

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but at the time that night, I didn't even realize

14:02

my shoulder was sucked up yet because I was

14:04

just like in pain elsewhere. The next morning, I woke

14:06

up and I was like, oh my god, my shoulders like really bruised

14:09

somewhere. I hit my shoulder. I don't know

14:11

how or where that stuff

14:13

happened so fast, Yeah, that's it. It happened

14:15

so fast that I have no real memory of like where

14:17

I hit in the tub. You know. The

14:19

one thing I really fucked up is my thumb.

14:21

I like strained my thumb yesterday. It was

14:23

even more puffy like my thumb. I was

14:26

like this could be broken for a second,

14:28

but I was able to move it around a little and

14:30

it wasn't. But like there was a moment where

14:32

I was like, I fucked up my thumb really badly, and

14:34

I have like thumb problems, Like both my thumbs

14:36

have been in casts from either popping out

14:38

of the socket. I don't know. My thumbs always get

14:40

hurt in sports. I don't know why this thumb

14:43

actually the bone moved out of place,

14:45

because look, I've told you guys this

14:47

before. I was a real Dennis Rodman rebounder

14:49

as a kid, and I was

14:51

too aggressive in my rebounds. And

14:54

one time I jumped up to get the ball and

14:56

my little like ten year old hand basically

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didn't. I don't know. I also

15:02

don't really remember this too clearly, but like I

15:04

vaguely remember it was after practice and

15:06

we were doing some drills and

15:09

or like me and my friends were like it was after I

15:11

was in a basketball league as a kid whatever and

15:14

the community league, and it was after

15:16

practice. So me and some kids were just messing around after

15:18

practice, waiting for our parents to come pick us up. We

15:21

were like fighting over rebounding and shooting

15:23

the ball like over and over again under the net,

15:25

and then I just jumped up and the ball hit

15:27

my thumb. I guess I jumped into

15:29

the ball as it was coming down, and so it

15:32

my thumb, this thumb specifically, and

15:34

knocked my little bones out of place.

15:36

And so I had to go to the doctor and

15:38

they had to literally save

15:41

hand right now. But you're had

15:43

to shift my bone. I remember it.

15:45

I was so bummed out because the doctor

15:48

had to shift my bones back into place. They

15:50

put me in a cast. It was painful. And

15:52

then this other thumb I've like dislocated

15:55

it playing rugby. God

15:58

fucking thumbs. But anyway, so

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I believe I hurt my thumb because I tried to

16:03

catch myself on the like

16:05

the edge of the tub, and I think my

16:07

hand just like went over it, like

16:10

with my thumb out and other hands out,

16:12

like as if I was going to grab it to

16:14

steady myself, but I just hit it with such

16:16

a force it fucked my thumb up.

16:18

So now I'm in a thumb brace, which I'm not currently

16:20

wearing. I should be. God, we've

16:22

been through it. That sounds so painful.

16:25

You showed me when you posted about it too.

16:27

I don't know if anyone saw that follows you, But

16:29

do you have a bruise on your ass that

16:32

is so purple and deep? Yeah?

16:34

No, that's on my Instagram. By the way, I zoomed

16:36

in on it so you couldn't see that it was my ass. It

16:38

just looks like but

16:41

it's a huge. Yeah. I was about to pose my ass

16:43

on the gram. You know, I had that confident,

16:45

okay, but

16:48

it looks like a fucking galaxy. Like it's

16:50

so deep, it's real

16:52

deep. It hurts. And I didn't

16:54

even like when it first happened,

16:57

and I got out of the shower because here's the thing,

16:59

it happened. I sat there for like two or three minutes

17:01

like processing what happened, and

17:03

then slowly just like feeling all

17:05

the parts of my body to make sure like nothing

17:07

was out of place and like not broken,

17:10

because you know, it's like I can't just stand up, like I don't.

17:12

I just took such a hard fall. That's

17:14

the sportsman in me, you know how I'm such

17:16

a sportsman. But I just

17:19

always remember, you don't stand you

17:21

don't you never stand up right away. You have to feel

17:24

because you don't know if something's out of place, like

17:27

if you dislocated something and you don't know

17:29

and you stand up right away, like or

17:32

if something's broken. Like so basically

17:34

I just went through and like felt it

17:36

out, made sure my knee could move because my knee

17:38

was in pain. You know, like just did

17:41

my research, if you will

17:43

assessment, yea, I assessed myself, and

17:45

then I was like, okay, I think I

17:47

was like, why did no one run in here up? But

17:51

also there were in here?

17:53

Yeah, So then I got up and then I was like, well,

17:56

I'm kind of in the middle of a shower, so I

17:58

do have to finish the shower because I was like, I

18:01

was like about to wash my hair, you know. So I was like, so

18:03

with one hand, you were, you were on the tail

18:05

end, you were like just so I was like, yeah,

18:08

well I was. I was. I kind of was just starting,

18:10

but I also like I had to shower, you

18:12

know, like I had to shower. So

18:15

I just like put my hand that was hurt

18:17

to my chest and did everything with one hand because

18:21

I already knew with my thumb, I was like, that's

18:23

a wrap on that thumb. I can't be using

18:25

or it's going to get worse. And so yeah, I did

18:27

that, and then I got out and I

18:29

still hadn't really processed my

18:32

shoulder or my ass, so I

18:34

knew for a fact that my thumb and my knee were in

18:36

pain. And then I went to go after

18:38

I like dried off whatever,

18:41

cried to my partner about what happened, and

18:43

then I got

18:45

ice for myself and then sat down.

18:48

I was like, oh my god, my ass. I

18:50

forgot. Of course, I fell on my

18:53

ass and I felt my ass

18:55

and it felt like there was a dent in it where

18:57

the bruise was. Oh, whatever

19:00

I had fallen on dented my

19:02

ass. That's a hard ass fall, which

19:04

makes me think maybe I hit the side of

19:06

the tub as I was going down, right,

19:09

Yeah, that would make sense if there's Yeah,

19:11

that's that's a really hard impact. If

19:13

it hit that corner. Yeah, I felt like there was an

19:15

invent in my ass. Now, I don't know if

19:17

maybe that has always been there and I didn't

19:19

notice, but like I was like, oh my

19:22

god,

19:24

it gave

19:27

me a dimple. Yeah.

19:30

So anyway, that was that. But I

19:32

want to talk about this a little because I've

19:34

been thinking about it a lot, and I

19:37

just think it's really funny. It's not funny.

19:39

What am I saying is funny, but like, I think it's interesting

19:41

that like the shower is

19:44

genuinely the worst place

19:46

to get hurt. Not only are you

19:48

fully naked, you could possibly be like

19:51

soaked up. It's like the

19:53

most exposing place. Now, if I had

19:55

gotten really really hurt, where I couldn't

19:58

get up. All I could do is scream

20:01

for help, And then you have people

20:03

coming in. In my case, it would be my friend and

20:06

my partner who come in. It's like I don't want to

20:08

see my friend doesn't need to see me all naked, Like

20:10

it's so vulnerable. Yeah,

20:13

and if you live by yourself about

20:15

yourself, what are you gonna crawl your ass to a phone

20:17

and be like ALP, I think

20:20

about that when I'm going through something intense, if

20:22

I'm like yeah, and then you have to wait

20:24

when AMT to show up and help your naked ass, Like,

20:26

that's terrible. I

20:29

wouldn't recommend that to anyone. No,

20:31

no, no, no, Wow, we've

20:34

really been going through it. Before we get further,

20:36

let's take our first bread. Moving right

20:38

back. We're

20:48

back when I was posting about when

20:50

I was going through on Instagram. I got a bunch of like people

20:52

giving me advice and stuff, and like, I've already

20:55

trust me, you guys, I've done everything.

20:57

I've done allergy testing, I've seen

21:00

I've just seen them all. I just think a lot of doctors

21:03

I don't know, I don't know. I just I'm

21:06

not looking for like advice

21:08

is what I'm trying to say. I'm just trying

21:10

to figure out what this is. And it's very frustrating

21:13

because right now I can tell you my my face hurts,

21:16

like like talking in my

21:18

chin and everything. Ah.

21:21

Also, I'm supposed to get my roots done

21:24

on Monday, and I'm like, should I not do

21:27

that if my skin is like weird

21:29

or is my scalp different? I don't know. We'll figure

21:31

it out. Wait you, Oh, you think maybe it's

21:33

like bleach related. No, I don't

21:35

think that. I just think like my skin

21:38

is obviously reacting so weird to anything

21:40

like anything, so I

21:43

don't want to like trigger something else.

21:45

I think it'll be fine, but it does

21:47

make me a little nervous just because I'm my skin is

21:49

so extremely sensitive. I mean, my whole body is

21:51

sensitive, my digestion is sensitive,

21:53

my skin is sensitive, my emotions are sensitive.

21:56

Everything about me is sensitive. But I

21:58

think I'll be okay. This is the hairstyle

22:00

that I really tried to keep up with because

22:03

a lot of the time I'll get a haircut and I'll

22:05

just like grow out and I won't really think twice

22:07

about it, like, or I'll get it cut again after

22:09

a long long time. This is the first

22:11

hairstyle that I really like want to maintain,

22:13

this like short, grayish,

22:16

boyish bob kind of thing. So

22:19

that feels cool that I've like stepped into.

22:21

When you character video

22:23

game character, I will

22:25

say, like the blonde hair is it

22:28

isn't upkeep? Yeah

22:30

it is. I've only had it for like maybe

22:33

seven months and it's already like a

22:36

do you have to pay to get an update upgrade?

22:40

Yeah? Well, my friend,

22:42

my good friend is the person that's been the

22:44

only person that's touched my hair for like six years.

22:47

Um, and she like I pay her

22:50

why I would pay anyone else, just because I like her so

22:52

much. Like she has given me like discounts here and there,

22:54

but like I don't want to take advantage of her

22:56

time. So that's like

22:58

an investment that I make myself, Like it makes

23:00

me feel good to do this. So for me,

23:03

it's like I don't mind spending money for

23:05

like if that's my self care for

23:07

the month or the couple of months,

23:09

I'm fine with that. Yeah, I'm not. I'm not

23:11

brave enough to bleach my roots on my own.

23:13

I don't think I want to ever. H

23:16

No, I would never recommend it you're gonna have like

23:18

orange roots and

23:20

anywhere that honey, honey,

23:25

it's exhausting, man. It is a process

23:27

also to sit there for a while the

23:29

first time when I did the whole thing, that

23:32

was a process. Today's satan or

23:34

tomorrow? No, never, Yeah,

23:36

having a body is stressful.

23:39

Like also getting older stresses me out. For

23:41

example, if you took that fall and you were like in

23:43

your fifties or even in like I don't

23:45

know, you know what I mean, Like that would be so I would just lay there

23:48

until I died,

23:50

Like aging. It freaks

23:52

me out. I don't want it to what it does. Know,

23:55

having a body is so weird. Have

23:58

you seen anything good recently? What's the fun

24:00

part of your life look like? If there is one?

24:03

Sorry, I don't understand the question. What's

24:05

the fond part of my life look like?

24:09

Well? Like, what do you do when you watch at

24:11

night? What do you watch? What are you watching? I

24:13

mean, I don't really like I've been so

24:17

slammed with work. I really do think maybe

24:19

they're trying to kill me. Do you think they're trying

24:21

to kill me? Like physically ail

24:23

me? That's what it feels like sometimes,

24:26

Like my job wants me dead, Like they're

24:29

like, is shape breathing? Bring

24:31

on another show? Like

24:36

what Most of the time, higher

24:38

up people haven't done what you're doing. So I

24:40

think they don't realize what work

24:42

goes into it, you know what I mean. I think

24:44

they're physically out for me.

24:48

No, I think they got it out for me. Like

24:50

I'm not under possessure what's going on ever, But

24:52

I feel like every five

24:54

minutes, I'm like, guys, I think I'm dying. They're like,

24:56

oh my god, we totally understand we're going

24:59

to take one thing off your plate, but add fifteen

25:01

more things, and you're like, oh

25:05

what, oh did you Oh

25:07

so you thought if you took one thing off my plate,

25:09

I would completely refresh and then

25:12

you could add fifteen more things

25:14

and I wouldn't notice because I'm a

25:16

cog in the system. So

25:19

anyway, I haven't uh

25:21

no fun times recently. I Mean all I've really watched

25:24

is like Real Housewives was just kind of like a pivotal

25:26

time in the Real Housewives situation where a

25:28

lot of these women are probably gonna go to jail.

25:30

So like I've been watching a lot of that to

25:33

keep up with who's who of the

25:35

crime scene of Real Housewives

25:37

such as Erica Jayne jen

25:40

Shaw. Just a lot of fraud,

25:42

a lot of stealing. Damn,

25:45

I need to cat, I need to understand. Yeah,

25:47

this sounds interesting. Oh Sarine,

25:50

that's all I gotta say. The

25:53

current Real Housewives slate these

25:55

women. So I'll tell I'll give you a little taste

25:58

of what's going on on these TV shows, and

26:00

then you'll fall into the bravel

26:02

hole and you'll never escape. No,

26:07

No, I'm good watching like the

26:09

Squid Game or whatever. Two intense,

26:12

too intense. That's too intense.

26:14

It's narrative. Okay,

26:20

wait, what's the taste? Give me? I want to know this?

26:22

You said crime? Honey,

26:27

Sorry, you gotta text. I have a flight in like a few

26:29

hours. I got from

26:31

I got a text from Delta. No big deal, guys, look me in

26:33

Delta, very closer on texting. M

26:36

Um, Yeah, your jets getting ready after they

26:38

just told you god

26:41

kill me. I wish I had a jet that they would

26:43

just like roll me onto. Oh

26:45

my god, Delta, you don't need to fucking email

26:48

and text me. Pick one lane.

26:52

Desperate for attention, desperate?

26:54

Oh my god. They also just DM me on Twitter Oh

26:56

my god, there's dm me on Instagram as well.

26:58

Oh my god, there's a care your pigeon

27:00

just showed up. Oh my god, I'm

27:03

just joking. I'm sorry. I took it too far, you

27:05

know, heighten, heighten, heightened. Oh

27:07

my god, Delta just showed up. A man from Delta

27:09

just showed up with a bouquet of roses.

27:12

Oh my god, is

27:14

he hot? No, he's just

27:16

a human airplane. Okay. Um,

27:19

so real housewife. So currently on

27:22

Beverly Hills, we have a

27:24

housewife named Erica Jane or

27:26

also known as Erica

27:30

Germanti. Wait, what's her last name? I

27:34

have no idea. What's Erica Girardi

27:37

Girardi. Wow? Let me tell you

27:39

how I watched this show religiously and could not remember

27:41

Erica James last today. Just now, so

27:44

Girardi. Now, everyone who just

27:46

turned off, Wow, you're missing

27:48

some juicy, juicy juice. So

27:51

Erica Girardi. Listen, and y'all I don't I don't

27:53

watch. Go ahead, Erica Girardi. She

27:56

was married to Tom Girardi. Now you might know

27:58

Tom Girardi as a big hot

28:01

shot Beverly Hills lawyer. You

28:03

might also know him as the lawyer from

28:05

Aaron Brockovich. He's one of the people who helped

28:08

Aaron Brockovich come for p G

28:10

n E. So he does a lot of like big lawsuits

28:13

against high profile lawsuits against

28:15

companies, cities, states, whatever. So

28:18

that's what he was known for. So you know in

28:20

the grands game of things, Well, this guy's

28:22

real stand up guy. He's here

28:24

for the people. He helps the people get

28:26

their money after they've been wronged

28:29

in some sort of really fucked up medical

28:31

way. What could he do wrong?

28:35

You're stupid fool You

28:37

thought this man could do no

28:39

wrong. Well he

28:41

did. He did a lot wrong. He apparently

28:43

was stealing millions from victims

28:46

by getting them their money and then

28:48

never giving them their money. So upwards

28:50

of twenty million more has

28:52

been stolen from victims of like

28:54

won the Lion Air crash Holy

28:57

Ship. So already

29:00

rich the fucking lawyer. Well, we'll

29:02

get into it. You

29:04

have eight hours, right, we'll get into it. So

29:08

there's a great documentary about them. It's called

29:10

The Hustler and the Housewife. I believe it's on Hulu.

29:13

It'll break it all down for you. Wow,

29:15

Oh, this is the whole thing. Yeah,

29:18

it's a whole ast thing. And

29:21

the worst part is this bitch is still filming a reality

29:23

show. So I was saying, like, what

29:25

the hell, Like, why is she ought to reality

29:28

show? It? All read? Everyone

29:32

is asking that fucking question. So

29:34

that's why you got a lot because you're like, this

29:37

is there's cameras around, and she is literally

29:40

like anyway, So I

29:42

mean the producers must love it though, like

29:45

you know, it gets a lot of attention. Yeah, you love

29:47

it until your subpoena and have to testify,

29:50

and then all of a sudden you're like, you're caught up in

29:52

a fucking credible case. So

29:55

I mean, you don't have to get into too much detail. No, no,

29:58

you need it. But it's insane. I

30:00

shouldn't use the word in saying, but you know here I am using

30:02

it because unfortunately I've lost all sense telling

30:05

Sharin about this story that she should

30:07

already know about when

30:09

you're on Twitter. Just joking. So

30:12

also another one, they a really big

30:14

gas explosion in San

30:16

Bruno, I believe, northern California Bay

30:18

area, so they were like burn victims

30:21

that he stole money from, so

30:23

plain families playing crash

30:25

victims. So there's all this like people

30:27

that have basically been fucked over by Tom

30:30

Girardi. So, months

30:32

before this all comes out on

30:34

the show, Erica divorces

30:37

Tom and gets the funk out and and creates

30:39

all these reasons of like the marriage was a

30:41

sham. He was always I was a prisoner. He wouldn't

30:43

let me do anything. I had no money, I had no control.

30:45

I just like was his wife. Like that's it.

30:48

They lived in a gorgeous, huge house

30:50

in Pasadena, like whatever,

30:53

And so she says all the stuff, like I had

30:55

to divorce him. It was really shady. Then

30:57

a few months later, maybe like a month later, all

31:00

this news comes out that he's being like indicted

31:02

for all this, and she's like, real, oh

31:05

my god. All on the show she's denying

31:07

she was involved, even though there's actual So

31:10

Erica Jane she has this like pop

31:13

star, she was on Broadway.

31:16

She's a terrible actress, but you know whatever.

31:18

Basically Tom Girardi

31:20

paid for her to like have this career

31:23

as known as Erica Jane, her like counterpart.

31:26

So there's actual evidence that shows twenty million

31:28

dollars went into her LLC, to which

31:30

she's like, I don't know where. Basically

31:32

she's denying she knew anything. A

31:35

lot of evidence points that she might know something.

31:38

She says, I don't know anything. He didn't let me know anything. We

31:40

had houses that we

31:42

owned that I had never even been to or knew anything

31:44

about, because he was her like fourth third or fourth

31:47

wife. So she was just like, I married

31:49

him young, I knew nothing. Like he's a

31:51

lot older than her obviously, Um,

31:54

she's fifty now, he's probably like late seventies

31:56

eighty. So she's like,

31:58

I knew nothing. I I'm learning all

32:00

this as we go. I'm being bamboozled.

32:02

But she's still defending

32:04

him, being like he's lost his mind. There's dementia

32:07

there, he doesn't know what he's doing. I believe this started

32:09

happening a few years ago when he got dementia.

32:11

But then all the evidence shows this has been happening for like fifteen

32:13

years or something like that. There's a lot of court

32:16

documents that she's clearly not

32:18

acknowledging. But then she's also continuing

32:20

to do this show and then telling all the other housewives

32:23

a bunch of information that doesn't make sense.

32:25

So she contradicts herself a lot when she's

32:27

telling all this information. So she's been like, well

32:30

this happened. Well, you know he rolled his car. Yeah,

32:32

he was unconscious for twelve hours. Yeah, I

32:34

don't know. He shouldn't be driving. You know, I've been

32:36

saying this. And then she'd be like, you know, he still

32:38

calls me, And she's like, how dare you tell that

32:40

everyone that he so calls me? I can't answer

32:43

the phone. You know, he's got dementia. He doesn't

32:45

even know what he's doing. Look, I I

32:47

still care for him, but I can't be in contact with him

32:49

because we're getting a divorce. And it's like it's

32:51

so much contradicting information that she's putting

32:54

out and none of it makes sense. It's

32:56

the story she tells on the show every

32:59

Housewives just looking to other like wait what

33:01

wait? But then no one's really question There's a

33:03

few who questioned her, and then she gets like all like very

33:05

intense, being like it's not a threat,

33:08

it's a promise. You come for me again,

33:11

and they'd be like or what I

33:13

mean? It just sounds like they're

33:15

setting her up for either like her own

33:17

weirdass show or like a book deal or something.

33:20

This is our podcast. Just wait, so other

33:22

housewives will be like, you know, I spoke to my

33:24

lawyer because like you're scaring

33:26

it, you know, like, I'm not trying to get caught up in

33:28

this because you're sitting on a TV show telling us all

33:31

this stuff like one of the housewives. I

33:33

truly despise Sutton. I think she's an idiot.

33:35

All of a sudden, I'm on her side. I've never been

33:37

on sutton side and sets out here being like, I spoke

33:39

to my lawyer because I'm uncomfortable with the situation

33:42

because i don't know what to believe. And Eric

33:44

is aloys like, why would you speak to your lawyer? What

33:46

does that have to do with you? It's not your life, And it's like,

33:48

but you are sitting on a TV show telling these

33:50

woman a bunch of information so other people

33:53

can see and guess what. Each and every one of them can

33:55

be subpoena to testify what you've told

33:57

them, So guess what. You're putting

33:59

them all in a bad place. This is a very

34:01

high profile case. Millions of dollars

34:04

are missing. Yeah, I don't think

34:06

she understands. I think she's getting bad advice

34:08

because, first of all, don't come on a

34:10

reality show, right, I

34:13

don't think she understands just how wrong

34:15

what she's doing is, like legally, But I

34:18

don't know. I hope if this makes

34:20

a rich couple suffer, then

34:23

I'm fine. Like one,

34:26

someone that steals millions of dollars from people they're

34:28

supposed to help is trash. Anyone that

34:30

is aware of that is also trash and doesn't do anything,

34:32

so good riddance. I hope

34:34

they go to jail. I mean, I think he definitely

34:37

will go to jail. They are like trying to plead

34:39

insanity or whatever because he's like not

34:41

mentally fit. I don't know how legit

34:44

that is. I don't know. It's not anything

34:46

at all. They're just trying everything. They're

34:49

they're what's it called grasping. Yeah,

34:53

but I don't know. We'll see what happens. Um,

34:55

let's take our last break really quick and

34:58

we'll be right back. And

35:09

we're back, all right. I'm gonna really quickly

35:11

tell you about another housewife. Her name is Jen

35:13

Shaw. She's on Real Housewives of Salt Lake City.

35:16

She just got busted for committing

35:18

fraud in like a marketing scheme, like

35:20

defrauding a bunch of really really old people

35:23

out of all their money for like weird you know calls,

35:26

those like robocalls. I don't even understand

35:28

how it works. But just like, she looks very

35:31

very rich on the show, but it's not clear where

35:33

her money comes from. And it doesn't even look like she works.

35:35

Apparently she does. She has fifteen systems.

35:37

Yeah, she has a husband, but he's like a football coach

35:39

for University of Utah, so like, yeah, that's

35:41

like a maybe two D salary,

35:45

but like the way they're living, it

35:47

would assume their way out of their means.

35:50

I don't know. Apparently he was a lawyer, like an ambulance

35:52

chasing lawyer before that, so who knows if

35:54

they have money from that era. But overall

35:58

not looking good for how they are. And

36:00

also all her friends don't fully understand

36:02

like what her job is. She's like I do like marketing

36:05

and I don't know whatever, So

36:08

it's a mess. No one understands. But she

36:10

just got hit up. But there's footage of it

36:12

because she gets arrested in the midst

36:14

of filming, so they show

36:16

it at the beginning of the season where all of a sudden

36:19

they're like going on some girls trap as

36:21

they do, and then she gets a phone

36:23

call. Also this she's

36:25

truly like she's a wild

36:28

one. Jen Shaw. I feel

36:30

bad for her because she's like she was like one of the only

36:32

women of color. Well Mary was there too, but Mary

36:34

is a cold leader. It's a whole thing's allegedly

36:36

allegedly don't see me Mary, except

36:39

there's fact out there. So she has

36:41

a lot of issues. She has a lot of anger so

36:43

that she doesn't deal with it. Looks like there was a lot of like,

36:45

you know, her father died, her husband's always

36:47

gone. She just has a lot of issues she didn't deal with that that

36:49

were clearly coming out and like pure rage,

36:52

like throwing glasses last season. And

36:54

then it turns out she's been defrauding

36:57

a ton of old people out of their money, out

36:59

of like millions of dollars. And so in

37:02

the scene where she gets caught up, she

37:05

takes a call and all of a sudden,

37:07

it's like immediately just like acting Hella

37:09

suspicion turns to another house. So I was like, can you turn my

37:11

micropack off? They're like, what she can? Can

37:13

you turn my micropack off? And then

37:16

gets in a car that like squeals

37:19

out of there and everyone's like, what where

37:22

did Jen go? And then next

37:24

thing, you know, the van like filled with or

37:26

like the party bus filled with housewives

37:29

is surrounded by FEDS who are like, we're

37:31

here for john Shaw and they're like, Jed Shaw,

37:34

bounce, she got a tip. I'm

37:36

a thinking it's her husband who called, because I think maybe

37:38

they came to her house. And then her husband's like, honey, they're

37:41

fear for you. And I don't know how much

37:43

he knew because he's actually like a devout Muslim

37:46

man, so it's like really confusing. Yeah,

37:48

it's a lot. I don't know. She just like bounced

37:50

and leaves and everyone's like wait what, and

37:53

then she gets arrested. They do catch her and she gets

37:55

arrested, and then she also stays

37:58

on the show and continues to film what

38:00

I don't know what. The season just started, so we'll see how

38:02

it plays out. But to me, I'm like, if you

38:05

were high

38:08

profile core case coming, I

38:10

really recommend walking away

38:14

from television, Like legally, legally,

38:16

there has to be something in that that's like you you

38:19

shouldn't do that, or like maybe

38:21

there's not maybe it's too modern for

38:24

that kind of rule, But I don't know. That sounds

38:27

so strange. That sounds so strange.

38:29

Also because it's a show, there's

38:31

all there's a layer of like kind

38:34

of a facade, you know what I mean, because it's like it's reality

38:36

show with producers and editors and all this stuff, and it's

38:39

like, how are they allowed to be on a reality

38:41

show? I have no idea. That's

38:43

wild anyway. So that's what's going on TV.

38:45

And that's all I've been watching. And yourself,

38:47

what have you been watching? I've

38:50

been bouncing around a bunch of stuff I was catching

38:53

up on that I hadn't seen before. I

38:55

saw ted Lasso and people

38:58

Love with Game. Yeah, I

39:00

understand the appeal of ted Lasso. I

39:02

don't think it's like I think it's so hyped,

39:05

and I understand why. Like I guess it is

39:07

pretty positive and it's a well made show. I

39:09

don't really fall in love with shows that

39:12

much, though I didn't have to make

39:14

it my whole personality on Twitter. But um, I

39:18

don't understand what do you mean by that? No,

39:23

I don't believe you. Go ahead, so what

39:25

do you know? Like you know what I'm not gonna

39:27

like? But so I watched that,

39:29

I watched Squid Game. I watched Midnight Mass

39:32

just recently. Oh, I my

39:34

friend who wouldn't leave was watching that. Yeah,

39:38

so I will say there's

39:41

like one or just like a handful

39:43

of people of color and that show. But one of them

39:46

is a devout Muslim man

39:48

who happens to be the sheriff of this white

39:50

ass town. Sheriff Hassan.

39:53

I thought that was an interesting choice. I enjoyed that

39:55

character, even though it's like, what

39:57

kind of capaganda is going to lead me to

39:59

the you that there's a Muslim man in charge

40:02

of like a white st town. He would not be allowed

40:04

to do that, but I did like his

40:06

character. He was interesting. What else have I seen?

40:08

I don't know, trying to catch up on some movies

40:10

that I haven't watched. I live really close

40:13

to the Los Felis Theater

40:15

like Los Folues three and like America

40:17

Cinema Tech is over there. Now you feel

40:19

comfortable going or what I feel

40:21

comfortable going because I've been my mask in the all time and

40:23

usually there's like two seats between me. So

40:27

I feel comfortable doing that because I do that my by

40:29

myself a lot. It's like my thing that I just go

40:31

do there, watching me by myself, and I enjoy that, So

40:33

I feel comfortable doing that, especially because like I'm

40:36

not sitting face to face or talking

40:38

to anyone this whole time, so I've

40:40

been doing that and that's

40:43

like my little activity for myself.

40:45

Okay, I guess I've been feeling very existential

40:48

and I don't know if anyone else I will relate

40:51

to this, but for whatever reason, recently

40:53

I've been disassociating a lot more than usual, like

40:56

more intensely than I've ever had before, and

40:59

like the past couple of months, I've been so strange,

41:02

but this is like a different kind of association. It kind

41:04

of freaks me out when it happens really intensely.

41:07

So I'm trying to figure out why that's

41:09

happening. And my dreams are so

41:12

out of this world right now, I'm just like, what is my

41:15

brain doing? Like, well, why is my brain

41:18

I don't know, like misfiring

41:20

all of this much, but we'll see. I'm

41:23

just trying to figure out my brain and

41:25

then how how what's this associating

41:27

mean? Like what does that look like? I'm just curious.

41:30

So I've I've experienced both that and

41:33

the personalization but for me, this associating

41:35

means like suddenly everything

41:37

doesn't feel real. I'm an observer of

41:40

everything. It's kind of dreamy.

41:43

And because nothing feels real, it starts to feel

41:45

scary because you're like, well,

41:48

what's the point. Happened one time when

41:50

I was driving, and it really freaked me out because I'm

41:53

driving and I have to remind myself,

41:55

like Sharne, you're in your car, you're driving,

41:57

You're fine. Like I have to talk to myself

42:00

thing like this is will pass whatever.

42:02

It's really scary, and depersonalization

42:05

is kind is pretty similar, where it's

42:07

more about like yourself and your identity

42:10

and you kind of forget who you are. That

42:12

doesn't happen to me as often, but like sometimes

42:14

I feel like they crossed together. And

42:16

I'm sorry if this sounds like so strange to people,

42:19

Like I'm sure people can relate, and I'm sure people can't,

42:21

but it's one of the side effects

42:23

of like so many different things. And I've had depression

42:26

most of my life, so I'm trying to figure

42:28

out like why it's manifesting in this way now,

42:30

you know what I mean, And if it's

42:32

just like a my body

42:35

trying to like I don't know, my brain

42:37

trying to cope or something. But it's

42:39

a really weird experience and it's different for everybody.

42:42

I wanted to go away. I don't

42:44

like how I can't anticipate what's going

42:46

to happen. It didn't used to happen this often.

42:48

That's the thing. Like the quantity

42:51

is what's freaking me up. Yeah, what I've been focusing

42:53

on recently is just like my brain and

42:56

my body because everything else comes

42:59

after that, like everything, and

43:01

so it's kind of been overwhelming, but I'll

43:04

figure it out. I'll figure it out. My

43:08

apartment is getting sprayed

43:10

for ants today, and I

43:12

thought it was yesterday because my landlady told

43:14

me it was because you have to lead your house for four

43:16

hours. So I cleared out. I managed

43:19

my whole day like there's four hours I'm gonna go

43:21

to like this and this and that, like I planned it out.

43:23

Turns out it's today and that yesterday.

43:26

So I have to figure out what I'm gonna do from

43:28

like four to eight tonight.

43:31

Maybe I'll go to like a library or

43:33

something, but I have to get ready to do

43:35

that. Well, I'll see what I'm gonna do. Maybe

43:37

I'll take myself out to dinner a

43:41

movie. Yeah, yeah, this is the weird

43:43

as episode. I hope you guys at least didn't hate

43:45

it. It's a catch up. It's

43:48

a catch up. And I don't

43:50

know, I didn't mean to be like so extremely

43:53

personal, but you know what,

43:56

I wanted to destigmatize or like normalized,

43:59

rather conver stations like this, because

44:01

no one talks so openly about

44:03

like side effects of medication

44:05

or like what they're really experiencing and stuff. And I

44:08

know that if I had heard someone talk about it, I

44:10

wouldn't feel so insane when I experience

44:13

dissociation or something, you know what I mean. And

44:15

I don't mean to say insane like that. Apologies,

44:18

but I really feel out of my mind. But

44:21

yeah, I'm okay putting myself in the

44:24

center of something, even if

44:26

it's very personal, if that means

44:28

someone out there can be like, oh, I'm

44:30

not a weirdo after all. Maybe I

44:32

am. I don't know, I

44:34

don't know. Maybe you are, maybe

44:37

you're not, Maybe you're mabeling

44:39

I. I'm glad that you're able

44:42

to recognize it, though, and so you're able

44:44

to in a way like I have some

44:46

control over the fact that you're disassociates.

44:49

I can't imagine how that can

44:51

be. Like in the moment, it's hard to remember

44:53

that, but then it's like a practice. In

44:55

the moment, sometimes it doesn't feel like you're in control.

44:58

But I think I've experienced it enough times at the point

45:00

where I can sense when my

45:02

brain is about to like spiral

45:05

or something. Are you seeing

45:07

anyone about this? I have a psychiatrist,

45:09

I have a therapist. My therapist is so

45:12

I I don't know if therapy is for

45:14

me, but I'm seeing a new therapist and it's

45:17

fine. I was asking my psychiatrist,

45:20

so this is like if it if it's

45:22

a side effect of well beautrin or

45:24

whatever the funk I'm taking, Like I take try,

45:26

I don't go to sleep and will be trend for depression.

45:29

But she said it isn't. So I'm just trying

45:31

to figure out why it is happening so frequently

45:34

nowadays. And I think it's just like all

45:36

my stress and anxiety is like just

45:39

building up in my brain about everything

45:41

about my work, about myself,

45:43

about like where I am in life, and I think

45:45

my brain is just like so overwhelmed

45:48

with how much I'm like beating

45:50

into it, if that makes sense, all my stressors

45:52

and all my things, and so to counteract

45:55

that, I'm just trying to be more mindful, like

45:57

meditate more and more yoga, going on law

46:00

walks which really helps me, like things

46:02

that keep me grounded, and like really

46:04

only pay attention to like one thing like my

46:07

breath or walking or something that

46:09

really seems to help me. That was different for everybody.

46:11

All right, let's end on that positive now, Yeah,

46:15

sorry for that trip. I love that we've

46:17

pivoted from like Real Housewife

46:19

crime to my brain following

46:22

apart, but I mean, I think what's interesting.

46:25

Yeah. Um, well, I hope

46:27

you guys enjoyed this episode. Until next

46:30

time watch Real Housewives.

46:34

Tell auto about it and tweet me if

46:36

you do watch it already tweet me about it because

46:38

I'm curious everyone's thoughts because

46:40

the reunion was last night and apparently

46:43

Girardi answers a lot of questions.

46:46

But we'll see because I haven't been uncle to watch it,

46:48

but oh my god, tyme. Also,

46:51

just f I I this is October seventh. We

46:53

were recording this, so um, I'm gonna

46:56

wrap us out of here. This is ethnically and

46:58

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47:00

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47:02

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47:04

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47:06

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47:08

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