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1:07

Hey, I'm Teresa Puto. You might know

1:09

me as the Long Island medium. Why

1:12

do people call me that? Well, I

1:14

talk to the dead. My job is

1:16

to help Spirit communicate to their loved

1:18

ones here in the physical world that

1:20

they are safe and at peace, and

1:22

that there is more to life than

1:25

this. This podcast gives me the opportunity

1:27

to share my gift with more people

1:29

than ever before, and to give all

1:31

of you a better understanding of

1:33

how I communicate with Spirit.

1:36

Hey guys, welcome to this week's

1:38

episode of Hey Spirit. So this

1:40

next episode, I had the privilege

1:42

of channel Jesus and Evetsun. who

1:45

unfortunately departed in a

1:47

car accident. The thing that I

1:50

found remarkable about their son's

1:52

soul was how not only

1:54

did he give validations of

1:56

an afterlife that they're

1:58

still with us. but

2:00

the tools on how to

2:03

try to move forward

2:05

and to let go

2:08

of anger but described

2:10

it as that

2:12

barbaric emotion of

2:15

anger. I hope you all

2:17

enjoy this week's episode

2:20

of Hey Spirit.

2:22

God bless. Okay, so

2:24

who do we have

2:27

here today? Hey, Suz. And

2:29

Glory, Vat, or Evat, Evat.

2:31

Okay, I can call Evat. Yes.

2:33

Well, very nice to meet

2:35

you both. I appreciate you

2:37

guys taking the time today

2:39

and joining me on my

2:41

podcast, and more importantly, for

2:44

allowing us to share your

2:46

losses and hopefully not only

2:48

help you in your healing

2:50

process, but others as well.

2:52

So I thank you for

2:54

that. Thank you. Thank you. So have you

2:56

ever been to a medium before? I have

2:58

not. No. Oh, oh, this is perfect then. I

3:01

ask because I feel like a lot of people

3:03

have been to mediums. And I always

3:05

say that mediums. We're not better than

3:07

another. We're just different. And I feel

3:09

that everyone connects differently. So I would

3:12

just like to explain on how I

3:14

connect with spirit and more importantly, my

3:16

wish for you over these next few

3:18

moments and also the expectations of your

3:21

departed loved ones. First thing is that.

3:23

What happens is as I give my

3:25

speech to you, your loved ones start

3:28

to clear out my own personal thoughts,

3:30

feelings, and emotions, and they start to

3:32

replace them with signs and symbols of

3:34

things that I've experienced here in the

3:36

physical world to be able to relay

3:38

messages to you. I want you to

3:40

note that throughout this entire session, this

3:42

is all about validating for you and

3:44

afterlife. More importantly, that your loved one's

3:46

souls are safe and a peace with

3:48

God. And more importantly, that this is

3:50

a soul bond that can never be

3:52

broken. The grieving process is something that

3:55

will never go away. You will grieve the

3:57

loss of your loved ones for the rest

3:59

of your... lives here in the

4:02

physical world. But hopefully it'll

4:04

make that grief a little

4:06

bit lighter so that we can

4:08

enjoy certain moments. Yeah.

4:11

I'm gonna ask you this,

4:13

I usually don't stop my

4:15

speech to do you happen

4:17

to feel anything Yvette behind

4:19

you or you feel like

4:21

something or someone is behind

4:24

you? Not right now. Do you feel

4:26

like a heaviness? Yeah. Yeah,

4:28

I do. Did you lose the young

4:31

male? Because I see there's a

4:33

young male standing behind you

4:35

rubbing your back. And he

4:37

just said to me, please tell

4:39

my mom it's going to be okay.

4:41

Yeah. So know that that

4:43

heaviness that you feel. Know that

4:46

that's his soul. So do you

4:48

not feel him as much as you

4:50

thought you would or you think

4:52

you would or you're feeling him

4:54

as much or... Okay, so look,

4:56

he just said, did you just

4:59

get a chill or like a goose

5:01

bump? Earlier. Yeah. Know that

5:03

that was his soul. So

5:05

these little things, feeling that

5:08

heaviness, I feel a heaviness,

5:10

I feel like someone standing

5:13

behind me. Know that that

5:15

is your son's soul. Know

5:18

that is his soul moving

5:20

through you. There's times

5:23

that where I, lately, I. It

5:25

hasn't happened since the passing,

5:27

but it's been about a

5:29

month where I kind of just

5:31

see like if someone was there

5:33

and then goes away when

5:36

I look. Sometimes I think it's

5:38

him and... No, that it's him.

5:40

How would I know that that's

5:42

how you feel? I'm also going

5:44

to say this to you. When

5:46

I was giving my speech, he

5:48

said to me, tell my parents

5:50

that this is my Christmas

5:52

gift to them. So

5:55

I don't know if it's the

5:58

first Christmas without him. Okay. So

6:00

know that he says that because I

6:02

wasn't even going to work today. I

6:04

wasn't going to do all these and

6:07

I was like oh no I'm just

6:09

gonna I'm gonna work one more day

6:11

before the end of the new year

6:14

you know and the holiday. So know

6:16

that your son is taking responsibility for

6:18

this happening today. And I don't

6:20

know, event, if you had reservations

6:22

about this session, like you were

6:24

like, I don't know, I don't

6:26

know if I want to do

6:28

this, I'm not sure, what if

6:30

nothing happens, I don't want to

6:32

be disappointed, is that correct? Yeah,

6:34

yeah, that's. Is that how you

6:36

personally were feeling? That's how I

6:38

personally was feeling. So if

6:40

your son knows that, it validates

6:42

that his soul was with you

6:44

through every moment when you're like,

6:46

I don't know about going to

6:48

get nothing because... You know, I'm

6:50

actually surprised at that. Yeah, yeah,

6:53

I'm surprised that someone would come into

6:55

a reading like that and feel that

6:57

way, right? Like, I don't know how

6:59

I would feel because I never was

7:01

on the other end of the stick,

7:03

how I would feel, I might feel

7:05

the same way, but for your son

7:07

to say that, yeah, validates

7:09

that his soul hasn't left you.

7:12

So knowing that his soul was

7:14

present and was with you at

7:16

that exact moment. Now, hey, Seuss,

7:18

you're his dad, is that

7:20

correct? List up, Dad, yeah. Okay.

7:23

Well, he says to me that

7:25

you are his dad, and he

7:27

says, and I want to thank

7:29

you for the way that you pray

7:31

every night, and you ask, how

7:34

can I help Yvette, how can

7:36

I help her heal? How can

7:38

I make this better for her?

7:40

So he says, I want you to

7:42

know that God does hear, we

7:44

hear your prayers. And we're doing the

7:46

best that we can. And we want

7:48

to thank you for making her do

7:51

this reading. Usually it's the

7:53

other way around, Hsu's. Usually it's

7:55

the wife that's making the

7:57

husband do the reading. They're

7:59

funny. Well, she made the

8:01

phone calls to Victoria. I

8:03

told her about it. She's

8:06

like, you're lying. I'm like,

8:08

no, I swear. She called

8:10

me. She's like, you're lying.

8:12

I said, no, I swear. I

8:14

swear. This is real. Yeah, I'm

8:16

like, yeah, you're not getting

8:18

your phone call back or

8:20

whatever you get an email,

8:22

don't click on it. Right.

8:24

But the key is for free.

8:27

But I love how he's like how

8:29

he's so like interactive with the

8:32

two of you and saying

8:34

like what you're doing how

8:36

you're feeling and saying I

8:38

am with you through every

8:40

moment and I want you

8:42

to know that if you leave

8:45

this session with nothing more but

8:47

knowing that my soul is at

8:49

peace with God and

8:51

More importantly that your

8:53

prayers are heard Just because

8:55

we don't feel that they're

8:58

answered the way that we would

9:00

like them to be doesn't mean

9:02

that no one is hearing them

9:04

Your son just showed me

9:07

that he left the physical

9:09

world very unexpected is that

9:11

correct? Yeah, and he says I

9:14

don't want you to feel that

9:16

I Was upset disappointed or angry

9:18

that you didn't get to sit

9:20

with me And then let you

9:22

see me he kind of made

9:25

me feel like it was probably

9:27

a blessing mom Yeah, he says

9:29

when you become angry or upset

9:31

or mad or you think about

9:34

it He says remember that I

9:36

am telling you that it was

9:38

a blessing and I want you

9:40

to remember me the from the

9:43

last day you saw me It's so

9:45

hard of course it is But this

9:47

is what you do. When you have

9:50

that vision or the anger, you stop,

9:52

you feel the emotion and then replace

9:54

it with your last vision of him

9:56

when he was alive or when you

9:59

were together. funny because I've been

10:01

doing that for the past

10:03

maybe two weeks three weeks

10:05

I think perfect of thinking

10:08

just trying to think and not

10:10

think of all that other stuff

10:12

and trying to think of when

10:14

he was here when he last

10:16

was here and I'm going to

10:19

ask you this did you have

10:21

an uneasy feeling the day that

10:23

your son passed away that he

10:25

passed away I want to say

10:27

yeah I did have an uneasy

10:30

feeling. I have this thing where

10:32

I can feel, I could just

10:35

feel my kid, you know,

10:37

and whether something is

10:39

emotionally wrong with just

10:42

something. He says, I

10:44

don't want you to

10:46

feel that because you

10:48

felt that you could

10:50

have prevented my departure.

10:53

He says, I want you to remind

10:55

yourself that that is a bond

10:57

that we shared. He says, and

10:59

look at it as knowing that

11:01

my soul is at peace with

11:04

God. Yeah, I have another son

11:06

and whatever something is going

11:08

on and I'll call him and

11:10

tell him how did you know

11:13

that? I'm like, because I'm your

11:15

mother, like I have these, like this

11:17

thing I've told, I've told

11:19

him since I was young,

11:21

I've had something. that I haven't

11:24

been able to channel into it like

11:26

you because I asked I'm not to

11:28

not to allow that and and I can

11:30

just feel them so that's that's listen

11:32

that's a soul bond that's a

11:35

connection that is something that is

11:37

an intuition however you in turn

11:39

want to interpret it that is

11:41

a gift that you have of

11:44

knowing when something isn't right something

11:46

isn't wrong but you also have

11:48

to remember there are a lot

11:50

of times that It is not

11:52

in our control for us to

11:55

be able to change certain

11:57

things. Yeah, I just wish

11:59

I mean... signs where I

12:01

wish I could have made

12:03

that phone call. He says,

12:06

Mom, he says, you know

12:08

that that would not have

12:10

changed the outcome of my

12:12

death. He says, you know

12:15

how much I love you.

12:17

I know how much you

12:19

love me, the life that

12:22

you have given me and

12:24

my siblings. He

12:26

says I wouldn't have treated for

12:28

anything in the world He said

12:30

you didn't always agree with my

12:32

choices my decisions in life. He

12:35

says but you always respected them

12:37

Yeah, he says and I thank

12:39

you for that I thank you

12:41

for allowing me to live life

12:43

on my terms I did even

12:45

though you didn't agree with it

12:47

I didn't agree with it I

12:49

didn't know as a mom and

12:51

stuff as a parent I just

12:53

No, he was my everything. He

12:55

is my everything. I didn't agree

12:57

with everything he did, but I

12:59

always was like, okay, I was

13:02

accepted. I was accepting of whatever

13:04

it is, you know, that it

13:06

wasn't extremely bad. He shows me,

13:08

do you wear his clothes? I

13:10

do. I asked him to validate

13:12

that I was herping everything correctly.

13:14

He goes, yeah, he goes, they

13:16

wear my stuff, Teresa. Yeah. I'm

13:18

not his size. He's not my

13:20

size. I'm not his size. I

13:22

do. Every now and then yes,

13:24

I do. I have his jacket.

13:26

So know that when you do

13:28

that, know that his soul is

13:31

with you at that exact moment.

13:33

He also wants you to know,

13:35

there's a lot connected to around,

13:37

I guess, the day that he

13:39

died and things like that, because

13:41

now we just stepped forward in

13:43

a three-piece suit, spun around, and

13:45

came out in jeans and jeans

13:47

and a t shirt. That's my

13:49

symbol for that he supports on

13:51

how you chose to lay him

13:53

to lay him to lay him

13:55

to lay him to lay him

13:58

to lay him to lay him

14:00

to rest. So funny, because we

14:02

did. We put him to rest

14:04

in a pair of his favorite

14:06

jeans and a t-shirt. Perfect. So

14:08

know that, see, this is the

14:10

laughter that I was referring to,

14:12

because you never thought in a

14:14

million years, Yvette, right? That you

14:16

would be able to read three

14:18

pieces, spinning around and showing up

14:20

in jeans, that's exactly what you

14:22

do. Perfect. So know that he

14:25

supports on how you chose to

14:27

lay him to rest. Yeah. So

14:29

maybe that is something that you

14:31

can replace when you have these

14:33

feelings of doubt of, I should

14:35

have been there, I should have

14:37

did this, but just remember that.

14:39

And he says, I thank you.

14:41

Everyone kept saying, let's get him

14:43

a new off and we're like,

14:45

no, this was his favorite pair

14:47

of jeans, no, this was his

14:49

favorite shirt. And the day that,

14:51

you know, the days that he

14:54

was in from that passing, it

14:56

was, it's like him saying, you

14:58

know, here, dad, like I'm getting,

15:00

like, here dad, you know, happy

15:02

birthday, and then, but I'm comfortable

15:04

with what we chose. for him

15:06

to wear like it's something but

15:08

it's it's like he he should

15:10

have been in a three-piece suit

15:12

celebrating and then boom instead of

15:14

celebration we have to pick out

15:16

here saying I support how you

15:18

chose to lay me to rest

15:21

and I thank you look and

15:23

I love how that message came

15:25

over the heels of him saying

15:27

you didn't always agree with my

15:29

choices and decisions But you respected

15:31

me. Yeah. And once again, you

15:33

still, the day that you buried

15:35

him, you buried him and respected

15:37

him the way that he would

15:39

have wanted. Yes. He says, and

15:41

I thank you for that. Did

15:43

you find things that, this is

15:45

something, a sign that I haven't

15:48

seen in a long time, did

15:50

you put up a Christmas tree?

15:52

This, I mean. Perfect. And did

15:54

you hang up an ornament that

15:56

your son made? or an ornament.

16:00

He kept showing me an ornament

16:02

like, I don't know if kids

16:04

still do this, this is just

16:07

my symbol, it's like made out

16:09

of Pixie sticks, and then there's

16:11

like a picture, like a game

16:14

controller that we had given him.

16:16

Oh, okay, but that was one

16:19

of his ornaments. Yeah, I hung

16:21

up his ornaments, like I have

16:23

a snow, the first snowflake from

16:26

the, what, the elf book. Okay.

16:28

The elf on the shelf. I

16:31

think it was. And the very

16:33

first ornament that came out, it

16:35

was a snowflake and it lit

16:38

up. He's got a remote control

16:40

because he... So they're all his

16:42

ornaments. His stuff. Yeah, perfect. I

16:45

still have a popsicle stick frame

16:47

that is on their refrigerator. It's

16:50

been on the refrigerator I think

16:52

since we moved in here. Perfect.

16:54

Validating for you that his soul

16:57

hasn't left you and that he...

16:59

decorated the tree with you this

17:02

year and saying I'm very happy

17:04

that you found it. He says

17:06

I'm gonna be honest with you

17:09

Teresa my mom's heart really isn't

17:11

in celebrating the holiday neither is

17:14

my dad's but they're doing it.

17:16

He says and I want you

17:18

to know how proud I am

17:21

of you for putting up that

17:23

tree knowing that I was with

17:25

you putting up those ornaments. Do

17:28

you have younger children? We have

17:30

a younger son. Okay. Well, my

17:33

younger son, his brother, his name

17:35

is Justin, and he's also 22.

17:37

So know that he says, I

17:40

want you to know that I

17:42

thank you for celebrating. Or try.

17:45

He says. Or try. I said,

17:47

I decorated the tree by myself.

17:49

He held. Oh, well, he's such

17:52

me. You run by yourself. Did

17:54

something happen with the lights where

17:57

they started blinking for no reason?

17:59

in. Do

18:02

you have different set? I don't

18:04

know if there's different so transit

18:06

didn't work. Oh, okay. Because he

18:08

kept showing me that there was

18:10

something with the lights. Yeah, a

18:13

couple of times it didn't work.

18:15

I had to go buy two

18:17

more sets. Perfect. So to validate

18:19

that his soul was with you

18:21

and more importantly, thanking you dad

18:23

for pushing her to celebrate the

18:25

holiday. He does something about your

18:27

son that is it. I can't

18:29

even describe it. He literally stood

18:31

next to me and said, Teresa,

18:33

he goes, When I need my

18:35

mom to realize and I what

18:37

my dad has been trying to

18:39

tell my mom is that Christmas

18:41

is gonna come. Whether she celebrates

18:43

it or not. He says it.

18:45

She will find some peace and

18:47

some comfort in celebrating it. Then

18:49

not celebrating it. Yeah, did you

18:51

not celebrate last year? He

18:56

and then all for days, I should have celebrated.

18:58

I don't know why I didn't celebrate. I just

19:00

couldn't celebrate. And he goes and then she was

19:02

mad at herself for not celebrating. I

19:07

was I was upset that I

19:09

didn't celebrate it that I had

19:11

not celebrated but I was upset

19:13

that I didn't get in the

19:15

mood to decorate. I didn't get

19:17

in the mood to put up

19:19

the lights which is what I

19:21

love is the lights, the decorations,

19:23

just the feeling you know, and

19:25

the music and I didn't do

19:27

any of that. And he I

19:29

didn't want to I didn't. And

19:31

he actually put up the Christmas

19:33

a smaller Christmas tree for me

19:36

by himself. And I was like,

19:38

Oh, my God, you know, I

19:40

think that I'm doing this over

19:42

two decades. I

19:44

don't think a soul has ever

19:46

had me say to someone tell my

19:48

parents that Christmas is going to

19:50

come whether they celebrated or not. I'd

19:54

rather them celebrate it. That's

19:57

because he loves Christmas. Is

20:01

that your dog in the background?

20:03

It is, I'm so sorry. No,

20:05

it's because the dog is reacting

20:08

to your son's soul. He's playing

20:10

with the dog. I feel like he's

20:12

egging the dog on. Like the

20:14

dog is just like sitting whining

20:16

at you and like talking to

20:18

you. You're right. Yeah, well, you're

20:20

trying to. Yeah, well, it's your

20:22

son. I just yelled at him.

20:24

I said, stop playing with the

20:26

dog. Because usually he made me

20:28

feel like like you could go

20:30

tell him to go lay down

20:32

or go lay down. He'll the

20:34

dog will go lay down. Now

20:36

it's just like it won't leave

20:39

you alone. It's not because of

20:41

your son's soul. Animals and young

20:43

children are very connected to the

20:45

souls of the departed. Yeah, and

20:47

this one, I'm like, he would

20:49

have loved this dog. He didn't

20:51

get to see her. No, he got

20:53

to see her, but not spend time

20:56

with her. but no still very sensitive

20:58

to his soul right yeah knowing when

21:00

she does things like this acts like

21:03

this knowing that she's not crazy it's

21:05

because of his soul no there's

21:07

literally times where she feels when

21:09

I'm when I'm not good and

21:11

she will come and then like I

21:13

said before if there's I look really

21:16

quick well happens more at my job

21:18

but here she just she senses me

21:20

and she'll come to and then she'll

21:23

just Stay with me and

21:25

look at me and I'm

21:27

like, okay. So I feel

21:29

like that your son is

21:32

trying so hard to allow

21:34

you to feel some peace

21:36

and comfort from

21:39

his soul. Who was

21:41

the father figure that

21:43

is departed? We both

21:46

both. So know that he's

21:48

with the fathers. passed away

21:50

as well acknowledging that his

21:52

soul is not alone on

21:54

the other side. How do you

21:56

connect with a wallet? Whose wallet

21:58

do you have? I have his wallet.

22:00

To validate that his soul is not

22:03

alone, that he's with others on the

22:05

other side, there's also mother energies as

22:07

well. So whether if their grandparents, I

22:09

do feel like that there's a souls

22:11

that he never met before either. So

22:13

they must be like grandparents and stuff

22:15

like that. Yeah, my mother departed. He never

22:17

met her. So know that her soul is

22:19

there as well. Even though souls might not

22:22

have known each other here in the physical

22:24

world, their soul is connected on the other

22:26

side because they were connected connected to us.

22:28

Oh, that's cool. Did you find

22:30

something with your son's handwriting on

22:32

it? I don't know if it

22:35

was like a little note. We

22:37

have a mutual friend. She knew

22:39

him when he was a little,

22:41

she's a few older than him

22:43

and she just messes me about,

22:45

I don't know how many, how

22:48

many weeks ago, but she did

22:50

message me saying, hey, guess, and

22:52

I'm like, why? Oh, my mom found

22:54

a note from me from from my

22:56

son and saying, you know. Oh, so

22:58

that, yeah. So know that his soul

23:00

was present for that conversation. There is

23:03

no way. I would know that. Is

23:05

that correct? Yeah, right. Valedating that his

23:07

soul was with you at that

23:10

exact moment and it wasn't a

23:12

coincidence. Does his brother have a

23:14

tattoo in memory of him or

23:16

was he talking about getting one?

23:19

Yes, he does. He has a tattoo.

23:21

So know that he knows of the tattoo

23:23

in memory of him? Yeah, but

23:25

I feel like he's teasing is but

23:27

he's going to ask him why didn't

23:29

he get a picker? So know that he knows

23:32

what he got in memory of him. Now

23:34

do you see eagles or like so

23:36

when I see eagles it means to

23:38

it means several things. First thing is

23:40

that an eagle validates that the soul

23:42

is free and then you might see

23:44

like a big wingspan bird. Some people

23:46

might say oh I see a hawk

23:48

or I see and it has to

23:50

be a bird of a big wingspan

23:52

because it's validating that the soul is

23:54

free. And thirdly, it also, if

23:56

you find feathers, do you

23:58

find feathers in... places like

24:00

if all of a sudden you're

24:03

walking you look down there's a feather.

24:05

I well I have it in a while

24:07

with the first one with the eagle

24:09

I have seen out of the blue

24:11

like I'll be driving and I have

24:13

and I get oh my god I

24:15

literally just saw the biggest eagle like

24:17

and I don't think that's common.

24:19

No it's not I never see

24:21

when I do even like them. knowing

24:23

that that's his soul getting your attention

24:26

and reminding you that he's with you

24:28

at that exact moment. Because you have

24:30

to understand when we see things that

24:33

remind us of our loved ones, whether

24:35

they be butterflies, lady blogs, birds, it's

24:37

the soul getting our attention to notice

24:40

something. Same thing when we find change

24:42

in odd places, when we look down

24:44

and we find a feather. It's the

24:46

soul getting us to do that. Your

24:48

son also told me that you never

24:50

liked. You never like the music that

24:53

he listened to and now you listen

24:55

to his playlist all the time Okay,

24:57

wait wait, do you do that? No,

24:59

I do that. I know that he

25:01

wouldn't do that That's why I have to

25:03

ask him. Do you do that

25:05

because oh my gosh? I would

25:07

always tell him stop listening to

25:10

that music that music is gonna

25:12

just bring negativity to you I

25:14

literally not agree with his music

25:16

at all his music choice Very,

25:18

music choices are very, very poor.

25:21

But he was raised by non,

25:23

but how do you say that?

25:25

None. Yours truly. Yours truly. Yours

25:27

truly. Yours truly. He loves the

25:30

R&B. He loves the old school

25:32

music as well for his style

25:34

and he has to go ahead with

25:36

all that. And as he said, as

25:38

you're talking, Eva, this is him. Now

25:41

that's my mom. See that's my mom.

25:43

That's the mom I want to see

25:45

every day. That is my mom. So

25:47

but do you this is what I

25:50

love about the personality for him to

25:52

get you to almost feel this moment

25:54

right? It was almost like you were

25:57

like he goes to Reese. This is

25:59

your son He goes, Teresa, it was

26:01

like she was yelling at me. Yeah.

26:03

She's telling you about the music. That's

26:06

what she used to tell me. And

26:08

so validating for you that when you play

26:10

his music, when you hear this, knowing that

26:12

he is laughing from heaven, saying, there's my

26:14

mom. Yeah, but what old school? I'm older

26:16

than you, but anyway, every time I would

26:18

turn on one of his songs and I'm

26:20

like, and I only play it for a

26:22

little because I do not like the lyrics,

26:24

but the B I could, I could, listen,

26:26

I'm with you, Yvette, I love the B,

26:28

because I don't even know these words, and

26:30

then when you find out the words, that

26:32

disgusting, but you like the beat. I'm all

26:35

about the beat. Yeah, but we're old school,

26:37

I'm older than you, but anyway, but anyway,

26:39

but anyway, but anyway, but anyway, so

26:41

I love that he just acknowledge that

26:43

he just acknowledged that he just acknowledged that

26:45

he just acknowledged that, And then, more

26:47

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26:49

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who just got the new car? Did

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29:35

cars? Did he say a color? It

29:37

could be new to the person. It doesn't

29:40

have to be brand new, but

29:42

they got like a new car. And

29:44

he just made me feel like he

29:47

loved cars. Maybe he's just acknowledging

29:49

Justin's car. Like, yeah. Is that

29:51

his brother? Yeah. Did he get

29:54

a new car to him or since

29:56

he died? He got a different

29:58

car. Yeah, he got it. Okay.

30:00

And is it fancy

30:02

or? It's a

30:05

little two-seater

30:07

fee. Yeah. It's a

30:09

little fee. Okay. Yeah.

30:11

That's fancy.

30:13

It's fancy. So

30:15

I'm not fitting. Yeah.

30:17

But they just said,

30:19

that's why he got

30:22

it, dad. Yeah. But

30:24

they just said, that's

30:26

why he got it,

30:29

dad. That's something that we feel

30:31

that he missed out on, right? That

30:33

he wouldn't know about. Yeah, and he

30:35

would definitely always acknowledge something like that.

30:37

Okay, so know that he knows of

30:39

the new car to him. And how do

30:42

you connect with the colors red and white?

30:44

So red and white sometimes could be like

30:46

a school color or like if they had

30:48

like a favorite pair of sneakers or like a

30:50

jersey? Well, his favorite colors red.

30:52

Okay. And so do you have

30:54

a lot of his things? I

30:57

don't know if it was like

30:59

a basketball jersey or some type

31:01

of like sport jersey or

31:03

like a hat. Not red. No, he.

31:05

I didn't get he had a pair

31:07

of red sneakers that he had.

31:10

I think they were. No. I

31:12

don't I can't remember. But

31:14

he liked the color red. But

31:16

he did. Yeah, he like the color

31:18

red and I want. My thing is red

31:21

now. Okay. Did he wear a hat? Yes.

31:23

He'd show me a baseball hat. Yes.

31:25

Okay. And do you have the hats? I

31:27

do. Perfect. Do you have a Yankee hat?

31:29

Okay. So know that he knows of the

31:31

things that you kept that have no

31:33

monetary value but more importantly than

31:36

the world to him. Do you

31:38

wear like a necklace in memory

31:40

of him or something? I don't

31:42

care if it's his picture on

31:44

it, his thumbprint or his name,

31:46

but or if it's just a symbol of

31:48

him. Yeah, I gave him

31:51

a gold necklace

31:53

with a cross on

31:56

it. This is mine

31:58

for my 15. birthday

32:00

and I gave it to him and

32:02

I when you wear it I can

32:05

know I wear it so know that

32:07

he knows that you wear because it's

32:09

you wear this in honor and in

32:11

memory of him now yeah so know

32:14

that he knows of that and how

32:16

do we connect with up did somebody

32:18

make something in memory of him I

32:20

don't know if someone made bracelets or

32:23

if they made t-shirts or something yeah

32:25

yeah we actually did two shirts for

32:27

his his memorial service for his memorial

32:30

service an ornament for me with his

32:32

picture on it. Perfect. So know that

32:34

he knows of everything that was made

32:36

in honor and in memory of him?

32:39

Yeah. I don't know what this is,

32:41

but he's funny. He goes, see, I

32:43

told them that I was popular, Teresa.

32:46

Yeah. I go, well, what do you

32:48

mean you told them? He goes, they

32:50

couldn't believe the amount of people that

32:52

came to my service. Yeah. He said,

32:55

they should have had it another day.

32:57

Yes, yeah, he said there was so

32:59

many people Yeah, the people that came

33:01

up now I feel like he's getting

33:04

very emotional He's like and the thing

33:06

that I love is that the people

33:08

that came to my services My parents

33:11

didn't even know who they were but

33:13

they told them beautiful things about me

33:15

to my parents So no

33:17

that he says my soul was present

33:20

for that he goes it's not a

33:22

cliche statement Teresa when people say you'd

33:24

give the shirt off of that back

33:27

I would do that for people I

33:29

did that for people I gave people

33:31

my last dollar He said and these

33:33

were people that were telling the things

33:36

that I did because and I just

33:38

did it because that's who I was

33:40

I wasn't expecting anything in return He

33:43

said I didn't even think that the

33:45

little things that I did in life

33:47

made such an impact on people really

33:49

really So he says I might not

33:52

have had a quantity of life He

33:54

said but I had a quality of

33:56

life He says and I lived my

33:59

life with such pride.

34:01

He says, and I left

34:03

the physical world knowing what

34:05

unconditional love was because of

34:07

the way that you loved

34:09

me, the way that you

34:11

respected me, and the way

34:13

that you allowed me to

34:15

live my life on my

34:17

terms. He says, I still

34:19

can't believe. He goes, I

34:21

never thought in a million

34:23

years. Oh my God, this

34:25

kid, I literally say he,

34:27

he, you played Russian roulette.

34:29

You literally, like what you

34:31

were doing was so like

34:33

uncalled for for the amount

34:35

of time that we were

34:37

doing it for. But I'm

34:39

gonna say this, he made

34:41

me feel like there's no,

34:43

he goes, Teresa, he goes,

34:45

God, and he's doing the

34:47

sign of the cross, God's

34:49

honest truth, Scout, honor. If

34:51

I would have thought that

34:53

I would have died, I

34:55

never would have did that.

34:58

I know, I know never can

35:01

I did he take something? What

35:03

do you mean? Like did he

35:05

take something that caused or attributed

35:07

to his departure? No. Well, no,

35:09

he was the part where can

35:11

we tell you a little bit

35:13

or no? You could tell me

35:15

anything you want I mean he

35:17

just showed me my symbol for

35:20

this is my symbol When soul

35:22

show me this it means that

35:24

they never in a million years

35:26

would have thought that they would

35:28

have died if by doing this

35:30

and Sometimes it is getting in

35:32

a car getting on a motorcycle

35:34

sometimes it is actually taking something

35:36

or taking like two things together

35:39

like when they show me a

35:41

prescription bottle and Benadry like who

35:43

would think that I would die

35:45

if I took there's some Benadryl

35:47

I never you know so whatever

35:49

it is like and I never

35:51

would have thought in a million

35:53

years that what I did and

35:55

I'm also gonna say this he

35:58

made me feel like that he

36:00

did crazier stuff in the past

36:02

than he did that day almost

36:04

like like let's just say if

36:06

I don't know like I'm gonna

36:08

say this because I feel like

36:10

your son has been with me.

36:12

I did a reading before this

36:14

and he's showing me other things

36:17

that I saw earlier today. He

36:19

keeps making me feel like I

36:21

lived like, I don't want to

36:23

say on the edge because I

36:25

feel like he was a good

36:27

kid but he like, you know,

36:29

he was a little dared devil

36:31

or maybe lived life on the

36:33

edge a little bit. Nothing crazy.

36:36

Nothing crazy. No. He didn't take

36:38

anything. No, no, no. Well he

36:40

showed me this motive like I

36:42

don't know if I wasn't supposed

36:44

to be in this car or

36:46

if I was like or whether

36:48

if I was driving like I

36:50

never would have driven it's this

36:52

I've done crazier things yeah that

36:55

I never in a million years

36:57

would have thought that I would

36:59

have died yeah no he wasn't

37:01

he I feel there's no disrespect

37:03

to his departure I'm gonna say

37:05

this he made me feel like

37:07

it was a freak thing that

37:09

happened It was it was this

37:11

is not like a cliche thing

37:14

this again is is my symbol

37:16

like when they show me like

37:18

like a pothole and then it's

37:20

my symbol for that I got

37:22

to swerve or like do something

37:24

to get out of the way

37:26

of something yeah and then the

37:28

car just totally lost control I

37:30

just cut it too short and

37:33

then then I hit something because

37:35

I go like this and boom

37:37

yeah but he didn't but he

37:39

wasn't the one driving The person

37:41

that was driving he he took

37:43

stuff and he did unfortunately he

37:45

was drinking and whatnot and yeah

37:47

Exactly of everything so look everything

37:49

that he's saying, but this is

37:52

where the responsibility comes in of

37:54

him getting in that car. Right.

37:56

Do you understand that? So yeah,

37:58

he showed me things for a

38:00

reason I acknowledge that he he

38:02

he had he was also at

38:04

fault like I said he like

38:06

I said he was just doing

38:08

it for way too long playing

38:11

Russian rule like like oh wow

38:13

we Gived how do you say

38:15

that we skiff death that oh

38:17

let's go less you know still

38:19

but but even at this this

38:21

is how I feel even though

38:23

he wasn't driving he's showing me

38:25

because he brought me back to

38:27

the accident again and he's showing

38:30

me he's like something it was

38:32

a freak thing that happened of

38:34

this accident because it's it's like

38:36

he showed me all my scenarios

38:38

where like a motorcycle if a

38:40

throttle gets stuck or like if

38:42

I jerk the wheel and all

38:44

of a sudden because he just

38:46

shows me this thing it's like

38:49

this and then and then all

38:51

of a sudden this quick movement

38:53

and boom literally you are you

38:55

are you are now I'm like

38:57

yeah You're on point, yes. So

38:59

he's, he's shown me all of

39:01

these things. Never thought a million

39:03

years, whoever was driving, we took

39:05

these things that this would have.

39:08

And I'm also going to say

39:10

this, there's no defense here in

39:12

someone driving under the influence, but

39:14

he's making me feel like it

39:16

wasn't. It wasn't. It wasn't. Look,

39:18

I don't know. I'm not. Say

39:20

it. Say it. He's he made

39:22

me feel like it wasn't of

39:24

anything of great doses or over

39:27

a legal limit. Like. Not acceptable,

39:29

but it wasn't like we were

39:31

Drunkest skunks like that's I'm talking

39:33

yes Okay, I repeat that that

39:35

is that would be him saying

39:37

mom it wasn't his fault. It

39:39

wasn't even that bad. That's my

39:41

son saying don't be mad at

39:43

him. It was my fault. It's

39:46

not so much your son's fault.

39:48

He says I am taking responsibility

39:50

for my choices that day. Yes,

39:52

and I'm going to also ask

39:54

you this, did his friend survive?

39:56

Yeah. Because he has to live

39:58

with taking my life. He says

40:00

there's enough anger, there's enough sorrow,

40:03

and enough guilt that is killing

40:05

him every day. Good, I'm sorry

40:07

to say that. Listen, you have

40:09

every right to feel that way.

40:11

And I think your son, but

40:13

I think your son is acknowledging

40:15

that. every right to feel that

40:17

way. But he's saying, but also

40:19

remember, he has to live with

40:22

my death. Right. Because at the

40:24

end of the day, regardless of

40:26

what we did that day, freak

40:28

accident. And this is why it

40:30

was so important, why he wanted

40:32

me to go step by step

40:34

of everything that happened. At the

40:36

end of the day, regardless. He

40:38

has to carry my death on

40:41

his shoulders every day every single

40:43

day and He says I just

40:45

want you Look to remember that

40:47

and he says if this is

40:49

something that by you saying that

40:51

and and again, I'm going to

40:53

say this you have every right

40:55

to feel that way This is

40:57

not what this is about It's

41:00

about your son saying, but mom

41:02

I want to remind you that

41:04

he has to live with my

41:06

death. Because I didn't know the

41:08

boy, we didn't know him, we

41:10

don't know him, we don't know

41:12

him, we don't know him from

41:14

Adam and Lee. And they had

41:16

just met like literally two or

41:19

three weeks, two or three weeks

41:21

prior to. It's almost like, oh

41:23

God, I don't know how to

41:25

say this. This is what he

41:27

told me. It's easier for you

41:29

to be angry and to be

41:31

angry and to be angry and

41:33

to be angry and to have

41:35

this anger and hate towards this

41:38

gentleman than one of my best

41:40

friends. He says, I need you

41:42

to trust me that I made

41:44

choices that day. I didn't do

41:46

anything under my own, and under

41:48

his own free will. Does that?

41:51

Your son is very adamant about

41:53

this. I am arguing with him

41:55

that I don't want to say

41:58

this But it's not my job

42:00

I have to say whatever it

42:02

is that he shows me and

42:05

makes me feel. I don't want

42:07

to say these things to you.

42:09

You have every right to feel

42:12

the way that you feel. Someone

42:14

is responsible for your son's death

42:16

and not even really even being

42:19

held accountable for it. Right? So

42:21

where do we go with that?

42:23

Now we have even more because

42:26

not only we have this, it's

42:28

someone that you hardly know, he

42:30

hardly knew, responsible for your son's

42:33

death, and there's no justice. Right

42:35

so he says I want you

42:37

mom to start letting the justice

42:40

be that my soul is a

42:42

peace with God You even said

42:44

I was struggling with having to

42:47

say these things to you you

42:49

even said it yourself event you

42:52

said that's my son talking you

42:54

knew it that that was him

42:56

and not that these messages Makes

42:59

it Easy, but maybe it's something

43:01

to lessen the anger that you

43:03

hold on to. Because the anger

43:06

is changing you. He says, and

43:08

I can't watch that from heaven.

43:10

He says, this is what this

43:13

is all about, Mom. He says,

43:15

you can be angry. He says,

43:17

but I can't allow it to

43:20

change you as a person. Don't

43:22

let the anger change you. He

43:31

just said to me, please tell

43:34

my dad for not giving up

43:36

on my mom. I love that

43:38

boy. Did you guys have like

43:41

the same jewelry or something or

43:43

like? Yeah, my nephew's wife after

43:45

he departed got us one of

43:48

those, you know, his little bracelets

43:50

that have the magnifying glass where

43:52

you look inside and see a

43:54

picture of him. Oh, no, I

43:57

don't know this. little bracelet you

43:59

can purchase on my I guess

44:01

it's a beeped face but it

44:04

has like a little magnifying that

44:06

like a little second spoon it

44:08

has a hard peaking it's like

44:11

a little thing that you look

44:13

into and you can see the

44:15

picture of the person that you

44:17

know whoever you're a lot the

44:20

one yeah but she happened to

44:22

buy these for us in memory

44:24

of him she bought one for

44:27

a wife one for his brother

44:29

perfect so remember before he talked

44:31

about the t-shirts and the bracelets

44:34

Yeah. So validating that he knows

44:36

of everything that is being done

44:38

in memory of him, in honor

44:41

of him, and hoping that these

44:43

messages somehow will bring you some

44:45

peace, a little bit of peace,

44:47

and a little bit of comfort

44:50

in knowing that he knows how,

44:52

I'll say it, angry you are.

44:54

How angry you are at that

44:57

young man. and even God for

44:59

taking your son and not the

45:01

driver. I'm not mad at God,

45:04

I'm mad at people who say,

45:06

oh, what did they say again?

45:08

Oh, it's God's timing. And he

45:10

says it makes it even harder

45:13

because we have someone that is

45:15

responsible for this accident and is

45:17

not being held accountable. And it's

45:20

not being held accountable. And you

45:22

lost your son. Right. And you

45:24

feel that that is just forgotten.

45:27

I tell him I'm trying to

45:29

come to terms where I get

45:31

it that it was also your

45:33

fault, but the person was still

45:36

driving. Correct, I get that. And

45:38

if this person would have just

45:40

not continued, not been in that

45:43

situation where like you like he

45:45

told you, where it was a

45:47

moment of jerking the serial will

45:50

and getting back to whatever. I

45:52

get that. I get that where

45:54

he was was not the right

45:57

place where he should have been,

45:59

but the person that was behind

46:01

the steering wheel had a choice

46:03

and I I want to say

46:06

people have to have that instinct

46:08

where, oh my God, I'm not

46:10

going to make it. Let me

46:13

put the brakes on. And the

46:15

person behind this room will do

46:17

it. I'm trying to let that

46:20

go. I'm trying. That is what

46:22

I'm trying to let that one

46:24

go. I'm trying to let that

46:26

one go. I'm going to say

46:29

this, your son was very hesitant

46:31

on talking about this. Because I

46:33

just said to my go, why

46:36

did you skirt around this? Because

46:38

I felt the way that he

46:40

gave it to him is very

46:43

unique and he said Teresa I

46:45

needed my mom to know that

46:47

I knew what she was thinking

46:50

step by step on all the

46:52

things of how This gentleman is

46:54

accountable and He says but what

46:56

my focus is you right now

46:59

He says I want you how

47:01

proud I am of you how

47:03

you are living life the best

47:06

that you can. And hopefully after

47:08

this, adding a little bit more

47:10

smiles, a little bit more happy

47:13

moments, even if it's just one

47:15

happy moment a day, something. But

47:17

knowing that I am doing that

47:19

with you. And

47:22

knowing that I know how you

47:24

feel, you have every right to

47:26

feel the way that you feel.

47:28

But it's not going to change

47:30

the fact that I died that

47:32

day. He says, so I need

47:35

to give you some peace of

47:37

knowing that I am not alone

47:39

on the other side, that my

47:41

soul is with God, and more

47:43

importantly with you all. And knowing

47:45

that every breath that you take,

47:48

I am taking it with you

47:50

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50:40

son is referring to hair now. So

50:42

I don't know if he always played

50:45

with your hair, if you always did

50:47

his hair. But he show me he

50:49

has this perfectly cut hair. Yeah, too.

50:52

Yeah, he got to get a shaped

50:54

upper, had braided dinner. Yeah. Yeah, that

50:56

could be that that he had. got

50:58

in a fresh cut to start over

51:01

and freshly. Yeah, before he passed, he

51:03

had cut all his hair off and

51:05

he had called us and showed us

51:08

his brand new haircut and was excited

51:10

and had shopped all his braids off

51:12

and I used to have long hair

51:15

down past my butt and he would

51:17

always tell me not to cut in

51:19

the day he passed. When we got

51:21

back, I just, I was... going through

51:24

it and I chopped it off like

51:26

I went somewhere and I said just

51:28

I want I need to change I

51:31

need to I felt like him like

51:33

I needed to start over so I

51:35

said I know he's gonna be upset

51:38

with me because he told me never

51:40

to cut my hair and then our

51:42

godson he's letting his hair out grow

51:44

out and he's only 10 and he

51:47

loves he adores me a little. So

51:49

know that he knows maybe he's not

51:51

disappointed. I just watched your son, he

51:54

said, please tell my mom 2025, will

51:56

be a more peaceful year for her.

52:00

So hopefully you'll be able to

52:02

find some peace. I hope so

52:04

too. I'm waiting for this day.

52:06

The trial to come and I

52:09

think I found, I keep finding

52:11

10 cents, 10 cents. He said

52:13

about finding change, right? Yeah, about

52:16

the feather and like you said,

52:18

change and I'm like, why? I

52:20

used to, I did find everywhere,

52:23

open the floor and there'd be

52:25

10 cents right down the floor,

52:27

go into, oh my gosh, my

52:30

classroom one time, all of a

52:32

sudden there was 10 cents in

52:34

the middle of my class. And

52:37

I'm like, so I was thinking

52:39

that that might have been. Listen,

52:41

anything that you see, anything you've

52:44

experienced that you feel or you

52:46

just think of your son, no,

52:48

that that that that's him. You're

52:51

not crazy, it's not your imagination,

52:53

it's not wishful thinking. Know that

52:55

that is his soul. Reminding you

52:58

that he is with you. And

53:00

you know, maybe this is something

53:02

of where he's giving you that,

53:05

because I had this moment of

53:07

he was showing me, of you

53:09

being able to say your peace

53:12

in a very profound way. I

53:17

don't know. I hate... Does

53:20

that make sense? Maybe that's

53:22

something that's gonna happen, because

53:24

she's like, she keeps talking

53:26

about wanting to go to

53:29

a court date. Well, he

53:31

showed me. And maybe it's

53:33

more of you being able

53:35

to speak, and not with

53:38

so much anger, but it's

53:40

not about the anger, but

53:42

speak more peacefully about your

53:44

son. It's

53:48

funny you mentioned that we were

53:50

just on a call like a

53:52

bravement class not class but we're

53:54

part of a mad group from

53:56

Connecticut Okay, and they do a

53:58

once a month call and we

54:00

were talking about my son's case

54:02

There said they were talking about,

54:04

you know, there will be a

54:06

time where you're going to be

54:08

able to provide a victim statement.

54:10

At that point, you can say

54:12

whatever you want. And they were

54:14

telling her that, you know, make

54:16

it more about who your son

54:18

was, because it's more like talking

54:20

to the judge versus talking to

54:23

the person's family, and to speak

54:25

what you're going to make the

54:27

son, you know, make the judge

54:29

feel like, he's you or she's

54:31

you versus trying to go at

54:33

the family that of the kid

54:35

that could be accident. Because at

54:37

the end of the day, Yvette,

54:39

you lost your son. I say

54:41

this to people for the work

54:43

that I do. I don't play

54:45

so much emphasis on how someone

54:47

died because to me it doesn't

54:49

matter. You lost your son. And

54:51

there is nothing that can change

54:53

that. And

54:56

I love what your son

54:58

has just done for you

55:00

to be able to say

55:03

your peace, not with the

55:05

anger. And I don't think

55:07

that's a coincidence like your

55:09

husband just said. You just

55:11

got off a call with

55:14

that, about that? That's God's

55:16

work. That's the work of

55:18

your son's soul. And saying,

55:20

Mom, Just because

55:22

we let go of the

55:25

anger doesn't mean that we're

55:27

not letting go of him

55:29

or or even what happened

55:32

We're just letting go of

55:34

this emotion this heavy negative

55:36

barbaric emotion You said a

55:38

barbaric barbaric barbaric emotion that

55:41

is just eating you and

55:43

ripping you apart and it's

55:45

not it's almost like it's

55:48

not giving you space or

55:50

permission to feel Like

55:54

the love or the healing, does

55:56

that make sense? So that's why

55:58

it's okay. to release that. Yeah.

56:00

And I think this is exactly

56:02

what you're trying to say before.

56:04

You can be angry, but I

56:06

need you to release the anger.

56:09

Yeah, I know. I've been asking,

56:11

I don't want to feel this

56:13

way anymore. I don't want to,

56:15

I don't want to be angry.

56:17

I'm tired. Like I am not

56:19

just physically, but I'm mentally tired.

56:21

Yeah. I can't even imagine. So

56:23

now maybe this will be something

56:26

that you start to prepare or

56:28

might even help you in your

56:30

healing process of starting to write

56:32

down. Maybe we write down all

56:34

of how angry you are, what

56:36

we're angry about, and then we

56:38

rip it up, throw it out,

56:41

burn it, whatever we do, we

56:43

let go of it, and then

56:45

we start fresh and then really

56:47

start to prepare to really be

56:49

able to speak at your son's

56:51

trial. people advice on that and

56:53

tell them just write down just

56:56

go ahead and burn it don't

56:58

even spread it I would say

57:00

go burn it make a small

57:02

fire and burn it and the

57:04

next morning it's you know just

57:06

let it go and I have

57:08

not been able to do that

57:11

somebody said something to me that

57:13

made an impact on me one

57:15

day and I have one and

57:17

I didn't even realize it get

57:19

an hourglass and just start over

57:24

Neither be an hour a day

57:26

if you have a bad moment.

57:29

It's like stop Just turn that

57:31

hour glass back over. I'm gonna

57:33

start over That's a good one

57:36

But you have to find and

57:38

and that's the thing nobody can

57:41

tell you look this is the

57:43

work that I do your son

57:45

is making and he did a

57:48

phenomenal job of making me feel

57:50

the way that you feel Right

57:53

Can't even imagine that still and

57:55

What spirit does is They just

57:57

give us the tools, and like

58:00

other people, they just give us

58:02

the tools. And then we have

58:04

to navigate it. We have to

58:06

try to figure it out. Yeah,

58:08

yeah. But look, maybe this is

58:10

something that he's saying, it might

58:13

help you, whether you speak it

58:15

or not. It might, he's showing

58:17

me, I feel like it's gonna

58:19

help you to be able to

58:21

do this. And if this is

58:23

a goal, I'm gonna do this

58:25

and I'm gonna write this because

58:28

I'm gonna say this at the

58:30

trial. They said even funny because

58:32

they said they would say it

58:34

for her she couldn't talk that

58:36

they would talk on her behalf

58:38

or read it for her Yeah

58:41

Yeah, and I said I'll think

58:43

about it But you know what

58:45

you don't have to make that

58:47

decision, but write it right. Yeah,

58:49

because it's it's for you. It's

58:51

not for anyone or anything else.

58:53

This is for you. And it's

58:56

almost like your son saying I

58:58

want to help you with this

59:00

And whatever you decide to do

59:02

with it. You don't have to

59:04

have anyone read it. You don't

59:06

have to read it. Yeah, I

59:08

got to learn it. I know.

59:11

Listen, you know what's best for

59:13

you. And your son, this is

59:15

a clear validation of him saying,

59:17

you know what, mom, it's okay,

59:19

let's work on releasing the anger.

59:21

I've never said this barbaric emotion.

59:24

Yeah. Yeah, because that's... That's exactly

59:26

like I'm like, oh, I'm I

59:28

am very much in a dark

59:30

place. I am very much in

59:32

a dark place. And I'm trying

59:34

not to be in a dark

59:36

place. And then I'm like, I'm

59:39

I'm exhausted. I don't want to

59:41

be in a dark place anymore.

59:43

Half of my soul is gone.

59:45

And then I started saying, you

59:47

know how when when Christmas lights,

59:49

you put them away. And then

59:52

when you go to take them

59:54

out there of just that tangling

59:56

and you're trying to take them.

59:58

It's not happening. The wires are

1:00:00

all tangled. That's how I am.

1:00:02

And then you said that word.

1:00:04

It's a barbaric feeling. It's a

1:00:07

barbaric. But you know what, I

1:00:09

think you also have to allow

1:00:11

yourself to know that it's okay

1:00:13

that you feel that way. It's

1:00:15

okay. There's no reason why you

1:00:17

shouldn't feel that way. It's absolutely

1:00:20

okay to feel that way. But

1:00:22

just don't stay stuck in the

1:00:24

barbaricness. Right. Yeah. And yeah, I

1:00:26

don't want to. I'm tired. I

1:00:28

really don't want to. And here's

1:00:30

your son lifting you up and

1:00:32

saying, you know what, mom, we're

1:00:35

gonna do this together. We're gonna

1:00:37

do this together. Were you supposed

1:00:39

to go on a trip or

1:00:41

something? Or a vacation? Are you

1:00:43

supposed to go somewhere? No, we

1:00:45

just got back from a small

1:00:48

vacation, which was amazing. Perfect. We

1:00:50

thought about him. the whole time

1:00:52

we were there because it was

1:00:54

a beautiful where we call them.

1:00:56

We went to North Carolina and

1:00:58

it was a cabin. Yeah, cabin

1:01:00

last time we were on an

1:01:03

actual trip up north with them

1:01:05

with them to as children. They

1:01:07

were a little. They were both

1:01:09

small and log cabin and you

1:01:11

know we could just see them

1:01:13

picture running through the woods and

1:01:16

10 11. I think we're last.

1:01:18

Yeah, there was our last vacation.

1:01:20

family vacation with them. Oh, perfect.

1:01:22

So knowing that his soul went

1:01:24

with you. Yeah, when I was

1:01:26

in Connecticut and when we had

1:01:28

landed, from point he said, you

1:01:31

know, you can't be met at

1:01:33

him. Like, don't be met at

1:01:35

the guy. You know, it wasn't

1:01:37

his fault. And then later, later

1:01:39

on, it was again where I

1:01:41

felt, don't be met at the,

1:01:44

at the kid. It wasn't his

1:01:46

fault. It's not his fault. Don't

1:01:48

be met at him. And I'm

1:01:50

like, that would be you. that

1:01:52

would be you tell me that

1:01:54

because you because he did he

1:01:56

had a heart of gold really

1:01:59

like that would be you saying

1:02:01

not to be mad at the

1:02:03

person that But you being mad

1:02:05

or you have every right to.

1:02:07

It's normal. There is not a

1:02:09

person on the planet that would

1:02:12

not feel the way that you

1:02:14

feel. And I love that he

1:02:16

gave you permission and space to

1:02:18

do that. Yeah. I find it

1:02:20

so remarkable on him saying that

1:02:22

this is so much more than

1:02:24

just the trial. It's about you

1:02:27

being able to speak your peace.

1:02:29

and saying what you feel that

1:02:31

you need to say, but in

1:02:33

a non-hatred way. And a way

1:02:35

where people are gonna walk away

1:02:37

remembering me, remembering who I was,

1:02:40

what I stood for, not how

1:02:42

angry my mom is. But you

1:02:44

know what? I'm gonna say this.

1:02:46

He made me feel like, you

1:02:48

know what? It's okay that she

1:02:50

can say. I am so angry

1:02:52

at you. But

1:02:54

that's it. Yeah, it's okay. But

1:02:57

there's a difference in the anger

1:02:59

and that barbaric feeling. Does that

1:03:01

make sense? I guess that's what

1:03:03

he's trying to drive home. Yeah.

1:03:05

And listen, I'm not a therapist.

1:03:07

I don't know. So I don't

1:03:09

need any emails from therapists after

1:03:11

this one. After this episode ads.

1:03:14

I cannot thank you enough for

1:03:16

allowing me but more importantly for

1:03:18

trusting me with the soul of

1:03:20

your son and your loved ones.

1:03:22

And it was an honor and

1:03:24

a privilege to be able to

1:03:26

channel him today for you. I

1:03:28

wish you both the best of

1:03:31

luck and all the peace and

1:03:33

joy during this holiday season and

1:03:35

I will keep you in my

1:03:37

prayers and knowing that you will

1:03:39

be able to say your peace.

1:03:41

Thank you. Thank you so much.

1:03:43

Never in a million years that

1:03:45

I think I'd be speaking to

1:03:48

you face to face like this.

1:03:50

See that. And he will be

1:03:52

talking about this. When I say

1:03:54

I watch you faithfully, I will

1:03:56

like. He will be talking about

1:03:58

this. I see you on my

1:04:00

breaks, I take you everywhere I go.

1:04:02

And I say to you, and I watch your episodes

1:04:05

over and over again when I told her

1:04:07

this, I'm like, and then he's gonna drill

1:04:09

in how I told her, I told him

1:04:11

maybe he's gonna come through and I told

1:04:13

her what I told her what I told

1:04:15

her, and I told her what I told

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her, and I told her the same thing. You

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do, and we appreciate everything.

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Thank you. Well, I thank you because

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without your support, I couldn't do what

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I couldn't do what I do what

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I do, I thank you for

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accepting us, accepting

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his email. Of course.

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And doing this as

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a semi-closure for me.

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It was. It was

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something. It's gonna be

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a stepping stone. It's

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gonna be a huge

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stepping stone for you.

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It's what she needed to

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hear. Yeah. And at the

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right time. Right. Yeah. And

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I'm glory that from Fort

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Myers, Florida. It went

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more than a bow. To me, it

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was just, it was, honestly,

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a dream come true. I've always, I'm

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a big fan of Teresa, and I

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thought, you know, one day I'll get

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to meet her, one day I'll get

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a reading, one on one by her,

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and one day I'll be able to,

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you know, sit face to face

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and talk to her, and she

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knows. It happened. Just the way she

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channels people is. It's crazy. It's crazy.

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Stuff she knows, I ain't. Who else is

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going to know? It's wild. Honestly,

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when she starts talking about like the

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feathers or the coins or this side

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of the other, that my wife keeps

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finding. She'd find feathers and she'd find

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coins and the different odd basis just

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for no reason at all. We're like, what

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is going on? fly above or you

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know just something where with big

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big wings and I said oh

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my gosh yeah that was definitely

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something that I didn't expect her

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to to bring up to know

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actually because who says oh Have you

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ever seen a big eagle or bold eagle?

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And it happened to me twice

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a few months ago, different occasions

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and it was just unbelievable. I'm

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like, I've never seen one, especially

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that low flying. And I'm like,

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that was something that she said. And

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I'm like, that low flying, that was

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something that she said. And I'm like,

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wow, how could you even know that?

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Yeah, just even her knowing like his

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favorite color and that we did. Those

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are personal items, you know. people have

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given us that we just she wouldn't

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have never known and how she brought us

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through the scene of everything that had

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literally happened when he passed it was she

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said it was a freak accident yeah definitely

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a free accident what so she

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was right on point with that right there

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like she hated it but now it's it

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but now it's it's playlist continue as he

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runs in her car especially when she's

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thinking about him or you know isn't

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a little flunk she'll play his music

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music just to cheer her up so yeah that's

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that's a good a positive one For

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me, I just wanted to make sure

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that he was okay, that he was at

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peace and that he's with us. You know,

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he knows me thinking about him all the

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time, and just know we're never going

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to get him. And so I can't

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think to reason enough for what she

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did. It does, to me, it begins another

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chapter of semi-closure, because

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she did answer a lot of things that

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we were, you know, worried about or

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concerned about or hadn't, you know. I

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couldn't have asked for a better person

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to do our reading. I mean, she's

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just, she's, she's amazing. Yeah, I just

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love Teresa. Hey guys, I have something

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so exciting to share with you. I

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have a new jewelry line called Divinely

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Guided with Anne Livy. To be divinely guided

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is how I ended up being who I

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am. I put my gift in God's hands

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and I know that I've been divinely

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guided. Every experience in life

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changes us, especially grief. It

1:07:50

literally shapes our entire life. We

1:07:52

have to remind ourselves to hold on

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to our faith, because that is really

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what gets us through everything, and no

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matter what, you know... Love never leaves us,

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and you feel it when you put the

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jewelry on. Just like messages from the

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souls of the departed, they are tools

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to allow us to see things, to

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help us grow, and to heal and

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move through life. And that is also

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what this jewelry symbolizes. I hope

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you all check out Divinely Guided

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by Teresa Caputo and Livy.