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This is Crime House. We've
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all held a grudge at
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one point or another. Whether
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it's a minor spat or
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a years-long feud, sometimes
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it's just hard to let
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things go. Most of the
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time the people involved
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can find a way to
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avoid one another, or at
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least be civil when they
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have to interact. But
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not everyone is willing
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to put their differences
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aside and move on. And occasionally,
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even the pettiest
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disagreements can snowball
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into something awful. In
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1983, a lasting grudge
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between 27-year-old Jerry Lynn
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Dean and 23-year-old Carla
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Faye Tucker reached a
0:56
chilling conclusion. Instead of
0:59
talking things through... Jerry and
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Carla turned to
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violence to solve their
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problems. By the time
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the dust settled, one
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of the most savage
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murders in Texas
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history had been
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committed. People's lives are
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on Apple podcasts. This is
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the first of two episodes
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on the murders of 27-year-old
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Jerry Lindeine and 32-year-old Deborah
2:48
Thornton, who were killed in
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1983 after a one-night stand.
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Today, I'll introduce you to
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Jerry and Deborah. and explain
2:57
how their unplanned fling turned
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into a savage double murder.
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I'll discuss the initial investigation
3:04
and explain how detectives followed
3:07
a trail of violence all
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the way to a likely
3:11
suspect. Next time, I'll take
3:14
you along as detectives narrow
3:16
in on someone with a
3:18
vendetta against Jerry and discuss
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a spiritual transformation on death
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row that shocked the nation.
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the moment they met, Jerry hated
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Carla. And she felt the same
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way about him. Apparently, Carla didn't
8:08
think Jerry deserved to be with
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her best friend. In her eyes,
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he was a spineless nobody. But
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Jerry thought Carla was the one
8:17
who was pathetic. Soon, Jerry and
8:20
Carla were at each other's throats,
8:22
tossing around insults and looking
8:24
to stir the pot. And Jerry
8:26
knew exactly how to push Carla's
8:29
buttons. One day in 1981 or
8:31
1982, he decided to fix up
8:34
his beloved Harley Davidson in the
8:36
middle of Carla and Sean's living
8:38
room. Carla came home from work
8:41
to find the place littered with
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bike parts and repair equipment. She
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watched in horror as oil leeked
8:48
onto the carpet. After that... She
8:50
chased Jerry out of the apartment.
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But Jerry's little stunt wasn't enough
8:55
for Sean to consider leaving him.
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Their relationship was undeniably toxic, and
9:00
whenever Jerry acted out, Sean only
9:02
looked for ways to appease him.
9:05
And by 1983, she was ready
9:07
to show Jerry he was the
9:10
most important person in her
9:12
life. That February... Sean and 27-year-old
9:14
Jerry got married. But even tying
9:16
the knots wasn't enough to quell
9:19
Jerry's anger. If Jerry thought getting
9:21
hitched meant he wouldn't have to
9:24
see Carla anymore, he was sorely
9:26
mistaken. Although he and Sean were
9:28
married, it seems like Sean continued
9:31
living with Carla, which meant it
9:33
just wasn't possible for Jerry to
9:36
avoid her altogether. And soon the
9:38
tension between him and Carla trickled
9:40
into his marriage with Sean on.
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Especially when she and Carla decided
9:45
to go follow their favorite rock
9:48
bands around the country, leaving Jerry
9:50
alone. In Jerry's mind, Sean wasn't
9:52
the ringleader of these adventures. Carla
9:55
was. And she wanted to
9:57
steal Sean away from him. Jerry
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continued to stew on it, and
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eventually he came to a decision.
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It was time to teach Carla.
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a lesson. Jerry wanted to hit
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Carla where it hurt. One way
10:11
to do that was to destroy
10:14
her memories. One day that spring,
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Jerry went over to Sean in
10:18
Carla's place and found Carla's photo
10:21
collection. He took a knife and
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scratched out the images, including a
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photo of Carla and her dead
10:28
mother. supposedly the only one she
10:30
had of them together. It devastated
10:33
Carla. But she wasn't ready to
10:35
fight back just yet, because it
10:38
seemed like Jerry might not be
10:40
in her life for that much
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longer. Every so often, Sean
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would come to Carla after a
10:47
fight with Jerry and say she
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was finally going to leave him.
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Only she never did. It was
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a vicious cycle that always ended
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with Sean going back to Jerry.
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But one afternoon that May, not
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long after Jerry destroyed Carla's pictures,
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something snapped inside Sean. That month,
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after another fight, Sean stole Jerry's
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debit card and went on a
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shopping spree with Carla. When Jerry
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realized Sean had spent $460 of
11:16
his money, he was livid. He
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flew off the handle and hit
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Sean. taking her nose and busting
11:23
her lip. It was the final
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straw for her. After only five
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months of marriage, she'd had
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enough of Jerry. She left him.
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This time, for good. As for
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Jerry, well, he thought Carla convinced
11:37
Sean to take his debit card
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and go shopping, which meant she
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was the real reason behind his
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split from Sean. And he wasn't
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about to let her get away
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with it. Soon Jerry came up
11:51
with a plan. And this time,
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he did want to hurt her.
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Whatever it took to make Carla
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think twice about messing with Jerry
12:01
Lynn Dean again. His idea was
12:03
to have someone shoot a flare
12:06
gun into Carla's face. This way...
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She'd have to live the rest
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of her life with a scarred
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and disfigured face. Rumors began to
12:15
circulate through the biker community
12:17
that some people were thinking about
12:20
doing it for him. Still, tensions
12:22
between the trio continued to rise.
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By June, they were all looking
12:27
to take the edge off through
12:29
drugs and alcohol. And no one
12:32
needed to blow off steam more
12:34
than Sean. who was still struggling
12:37
to put her rocky marriage behind
12:39
her. And Carla knew just how
12:41
to get Sean's mind off of
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Jerry. On the weekend of June
12:46
11, 1983, Carla hosted a birthday
12:49
party, presumably at their house for
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her sister, Kerry. But this wasn't
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just a small get-together. It was
12:56
a three-day bender. And they weren't
12:58
the only ones letting their hair
13:01
down that weekend. Jerry went
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to a party of his own.
13:05
Drunk and looking to forget about
13:07
Sean, he met a married woman
13:10
looking for... a little fun. But
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what started out as a way
13:15
to drown out his problems quickly
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turned into something much more dangerous.
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of 1983, 27-year-old mechanic and
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biker Jerry Lindeane was in
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a tumultuous and abusive relationship
19:34
with his wife Sean. Things
19:37
continued to unravel and in
19:39
early June, Sean broke things
19:41
off with Jerry after he
19:44
left her battered and bruised.
19:46
They didn't officially get divorced,
19:49
but they definitely weren't together
19:51
anymore. And it wasn't long
19:53
before they were both looking
19:56
to forget about their toxic
19:58
relationship and cut loose. Sean
20:01
headed to a part. with
20:03
her roommate and best friend,
20:05
23-year-old, Carla Faye Tucker. Meanwhile,
20:08
Jerry attended a different party
20:10
that same day, June 12.
20:13
As he made his way
20:15
through the crowd, Jerry spotted
20:18
a gorgeous blonde woman. He
20:20
approached her and introduced himself.
20:22
He learned her name was
20:25
Deborah Ruth Thornton. 32-year-old Deborah
20:27
wasn't a Texas native. She
20:30
was born in Columbus, Ohio,
20:32
in May 1951, to parents
20:34
William Gerald List and Harriet
20:37
Bailey. And sadly, Deborah's childhood
20:39
was anything but happy. In
20:42
1959, when she was eight,
20:44
William was convicted of molesting
20:46
several young boys. With William
20:49
behind bars, for something so
20:51
awful. Harriet decided to divorce
20:54
him. Before long, she met
20:56
and fell in love with
20:59
a Korean war vet named
21:01
Homer Carlson. Homer seemed like
21:03
a pretty good father figure
21:06
and adopted Deborah and her
21:08
brother as his own. She
21:11
even took his last name.
21:13
But the world was a
21:15
cruel place. Deborah only enjoyed
21:18
a few years of stability
21:20
before her mother passed away
21:23
in 1963. Deborah was 12.
21:25
For a little while she
21:27
remained in her adoptive father's
21:30
care. But soon, she got
21:32
curious about her biological dad,
21:35
William. By then, he was
21:37
paroled and had moved to
21:40
the Houston area. It's not
21:42
clear who reached out first,
21:44
but eventually, Deborah reconnected with
21:47
William. She was pleasantly surprised
21:49
to learn he'd really turned
21:52
his life around. After
21:55
landing in Houston, William had
21:57
created a successful trailer manual.
21:59
company. It was doing so
22:01
well, William was making millions.
22:03
He used the money to
22:06
build himself a huge mansion.
22:08
When Deborah found out how
22:10
William was living, she told
22:12
her brother Ron. After thinking
22:14
it over, they decided to
22:17
follow their dad to Houston.
22:19
And he seemed pretty receptive
22:21
to being reunited with his
22:23
children. Before long... Deborah and
22:25
Ron were both working for
22:28
William and carving out their
22:30
own lives in the city.
22:32
Deborah started to make friends
22:34
and meet people. Soon she
22:36
was dating a man named
22:39
Lewis Davis III. In 1970,
22:41
when she was 18, they
22:43
got married and had a
22:45
son together. But just when
22:47
it seemed like things were
22:49
looking up for Deborah, her
22:52
family's past came back to
22:54
haunt her. Rumor
22:56
swirled about her father. People
22:59
around town whispered that William
23:01
was picking up teenage boys
23:03
and taking them back to
23:06
his mansion to sexually abuse
23:08
them. It's not clear if
23:10
there was any truth to
23:13
these allegations, but the thought
23:15
alone was upsetting enough for
23:17
Deborah and Ron to cut
23:19
William out of their lives
23:22
again. Sadly, life didn't get
23:24
any easier for Deborah after
23:26
that. The rest of the
23:29
1970s ebbed and flowed. Although
23:31
she was able to find
23:33
work as a bookkeeper for
23:36
a mortgage company, her personal
23:38
life was going up in
23:40
flames. Sometime in the late
23:43
1970s, she and Lewis divorced.
23:45
However, Deborah wasn't on her
23:47
own for long before she
23:50
met someone else. In May
23:52
1981, 30-year-old Deborah married a
23:54
man named Richard Thornton. But
23:57
it wasn't the healthiest relationship.
23:59
Richard and Deborah. but were
24:01
constantly fighting. And in the
24:04
summer of 1983, things got
24:06
especially heated. On June 12th,
24:08
they had an explosive argument,
24:11
and Richard asked Deborah to
24:13
leave for the day. She
24:15
agreed to go. But Deborah
24:18
wasn't one to sit around
24:20
and mope. If Richard wanted
24:22
her out, well, she'd just
24:25
go ahead and have fun
24:27
without him. It's not
24:29
clear who was hosting the
24:32
party or how Deborah knew
24:34
them, but somehow she ended
24:36
up at the same cool
24:38
party as 27-year-old Jerry Lynn
24:41
Dean. Jerry and Deborah clicked
24:43
instantly. They flirted throughout the
24:45
afternoon and into the evening.
24:47
We don't know what they
24:50
talked about exactly. Maybe they
24:52
aired out their frustrations about
24:54
their partners, or maybe they
24:56
kept the conversation light. Whatever
24:59
they bonded over, the sparks
25:01
between them were definitely flying.
25:03
As people trickled out and
25:05
the party came to an
25:08
end, Jerry asked Deborah if
25:10
she wanted to come back
25:12
to his place. She said
25:14
yes. Neither of them had
25:17
any idea what the night
25:19
had in store. The
25:23
following morning, June 13th, was
25:25
a Monday, and Jerry had
25:28
an early shift. Usually, he
25:30
gave his friend and co-worker,
25:32
26-year-old Gregory Scott Travers, a
25:35
ride to work. That day,
25:37
Gregory waited in front of
25:40
his house for Jerry to
25:42
show up. But by 6.40am,
25:44
Jerry wasn't there. Which was
25:47
unusual. Jerry knew they had
25:49
to be at work by
25:51
7. and he was normally
25:54
on time. But by 650,
25:56
Jerry was still nowhere to
25:59
be found and Gregory was
26:01
getting nervous. Jerry's place was
26:03
just a two-minute walk away,
26:06
so Gregory decided to go
26:08
over there and check on
26:10
his friend. As soon as
26:13
he approached Jerry's apartment building,
26:15
Gregory could tell something was
26:18
wrong. Jerry's Chevy El Camino
26:20
was usually parked out front,
26:22
but today it seemed to
26:25
be missing. It was strange,
26:27
but Gregory assumed Jerry had
26:30
a simple explanation. He continued
26:32
on into the building and
26:34
knocked on Jerry's front door.
26:37
Oddly enough, it creaked open.
26:39
It had been left unlocked.
26:41
Gregory slowly stepped inside and
26:44
called out to Jerry over
26:46
the blaring rock and roll
26:49
music that was playing on
26:51
the radio. He got no
26:53
response. As he made his
26:56
way into the living room,
26:58
Gregory noticed Jerry's Harley Davidson
27:00
was also missing. The last
27:03
time he'd been here, various
27:05
parts had been scattered around
27:08
the room. Now, all Gregory
27:10
saw was an empty wooden
27:12
stand where the bike used
27:15
to be. Again, it was
27:17
odd. But surely Jerry had
27:20
a reason for moving the
27:22
bike. If only Gregory could
27:24
talk to Jerry and find
27:27
out what was going on?
27:29
He continued on, shouting Jerry's
27:31
name over and over as
27:34
he walked to the main
27:36
bedroom. Gregory peeked inside, but
27:39
again, it was empty. Next,
27:41
Gregory tried the spare bedroom,
27:43
and that's when he let
27:46
out, a sigh of relief.
27:48
Jerry was in bed, sleeping.
27:50
But the closer Gregory looked,
27:53
the more confused he became.
27:55
Instead of lying with his
27:58
head on the pillow, Jerry
28:00
was turned around with
28:03
his upper body dangling
28:05
over the foot of the
28:07
bed. And that wasn't
28:09
the only strange thing
28:11
about him. When Gregory
28:14
got a better look, he
28:16
saw Jerry was covered
28:18
in blood. He wasn't moving.
28:20
And he wasn't alone.
28:23
Lying next to Jerry
28:25
was a woman Gregory
28:27
had never seen before.
28:29
He'd learned she was Deborah
28:32
Ruth Thornton. Gregory's eyes
28:34
went wide with horror as
28:37
he took in her lifeless
28:39
body and the strange
28:41
object sticking out of
28:44
her chest. That's when
28:46
Gregory realized it was
28:48
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28:51
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around 7 a.m. on June
31:13
13, 1983, Gregory Scott Travers
31:15
made a horrific discovery. His
31:18
friend and co-worker, 27-year-old Jerry
31:20
Lindein, had been brutally murdered
31:23
alongside 32-year-old Deborah Ruth Thornton.
31:25
After the horror subsided, Gregory
31:27
ran back to his apartment
31:30
and called the police. Houston
31:32
law enforcement rushed to Jerry's
31:35
apartment, rushed to Jerry's apartment.
31:37
Like Gregory, they were shocked
31:40
by the bloodbath in his
31:42
spare bedroom. But something else
31:45
stuck out to them. Jerry's
31:47
apartment was a total mess.
31:49
Police couldn't figure out if
31:52
this was always how Jerry
31:54
lived, or if whoever had
31:57
killed him and Deborah had
31:59
ransacked the... place. Beyond that,
32:02
the only thing they knew
32:04
for certain was what had
32:07
killed them. The pickaxe was
32:09
removed from Deborah's body and
32:12
placed aside as evidence. Then
32:14
she and Jerry were transported
32:16
to the corner for autopsy.
32:19
As detective searched the crime
32:21
scene for more evidence, they
32:24
started thinking maybe this was
32:26
a robbery gone wrong. Besides
32:29
the state of the apartment,
32:31
Jerry and Deborah's wallets were
32:34
nowhere to be found. Plus,
32:36
Gregory had explained that both
32:38
Jerry's car and motorcycle were
32:41
missing. Officers wondered if one
32:43
or maybe two people had
32:46
barged inside to rob Jerry.
32:48
Then when Jerry realized what
32:51
they were doing, he tried
32:53
to fight back, and he
32:56
and Deborah were killed in
32:58
the process. But the more
33:00
detectives looked around, the less
33:03
certain they were. Given how
33:05
brutal the murders were, this
33:08
seemed more personal than a
33:10
simple burglary, and the autopsy
33:13
report only furthered those suspicions.
33:15
Along with blunt force trauma
33:18
to the head, Jerry had
33:20
been stabbed a staggering 28
33:23
times. Deborah also had trauma
33:25
to the head and several
33:27
puncture wounds. It's possible she
33:30
was already dead when she
33:32
was struck with the pickaxe.
33:35
Clearly, this was a case
33:37
of overkill. To investigators, it
33:40
seemed like the murderer was
33:42
trying to send a message.
33:45
The only question was... What
33:47
were they trying to say?
33:52
Over the next few days,
33:54
detectives continued to scour the
33:57
crime scene for evidence. But
33:59
nothing they... found led them
34:02
any closer to a suspect
34:04
or suspects, which meant it
34:06
was time to look at
34:09
the victim's personal lives. They
34:11
decided to start with Deborah's
34:13
husband, 33-year-old Richard Thornton. Detectives
34:16
theorized that when Richard found
34:18
out Deborah was cheating on
34:21
him, he flew into a
34:23
blind rage, killing Deborah and
34:25
Jerry. But when they brought
34:28
Richard into the station for
34:30
questioning. He was an open
34:33
book. He admitted that he
34:35
and Deborah were having their
34:37
ups and downs and that
34:40
they'd gotten into a bad
34:42
fight right before Deborah went
34:44
to the pool party. He
34:47
said he had no idea
34:49
who Jerry was or that
34:52
Deborah had even been unfaithful.
34:54
As for where he was
34:56
on the night of June
34:59
12th, Richard told detectives he
35:01
was at home with their
35:04
kids. His daughter and Deborah's
35:06
son from her investigators dug
35:08
into his story and confirmed
35:11
his alibi. With that, Richard
35:13
was eliminated as a suspect.
35:15
But while Richard may not
35:18
have been a jealous husband,
35:20
there was someone else in
35:23
Deborah's life with a questionable
35:25
past, her estranged father William
35:27
List. detectives looked into William
35:30
and learned he was a
35:32
registered sex offender. More than
35:35
that, they found out he
35:37
was in hot water for
35:39
another crime. He was currently
35:42
being investigated by the IRS
35:44
for tax evasion, and his
35:46
daughter Deborah was supposed to
35:49
testify against him. To detectives,
35:51
it was a clear motive
35:54
for William to have killed
35:56
Deborah. Maybe he didn't actually
35:58
murder her, but he was
36:01
certainly rich enough to hire
36:03
someone to do it for
36:06
him. William was brought in
36:08
for questioning and denied having
36:10
any involvement in Deborah and
36:13
Jerry's murders. But considering the
36:15
situation, detectives weren't ready to
36:17
cross William's name off the
36:20
suspects list. So for the
36:22
next several weeks, they kept
36:25
tabs on him. Of course,
36:27
they weren't only looking into
36:29
Deborah's history. Detectives knew the
36:32
killer or killers. could have
36:34
been someone Jerry knew. After
36:37
all, Jerry was involved with
36:39
the Houston motorcycle scene. Maybe
36:41
he got into a fight
36:44
with another biker. That would
36:46
explain why his Harley was
36:48
missing. But as detectives began
36:51
questioning Jerry's friends and associates,
36:53
they noticed a common thread.
36:56
Everyone they spoke to said
36:58
Jerry did have one enemy.
37:00
And it wasn't a fellow
37:03
biker. It was his ex-wife's
37:05
best friend, 23-year-old Carla Faye
37:08
Tucker. With each passing day,
37:10
Carla's name continued to pop
37:12
up, and always in the
37:15
same context, that she and
37:17
Jerry hated each other. Police
37:19
learned about all the bad
37:22
blood between them. From the
37:24
oil stains Jerry left on
37:27
her carpet to the scratched-out
37:29
photographs. They also found out
37:31
that once, Carla had even
37:34
punched Jerry in the face
37:36
and broken his glasses. It
37:39
was so bad, Jerry had
37:41
to go to the hospital
37:43
to get shards removed from
37:46
his eye. As the evidence
37:48
against Carla continued to pile
37:50
up, investigators couldn't deny it.
37:53
She wasn't above hurting Jerry.
37:55
But now the question was,
37:58
could she be capable? of
38:01
murder. Thanks so much for
38:03
listening. I'm Carter Roy and
38:05
this is Murder, True Crime
38:07
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38:09
for part two of our
38:11
series on Jerry Lynn Dean
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39:35
talking all about releasing the
39:37
need to do it all.
39:39
This mantra has been an
39:41
important one for me. For
39:43
a while I would say
39:45
for at least the past
39:47
two years a very similar
39:49
mantra I often repeat to
39:51
myself is I can do
39:53
it all eventually just not
39:55
all at once. But to
39:57
me this week's mantra I
39:59
release the need to do
40:01
it all has a couple
40:03
of meanings. The first meaning
40:05
is being able to accept
40:07
help and pushing back against
40:09
perhaps a natural urge for
40:11
hyper-independence. The second meaning is
40:13
the one I really want
40:16
to focus on and it's
40:18
about being selective, valuing quality
40:20
experiences over quantity, valuing the
40:22
quality of achievements over quantity,
40:24
allowing yourself to just sink
40:26
deep into one or two
40:28
things that you really care
40:30
about, rather than being a
40:32
jack of all trades and
40:34
a master of none to
40:36
use that saying. Essentially, when
40:38
I hear the mantra, I
40:40
release the need to do
40:42
it all. I also feel
40:44
permission to slow down and
40:46
be happy with what I
40:48
have and what I am
40:50
capable of. Let's roll it
40:52
back though. Where did this
40:54
idea of having to do
40:56
it all in order for
40:58
your life to be worthwhile
41:00
come from? And how is
41:02
it hurting us? I believe
41:04
the notion that we have
41:06
to do it all has
41:08
a few origins. The first
41:10
is that as society has
41:12
grown and progressed, we can
41:14
now see more of what's
41:16
available in the world. We
41:18
have more flavors to choose
41:20
from, and we just kind
41:22
of can't bear the idea
41:24
of... restricting ourselves. I always
41:26
think of Sylvia Plath's very
41:28
famous fig tree analogy about
41:30
sitting at the base of
41:32
a tree, seeing these branches
41:34
extending above you, each containing
41:36
a fig or a metaphor
41:38
for life for a... life
41:40
that you could choose, one
41:42
that you might deeply desire,
41:44
to be an artist, to
41:46
be someone climbing the career
41:48
ladder, to be a parent,
41:50
to be a free thinker,
41:52
to be a traveler, this,
41:54
that, all these different lives,
41:56
knowing that in some ways
41:58
you are not able to
42:00
live them all. You have
42:02
to choose one. I think
42:04
that's a myth. I don't
42:06
think you have to choose
42:08
one, but we'll get to
42:10
why I think that eventually.
42:12
Eventually that eventually. Essentially, that's
42:14
the first reason why I
42:16
feel we need to do
42:18
it all. We feel like
42:20
we don't want to miss
42:22
out. And I think that
42:24
fear of missing out also
42:26
has an element of social
42:28
comparison to it. Of course.
42:30
We see what other people
42:33
are doing and how successful
42:35
they are and how they're
42:37
able to juggle all these
42:39
things, and we panic. We
42:41
think, shouldn't I be doing
42:43
more? Shouldn't I be in
42:45
more places? Shouldn't I have
42:47
more to say for myself?
42:49
Another reason I think this
42:51
comes down to is our
42:53
obsession with success and how
42:55
our achievements have become very
42:57
much tied and connected to
42:59
our self-worth, often creating very
43:01
unrealistic standards for what we
43:03
can and do hope to
43:05
achieve. Evidence... To me, of
43:07
this is like the rise
43:09
of hustle culture, the rise
43:11
of the wonder-kind, people who
43:13
were young and successful, Forbes,
43:15
30 under 30, life achievement
43:17
awards, all given out to
43:19
people who, seemingly, do it
43:21
all, have it all, balance
43:23
it all. Let me just
43:25
say this. Humans were not
43:27
meant to hustle the way
43:29
we do now. They were
43:31
meant to just experience life
43:33
and be present. Eat some
43:35
berries. Eat some berries. make
43:37
some friends, sit around a
43:39
fire, explore nature, but in,
43:41
and I would say specifically
43:43
the last 300 years, society
43:45
has become... a lot more
43:47
focused on your output, what
43:49
you can say you've done,
43:51
and how seemingly impressive that
43:53
is to others, and how
43:55
this has become almost symbolic
43:57
of having a deeper meaning
43:59
in life. Accomplishment is the
44:01
meaning of life. That's what
44:03
the need to do it
44:05
all would tell you. For
44:07
me, I actually think it's
44:09
slowing down and being present
44:11
and really feeling what you
44:13
have chosen to focus on.
44:15
As a result of this
44:17
rise in the need to
44:19
do it all, I think
44:21
we've also become a lot
44:23
more individualistic. Our accomplishments are
44:25
for us and us only.
44:27
There's less focus on community,
44:29
on the people who have
44:31
assisted us in getting there,
44:33
and there's definitely more shame
44:35
in asking for help, because
44:37
we are scared. That may
44:39
make us look less capable
44:41
or more vulnerable. There is
44:43
one specific kind of person,
44:45
I believe, the need to
44:47
do it all hurts the
44:50
most, and it is the
44:52
type A overachievers, the individual
44:54
who has been taught that
44:56
accomplishment is the defining part
44:58
of your personality, who from
45:00
an early age has put
45:02
a lot into good grades
45:04
and a great resume and
45:06
extracurriculars. Many overachievers develop this
45:08
mindset really early on, often
45:10
as a response to, I
45:12
would say high parental expectations,
45:14
a need for validation, or
45:16
a desire to prove their
45:18
worth, maybe even low self-esteem.
45:20
They don't like themselves, they
45:22
don't feel accepted, they don't
45:24
feel loved, and so they
45:26
say to themselves, if I
45:28
just do more, people will
45:30
admire me, and therefore they
45:32
will like me. Perfectionism as
45:34
well and a fear of
45:36
failure also play a major
45:38
role. Feels like anything but
45:40
excellence and a massive list
45:42
of all the things you've
45:44
done is unacceptable. I think
45:46
ambition and high standards are
45:48
amazing things and they can
45:50
lead to great success, if
45:52
we work hard enough, if
45:54
we don't ask for help,
45:56
we can prevent disappointment or
45:58
rejection, we can feel like
46:00
our life is worth more.
46:02
What does this lead to?
46:04
Well I think ambition and
46:06
high standards are amazing things
46:08
and they can lead to
46:10
great success and great achievement
46:12
and maybe yes a sense
46:14
of purpose. but it can
46:16
also come at a cost,
46:18
the cost being your mental
46:20
well-being, stress, burnout, and difficulty
46:22
enjoying the present moment. Let's
46:24
focus on this for a
46:26
second because I think it's
46:28
an element of doing it
46:30
all that we don't talk
46:32
about enough. If your self-worth
46:34
and your concept is tied
46:36
to how much you can
46:38
do, accomplish, see how much
46:40
you can push yourself, you're
46:42
always thinking about the next.
46:44
big thing and once you're
46:46
there it kind of becomes
46:48
worthless to you because it's
46:50
just a checkbox and I've
46:52
seen this with athletes people
46:54
who travel for a living
46:56
who just check off the
46:58
countries to say they've been
47:00
rather than actually like enjoying
47:02
the trip famous musicians people
47:04
early on in their careers
47:07
trying to just do as
47:09
much as they can to
47:11
say they did it to
47:13
say look I'm worthy and
47:15
I just feel like in
47:17
those moments a lot of
47:19
people will tell you I
47:21
was living this life of
47:23
success. I didn't enjoy any
47:25
of it because it was
47:27
just a checkbox. There was
47:29
nothing more. There was no
47:31
substance to what I was
47:33
experiencing. And like I said
47:35
it leads to burn out
47:37
less enjoyment. of life for
47:39
sure, but it can also
47:41
create a really profound sense
47:43
of emptiness and a sense
47:45
of, you know, who am
47:47
I if I'm not the
47:49
best or doing the most?
47:51
What if you get sick?
47:53
What if you need a
47:55
day off? If you're someone
47:57
who needs to do it
47:59
all and not accept help
48:01
and have all these accomplishments,
48:03
those moments of necessary rest
48:05
are unthinkable. Let me maybe
48:07
just offer you an alternative.
48:09
What would happen if we
48:11
became selective and intentional about
48:13
what we choose to do?
48:15
What if we became quality
48:17
people and ignored as much
48:19
as we could the pressure
48:21
of appearances? This is what
48:23
I would imagine it looks
48:25
like. It would look like.
48:27
a life lived with purpose
48:29
rather than pressure. Instead of
48:31
stretching ourselves thin across endless
48:33
commitments, we would be able
48:35
to carefully choose where to
48:37
direct our energy. We would
48:39
be able to invest deeply
48:41
in the things that matter.
48:43
We would be happier, I'm
48:45
assuming, we would be more
48:47
present. We would be, I
48:49
think, actually more purposeful. because
48:51
we really care deeply about
48:53
something rather than being half
48:55
engaged in a million things.
48:57
Being a quality person, to
48:59
put it really simply means
49:01
prioritizing depth over breadth, not
49:03
chasing every opportunity, and most
49:05
importantly, allowing for rest and
49:07
reflection, and knowing that that
49:09
is just as valuable as
49:11
action. Reflecting on this topic,
49:13
I think it can feel
49:15
stressful because it goes against
49:17
a lot of maybe what
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you've been taught to believe
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about your worth and it
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some deeply ingrained beliefs about
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self-worth and self-reliance. But recognizing
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it all, when you fully
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also essential for our well-being.
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Coming up, let's get personal.
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I'll open up about how
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releasing the need to do
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it all has not been
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a one-time decision for me,
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but an ongoing journey, one
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of adjusting and learning and
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repeating to myself and worth
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more than my accomplishments. If
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I'm being honest, I'm still
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