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or situations. My name is

1:00

Jason Janice. I had a

1:02

near-death experience, a death, on

1:05

April 2nd of 2020. But

1:07

before I really get into that,

1:09

I want to just give you

1:11

a little bit of background

1:13

on who I was as a little

1:16

kid. I was born in 1970, the

1:18

time of chaos, I would guess. You

1:20

know, I grew up religious. I

1:22

was brought up in a Catholic

1:24

background from my grandparents. By the

1:27

time I was seven or eight,

1:29

I grew up in an abuse

1:31

of household, I gave up on

1:33

religion, gave up on God, because

1:35

clearly he didn't care for me

1:38

or want me or love me.

1:40

By the age of seven or

1:42

eight, maybe nine, I abandoned God,

1:44

I abandoned religion. I no longer

1:46

went, no longer cared, no longer

1:49

had a relationship with God or

1:51

yeshawa, you know him as Jesus.

1:53

All right, so that was my... religious

1:55

background as a little kid and you

1:58

know growing up as a teenager. the

2:00

80s. Again, I didn't have or

2:02

reach out to God until my

2:04

death. So now we'll fast forward

2:06

into April 2nd of 2020. At

2:08

the end of March is going

2:10

on and I'm having talks at

2:12

work that, you know, this thing

2:14

is called COVID is going around

2:16

and blah blah blah blah blah.

2:18

You know, by this time I'm

2:20

49 and I'm like typical male,

2:22

indestructible, nothing's going to happen. I've

2:24

survived worse, no problem. Well, I

2:26

come home from work a couple

2:28

days later and I was April

2:30

second. And feeling very tired for

2:32

the last few days, like really

2:34

tired. And I'm like waking up

2:36

with the taste of blood in

2:39

my mouth and going on, by

2:41

my tongue, so I'm feeling around

2:43

nothing. Come off from work, take

2:45

shower, do the normal thing, made

2:47

myself a sandwich, sat down, started

2:49

watching some TV, took a couple

2:51

bites, and this is where my

2:53

dying process started. I opened up

2:55

my mouth, taking another bite of

2:57

the sandwich, and I coughed. and

2:59

up came bright red blood, not

3:01

dark red, but bright red, pink

3:03

almost. And it was terrible chasing

3:05

and I'm like, what was that?

3:07

You know, covered my sandwich and

3:09

then came again and I swallowed

3:11

what's going on. And it just

3:13

didn't stop. I kept coughing and

3:15

I filled my plate full of

3:17

blood. Now I started panic and

3:19

I couldn't breathe. And I got

3:21

up and I started... walking towards

3:23

the kitchen and I'm continuing to

3:25

cough up blood, bright red blood.

3:28

I started trying to face time

3:30

my ex-wife because she was an

3:32

RN, a nurse, and I didn't

3:34

know what else to do. I

3:36

mean, you don't expect something like

3:38

this. No, there is no error

3:40

coming in. And I'm like, you

3:42

know, and it's like getting very,

3:44

very, very difficult to breathe. And

3:46

she finally answered about the fifth

3:48

time I called. She finally picked

3:50

up and she's like, what do

3:52

you want? and I tried to

3:54

speak to her and blood covered

3:56

the phone. I coughed up blood

3:58

all over the place. This

4:00

is one of the last things I

4:03

remember until waking up in the hospital

4:05

is she jumped up and she said,

4:07

she called my name and she said,

4:10

Jason, panicked. And I said, I try,

4:12

I think, I said, I don't feel

4:14

good. I said, I'm very tired. And

4:17

I said, I'm very tired. And I

4:19

said, I'm sorry to bother you. I'm

4:21

the last thing I remember. She said,

4:24

Jason, if you lie down, you're going

4:26

to die. I just put my head

4:28

down and that was the end of

4:31

the conversation. In the back of my

4:33

head I was like, wow, why couldn't

4:35

our marriage be like this? A simple

4:38

conversation, you know? And the next thing

4:40

I know I wake up in the

4:42

ICU room. It was dark, very dark,

4:44

pitch dark. I have no idea what

4:47

day it was, what time it was,

4:49

what had happened. I have no clue.

4:51

But I woke up to a myriad

4:54

of doctors. I had a tube in

4:56

my throat. I had an carotid artery

4:58

and a carotid artery over here. stuff

5:01

up my nose, all the stuff that

5:03

you would see in a movie in

5:05

eyes. Machines beeping, my hands and feet

5:08

were strapped to the bed. I couldn't

5:10

move them more than an eighth of

5:12

an inch. People just, Jason, Jason, Jason,

5:15

you know, and I'm like, from the

5:17

moment, my eyes open, I had turned

5:19

to the left because my room was

5:22

big. I had a TV in it,

5:24

so I don't know what to say.

5:26

Up in the left-hand corner over there,

5:29

somebody was there, up by the ceiling

5:31

up by the ceiling, up by the

5:33

ceiling, up by the ceiling. I couldn't

5:36

see him, but I feel him as

5:38

clear as day. And it was a

5:40

warm comforting feeling. I couldn't see through

5:42

the people, but there was somebody standing

5:45

there. And people are saying, Jason, Jason,

5:47

do you know? Junior, where he are?

5:49

Who's the president? All this stupid stuff.

5:52

And I really didn't care. You know,

5:54

I wanted to go to that area

5:56

over there and be there. It was

5:59

so comforting. It's the best way to

6:01

describe it. But something was there. Someone

6:03

was there. the entire time, the month

6:06

that I was in there in the

6:08

hospital in the IC new room or

6:10

in the hospital that presence was there

6:13

and never faltered and never moved and

6:15

it never wavered and I was in

6:17

such an incredible amount of pain mind

6:20

altering pain I mean there's no other

6:22

way to describe it than that that

6:24

the pain was just brutal and if

6:27

anybody ever tells you that drowning is

6:29

peaceful they're a liar I don't care

6:31

whether it's water or in my case

6:34

when I found out after I got

6:36

well that they pumped out 2.8 liters

6:38

of blood, basically 12 cups of blood

6:40

from my lungs. Drowning is not peaceful.

6:43

It's very painful. Being on a ventilator

6:45

is painful. The entire time I was

6:47

there, and every time, you know, I

6:50

would wake up or move or whatever,

6:52

that presence was there, it was just

6:54

always there. It never moved, it just

6:57

was so comforting and... It got to

6:59

the point where one of the nurses

7:01

was, came in, you know, it was

7:04

a mid-afternoon. She's like, Jason, do you

7:06

want me to turn the TV on?

7:08

And I'm like, I couldn't talk because

7:11

I had a tube in my mouth.

7:13

And I just, she was like, no.

7:15

And she said, are you sure you're

7:18

looking at the TV? How do you

7:20

tell somebody that somebody's standing there? There's

7:22

somebody there. You know, they'll think you're

7:25

nuts. So I just continue to stare

7:27

at the TV. I began to get

7:29

better. They took me off the ventilator,

7:31

they took me up the catheter out.

7:34

I had lost 75 pounds. I mean,

7:36

I couldn't move. I was so lethargic

7:38

and I don't want to use the

7:41

word dead, but just I had nothing

7:43

to give anymore. Nothing to give. And

7:45

it was a late afternoon in April.

7:48

Again, what day it was, I have

7:50

no clue. None. It was around the

7:52

clock here, so people around me all

7:55

the time. Nobody mentioned any dates or

7:57

anything. But I was staring at the

7:59

TV and there was no one in

8:02

my room at the time. No one.

8:04

Late afternoon. around three-ish or four-ish and

8:06

I became overwhelmed. I knew that I

8:09

was going to die and I with

8:11

all the mustard I had I tried

8:13

to get up on my elbows and

8:16

I was shaking uncontrollably I had no

8:18

strength done. This was the first time

8:20

I cried out to God since the

8:23

70s for 40 years and I begged

8:25

him not to die. Where this came

8:27

from it's just the deep knowing that

8:29

when you're going to die that this

8:32

is the end that You know, you

8:34

didn't do shit with your life. I

8:36

begged him not to die. I said,

8:39

God, please. And again, the first time

8:41

I spoke to him, not him, God

8:43

is neither male or female, but I

8:46

begged God not to die. I said,

8:48

please, God, please, please, now I'm sobbed,

8:50

uncontrollably, uncontrollably, and emotional work, begging God

8:53

not to let me die. I said,

8:55

I am so sorry I abandoned, I

8:57

abandoned you. and Jesus. I never stopped

9:00

loving me or believing in you, but

9:02

I'm sorry I abandoned you and Jesus.

9:04

And I said, please don't take my

9:07

daughters from me, please, please don't take

9:09

them from me. I love them so

9:11

very much, still talking to the TV,

9:14

you know, and there's somebody very special

9:16

in my life here, a twin flame

9:18

and a different story, but we had

9:20

fallen and had fallen in love and

9:23

had fallen in love and had fallen

9:25

in love and had fallen in love

9:27

and had fallen in love and had

9:30

fallen in love and had fallen in

9:32

love and had fallen in love. I

9:34

won't mention a name, but I said,

9:37

please don't take her from me, please.

9:39

I'm going to get emotional. Please let

9:41

me hold her hand one more time.

9:44

Please let me kiss her. I smell

9:46

her breath. Let's make love. And it

9:48

was in my description for her instantaneous.

9:51

I was out of my body at

9:53

the top of the ceiling and I

9:55

saw everything around me within a trillionth

9:58

of a second. I knew everything there

10:00

was to ever know. I saw all

10:02

the people dying in their rooms on

10:05

ventilators. and people working on them. And

10:07

I'm up the top of the ceiling.

10:09

I had no love of this body,

10:12

none. It meant nothing to me. And

10:14

while I'm at the ceiling, I was

10:16

in constant this unbelievable love and light.

10:18

It was so profound. There are simply

10:21

no words on this planet that can

10:23

describe the love that exists of who

10:25

we are, whose father is. It flowed

10:28

through me, this love and warmth, and

10:30

the love and the warmth was as

10:32

warm as the sun, and it flowed

10:35

through every part of my being, every

10:37

part of it. I could see every

10:39

blade of grass in the field, moving

10:42

independently. I could see the serrations on

10:44

each blade of grass. I could see

10:46

their soul, and I could see the

10:49

veins and the colors moving through the

10:51

grass. It was the most magnificent green

10:53

I had ever seen. and I could

10:56

see the tree's soul and it would

10:58

look like Obie Wan Canoe be in

11:00

Star Wars after his death when he

11:03

had that white halo around him. This

11:05

soul and that's what I saw with

11:07

the grass and the trees. I saw

11:10

their soul and I felt their love

11:12

for me and how happy they were

11:14

to see me and again that love

11:16

just continuously flowed through me and then

11:19

before I could even formulate this thought

11:21

fully it was more of a shock

11:23

response but I said I'm home. I

11:26

knew exactly where I was. I knew

11:28

exactly who was holding me, my father,

11:30

God. I had merged with the light.

11:33

I became one with my father, with

11:35

everything that has ever existed or will

11:37

exist. I was in that trillionth of

11:40

a second. The next thought that started

11:42

to form the lay again was clearly

11:44

stated telepathically like the first was, what

11:47

a beautiful day to die. Like it

11:49

was nothing, like I had done it

11:51

before. Like it was absolutely nothing. It

11:54

was like putting on a pair of

11:56

old shoes. And how long I remained

11:58

there? I don't know. I was... All

12:01

pain ceased instantly. All pain ceased.

12:03

I was young again, maybe 18

12:05

to 22, and I was what

12:07

I call juiced. I was like

12:09

somebody had juiced me with energy.

12:11

I mean, I was lit up

12:13

like was unbelievable and I was

12:15

like home and I was more

12:17

of a shocked thing because I

12:20

instantly knew I shouldn't be

12:22

there right now. My time here isn't

12:24

done. So I was a little confused

12:27

on why I was there right

12:29

there. Right. as I'm staring at

12:31

the TV, another presence showed

12:33

up. Again, I saw nobody,

12:35

but I recognized the

12:37

energy, and that was Yeshua

12:39

Bariosus, and that is

12:41

the being you know from

12:44

Christianity is Jesus Christ, because

12:46

I was telling Father how sorry

12:48

it was for abandoning it, and

12:51

he showed. And the love that

12:53

was bestowed upon me from

12:55

Yeshua was just no words

12:57

that can describe. It's, we

12:59

have a very archaic and

13:02

barbaric language. It is simply

13:04

a worthless way to communicate,

13:07

when everything that we experience

13:09

on the other side

13:11

is through feeling and

13:13

emotion. And again, our

13:15

thoughts become telepathic. They're

13:17

instantaneous. Everything over there

13:19

on the other side

13:21

is instantaneous. There's nothing

13:24

holding you back from creating,

13:26

learning, knowing, anything. Again,

13:28

how long? I have no clue. I could

13:31

have been there five minutes, five hours,

13:33

15 days. Who knows? It was simply

13:35

me being loved and adored

13:37

from home and being home.

13:39

And I felt that love from

13:41

the universe. I felt that

13:43

love from my father. I felt

13:46

that love from Yeshua. And

13:48

then there were two hands that

13:50

were placed on my chest. Two very

13:52

big hands and they were warm

13:54

and I mean warm. and they

13:56

gently started to push my

13:58

soul or... my being, I don't

14:01

like to call it a soul,

14:03

we're not souls, my being back

14:05

into this vessel, this carcass that

14:07

I walk around in, and then

14:09

I felt being literally pushed then

14:11

back into my vehicle, my body,

14:13

and then I was gently laid,

14:16

pushed all the way down on

14:18

the bed, and then it was

14:20

lights out. I was out like

14:22

a light, again, how long I

14:24

was out, I don't know, but

14:26

I woke up to the frantic,

14:28

faces of doctors and nurses. Jason,

14:30

Jason, and I woke up and

14:32

I immediately looked to the left

14:35

of to where the TV was

14:37

and that presence was now gone.

14:39

And I'm laying there, they're like,

14:41

are you okay or are you

14:43

okay? And I'm looking at all

14:45

of these people and I'm like,

14:47

how do I tell somebody what

14:49

just happened to me? Where I

14:51

was. They're going to think I'm

14:54

nuts. They're going to truly think

14:56

that I have lost my mind

14:58

that they're going to lock me

15:00

up and throw away the key.

15:02

I didn't know how to respond

15:04

to life anymore in that moment.

15:06

I just didn't know what to

15:08

do. I just wanted to go

15:10

home and I had no business

15:12

going home so I discharged myself

15:15

when there's no way that I

15:17

should have. But I still felt

15:19

home for a very long time

15:21

from months afterwards. I felt the

15:23

love of home of father and

15:25

I fell into a absolute deep

15:27

depression. I was very depressed with

15:29

not the near death experience, but

15:31

the near death experience. being back

15:34

in this physical form in this

15:36

body. I don't like it. It's

15:38

heavy. It stinks, but it's what

15:40

we need to use to get

15:42

around in this physical world. And

15:44

that's really where the battle began

15:46

afterwards, was finding my purpose. I've

15:48

had so many spiritual encounters afterwards,

15:50

meetings with archangels, my guides, surgery,

15:53

right here on my own college.

15:55

a myriad of things seeing half

15:57

body apparitions, walk through my bedroom,

15:59

everything, my vibration. energy has risen

16:01

beyond belief. My ascension process started

16:03

last year. I'm still feeling the

16:05

lingering aspects of it, but that

16:07

was really it. That was really

16:09

my near-death experience, but a lot

16:12

of my spiritual knowledge and teachings

16:14

came after as I began to

16:16

find my purpose. But I will

16:18

mention one thing before I ended

16:20

up. And I was struggling very

16:22

hard, very hard as I said

16:24

I was in a depressive state.

16:26

And after I learned how to

16:28

walk, talk, eat, drink, which I

16:31

had to do here all on

16:33

my own, I had no one

16:35

to help me, which was a

16:37

brutal process, but I was pacing

16:39

back and forth in my house,

16:41

feeling this love. And of course,

16:43

you don't know because you're back

16:45

into a human, you're back into

16:47

a physical body. And I said,

16:49

it's kind of getting mad at

16:52

God. not kind of I was

16:54

I was like you know you

16:56

can't do this to somebody you

16:58

know you can't do that to

17:00

somebody you can't give them that

17:02

experience of being home knowing who

17:04

they are what they are and

17:06

then throw them back into this

17:08

shithole you can't do that you

17:11

know when I was mad and

17:13

I was like I don't even

17:15

know who I am anymore and

17:17

I was just shaking my fist

17:19

at him and I said you

17:21

picked the wrong person you know

17:23

that don't you And like I

17:25

said before I was Catholic so

17:27

and this was the start on

17:30

the notes to me of my

17:32

deconstruction from Catholicism and I am

17:34

no longer Catholic and I find

17:36

it an abomination but regardless I

17:38

said you picked a wrong guy

17:40

I said you should have picked

17:42

the Pope right you should have

17:44

picked a bishop somebody worthy of

17:46

the love that I experienced from

17:49

home from you and I'm shaking

17:51

my fist. And the love that

17:53

I was feeling was still father.

17:55

He was talking to me. He

17:57

was... communicating with me and that

17:59

I was being loved and adored.

18:01

I didn't know that at the

18:03

time, but father speaks to you

18:05

through your emotions and your feelings.

18:08

Again, I didn't know it at

18:10

the time. And his last ditch

18:12

effort is what he did here

18:14

when he spoke to me, verbally,

18:16

like I am speaking to you.

18:18

And I said it one last

18:20

time. I said, you picked the

18:22

wrong person. And then this very

18:24

authoritative, very loving, but very, I

18:26

need you to listen, you know,

18:29

voice was instantly in my head.

18:31

When I said that, and he

18:33

said, why not? You are my

18:35

son. And at that moment, I

18:37

was in my bedroom at the

18:39

time, at the end of my

18:41

bed, and I fell to my

18:43

knees, and I raised my arms

18:45

up like this, and I said,

18:48

for all that I am, I

18:50

am you. How the hell I

18:52

knew how to say that, where

18:54

that came from, I don't know.

18:56

But those words were never true,

18:58

never. And that was the beginning

19:00

of a... massive spiritual journey. My

19:02

ascension process has begun. Last year

19:04

was brutal. It was a brutal

19:07

process. I'm still feeling some of

19:09

it now, but things are moving

19:11

and expanding. That is really my

19:13

near-death experience. It has profoundly changed

19:15

my life in every way possible.

19:17

I now know what I came

19:19

to this earth to do. I

19:21

know my purpose. And I am

19:23

falling into place with that. And

19:26

it is simply Beautiful. We are

19:28

living in the greatest love story

19:30

ever. We've just forgotten who we

19:32

are. That's it, ladies and gentlemen.

19:34

That is my near-death experience.