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Welcome to the subconscious

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mind mastery podcast. I'm

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Thomas Miller. You just

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to the Mind voice of

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I'm Thomas Miller. what is heard

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the beautiful voice of Michelle Blood

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with what is going to be

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a new podcast the And if you

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check out the Subconscious Mind channel, you'll

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you'll also see an old familiar

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logo, but in a new animation.

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I'm excited to enter 2025 and in this this

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episode, you're going to hear some of

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the goals for the coming year. the coming

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year. But Blood is on quite a

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journey herself, and and she worked with

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Bob doing doing events around the world

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back in the day, as you'll hear. hear

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and she has has his passion and

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thrust for taking on lots of new

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projects. That That was one of Bob

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Proctor's signatures and and boy she caught

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the bug so to speak. So Michelle and I

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and I have been talking about collaborating

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on something for about a year

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now now. And this is part of of

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launch of some of these collaborations, having

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her on here more regularly. for So

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I'm excited for the future this to

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set all of this up, we're

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going to talk to Michelle about her

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story first. two This will be two

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parts dive then we'll dive of some of

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her thoughts on the subconscious mind and

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how to reprogram it. So with all all

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of that said, Michelle, welcome back to

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the podcast. podcast. Thank you, my dear

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friend Thomas. lovely to be here. here together.

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of been we've been threatening to do

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something together and here it is. and here it

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is. This is is it. of the things that I of

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the things that I wanted to do

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was take this into some new territory

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these one of these So if So if

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you're used to listening to this on

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audio, you're going to have another option. another

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that is on that is

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on on subconscious mind mastery. and

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it subconscious mind may get

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a little bit rebranded

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on the on side. We'll

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see. And if if if

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it if anything changes,

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the link to this

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video will be in

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the audio if notes, if

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that makes sense. So

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just dig in. to the

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show notes, it'll be right there at the

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top and you can click to the video.

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But that's one thing that we're going to

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be doing different. And then just some different

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conversations and I'm really looking forward to some

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of sharing what Michelle is up to in

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the world because she is on a really

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high vibe spiritual path. And Michelle, that's one

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of the things that I'm kind of adopting

2:25

is high vibe in 25. What do you

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think? Oh, I love it. Definitely. 24

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7 high 25 and then

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you know everybody picks a

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word for the year and

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I've been it just came

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very clearly in December the

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word for me for this

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coming year of 2025 is

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authenticity and I thought you

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know just a little cousin

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to that would be integrity

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but there is a difference

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you know the difference with

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authenticity being just real And

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then integrity of course is

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delivering on what you say.

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So I'll be pairing those

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two up, but that's kind

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of what I'm thinking as

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high vibe in 25 and

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make it authentic and just

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make it real. Beautiful. You

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know, that was one of

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the things I wanted to

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ask you. And since you've

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been here in previous podcasts,

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and I just thought maybe

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let's bring your story forward

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so that we kind of

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start clean and fresh here.

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So why don't you take

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us back to how you

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got to where you are

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today? Okay, well I'll just

3:36

do this very briefly so

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that we can get into

3:40

the depth of what it's

3:42

all about, Alfie. Good, nice.

3:44

I like it. Thomas, the

3:46

first podcast I did with

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you was so extraordinary, I

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think that was in 2019

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or 2020, and I just

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loved your vibration straight from

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the start and what you

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were doing. Obviously, because when

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people are all and they

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come from being like that.

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You don't even think of

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the word. I've got to

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be authentic because when people

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are naturally honest and come

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from a place of being

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real, it doesn't come into

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your consciousness at all that

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you even have to think

4:20

that way. And that's the

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vibration I got immediately doing

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our first interview because subconscious

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my mastery of course is

4:29

a brilliant name and it

4:31

goes into so many different

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areas of life. to show

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people that everything is possible

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for you. Just everything people.

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And so I just want

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to thank Thomas again. He's

4:43

been doing his show since

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2013, way ahead of his

4:47

time, doing that on a

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podcast. And so I just

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thank all of your listeners

4:53

who love you like I

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do. Maybe not as much

4:57

as I do. Oh, so

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we don't think that's possible.

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And it's funny, because if

5:03

you saw us in person,

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he's like seven foot eight

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and I'm like two foot.

5:09

We don't have an age

5:11

gap, we have a height

5:13

gap, right? Height gap, the

5:15

short and the tall of

5:17

it. Now I'm five foot

5:19

and you're what, six foot,

5:21

six three. Even with our

5:23

shoes on. Like a monster.

5:25

Tony Robbins walked in the

5:27

room. Tall drinks of water,

5:29

always welcome. Tall drinks of

5:31

water, yes. Definitely got one

5:33

of those. And the joy

5:35

as well. And I just

5:37

found a beautiful connection with

5:39

us that had that joy

5:41

and that love of... compassion

5:43

and uplifting people so that

5:45

they can understand the power

5:48

that you have. So sharing

5:50

my story very briefly, I

5:52

was a rock singer in

5:54

Australia, ended up quite successful,

5:56

was on television. since

5:58

the age

6:00

of age of five. Wow. So

6:02

it's it's in the entertainment industry

6:04

for years. At one stage,

6:06

my years. At one stage, my seven

6:08

years. toured nonstop for

6:11

seven years. a really,

6:13

really good discipline for the

6:15

spiritual path being in

6:17

a rock band. People say,

6:19

path being in a rock band. How

6:21

so? huh? Okay? How so? Well, you

6:23

You have to be in harmony

6:25

together. First of all, not

6:27

not just the instrumentation and the voices,

6:29

but but you have to connect with

6:32

the right sort of people. And I

6:34

say to people, to if you wanna have

6:36

a successful business, treat it like a

6:38

successful rock band and you'll never fail.

6:40

band and you'll never fail. Wow, that's I love

6:42

that. I love that. Yeah, Yeah, because know,

6:44

if you you hear something out of

6:46

harmony, even if you think think you're tone deaf,

6:49

nobody I've never met anyone who's actually

6:51

tone deaf. who's actually tone deaf. Maybe

6:53

they hear themselves singing.

6:55

singing. I was I was going

6:57

to say, let me just introduce you

6:59

to somebody who is who is tone deaf. I

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tried to take some tried to take some

7:04

music lessons when I was in Dallas.

7:06

Oh, this was 10 years ago. guy

7:08

And the guy was an opera

7:10

singer. And I And I heard these amazing

7:12

sounds coming from down the hall

7:14

and the building we were in. we

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And I said, do you do lessons?

7:19

Yes. Yes. After After six months of

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working with this opera singer. He

7:23

was still pounding on his

7:25

electric keyboard going da -da

7:27

-da, going mm, mm, mm,

7:31

and down. was was like, and I

7:33

I said, I said, said, Damon, we've

7:35

been doing this for six

7:37

months. We're not going to get

7:39

there. going to get there. I can talk that I

7:41

can't sing. If can talk,

7:44

but I can't audio programs

7:46

I heard any of the audio with Bob

7:48

to do with Bob and he sings And

7:50

he of some of my songs during his

7:52

talks. Oh wow. And at first I at first I

7:54

thought he was just doing it to make

7:56

me laugh so much and only wet

7:58

my pants. The and near and all. in the sound

8:00

studio, we're just like, are you

8:03

serious? And he said, yeah, because

8:05

if we can get them to

8:07

life, and I said, no, are

8:09

you seriously? That's how you sing.

8:12

He went, well, yeah. See, and

8:14

he did just fine. And everybody

8:16

loves those sections in the program.

8:18

Exactly, exactly. Well, okay, maybe you'll

8:20

get me to try it one

8:23

day, but it'll have to be

8:25

in a special program, and it'll

8:27

have to be a for sale

8:29

program, because I'm not going to

8:32

do it for free. But seriously,

8:34

the engineer said, I've got to

8:36

go to the toilet. This is

8:38

great. Okay, so you were a

8:40

rock singer. Okay, so at one

8:43

stage we toured nonstop for seven

8:45

years. And as I was saying

8:47

before, you know, to be successful

8:49

in a rock band, particularly a

8:51

really rough place like Australian. Ozzy

8:54

drunk audiences. It wasn't until we

8:56

got really big audiences that you

8:58

know you're safe from beer canons.

9:00

You have to be really tough

9:03

to be the lead singer and

9:05

the manager of the band. So

9:07

one day we were coming home

9:09

from Brisbane to Sydney, which is

9:11

like a 14-hour drive. I was

9:14

with the truck driver. He fell

9:16

asleep at the wheel, went into

9:18

a telephone pole, and as the

9:20

passenger, all the instrumentation... and heavy

9:22

speaker boxes went into me. And

9:25

remember we had big double four

9:27

ways because we had to have

9:29

higher our own sound equipment in

9:31

those days, higher your own truck,

9:34

an truck driver to get to

9:36

each big venue. And it was

9:38

pretty bad. So I was in

9:40

the hospital for many, many, many

9:42

months, long, long operations. And I

9:45

started doing affirmations after listening to

9:47

Napoleon Hill's audio book about his...

9:49

think and grow rich about his

9:51

son being born deaf and doing

9:54

auto suggestion to have his little

9:56

boy to hear again which we

9:58

now call affirmations and he said

10:00

like it's a positive statement you

10:02

say to yourself about yourself must

10:05

be stated in the now and

10:07

emotionalized but Thomas you know what

10:09

I mean you speak to a

10:11

lot of people as well and

10:13

you've been through your own things

10:16

in your life as we all

10:18

have so when you're in an

10:20

emotional whether it's from depression or

10:22

you've lost a loved one or

10:25

family of being weird or you're

10:27

in physical pain like I was,

10:29

it's very very challenging to emotionalize

10:31

something because you're saying I'm saying

10:33

I am healed I know I

10:36

am I love myself I am

10:38

my friend that was the perfect

10:40

affirmation that I wrote but none

10:42

of it was real so it

10:45

didn't work just speaking it. So

10:47

I had an epiphany about three

10:49

weeks later. You can't get a

10:51

song out of your head. I'd

10:53

even written jingles over the years.

10:56

So I started singing, I am

10:58

healed. I know I am. I

11:00

love myself. I am my friend.

11:02

Wow. The healing light of the

11:04

universe surrounds me and goes through

11:07

me. I know that I am

11:09

healed. I sang it over and

11:11

over again to make a very

11:13

long story. Short and petite sweet

11:16

like me. You just, I went

11:18

on to have miraculous healing. went

11:20

into the studio with my friend

11:22

John Beatty, we ended up writing

11:24

and recording tons and tons of

11:27

affirmation songs, and with no intention

11:29

of selling them, just for our

11:31

own consciousness, because I realized how

11:33

quickly it worked, because the lyrics,

11:36

the affirmations go into the left

11:38

side of the brain, the music,

11:40

even when it's just acapella, the

11:42

right side of the brain, the

11:44

melody. So it goes into your

11:47

subconscious mind, which is proven now

11:49

300 times faster. than any other

11:51

method of affirmation power. So that's

11:53

how that began and up touring.

11:55

with Chopra, Wayne, Diah Stewart,

11:58

Wild, Tony Alessandra, Louise Hay, Bob

12:00

Proctor, tons of Bob people,

12:02

of other people,

12:04

loved me because they

12:07

loved me singing

12:09

the affirmations in

12:11

in promoters. speakers. So I these

12:13

speakers. ended up eventually ended up speaking,

12:15

and his wife his wife loved what

12:17

I did so much. didn't want didn't

12:19

want to ever do an event without

12:21

me because I would get get like a keyboard player

12:23

and dancers and make the events The

12:26

first one I did did for Bob. was

12:28

a huge event in Kuala Lumpur. So

12:30

that's how I started working all over

12:32

the globe. all over the with

12:34

Bob for many, many years, the

12:36

great years, the great and late, but

12:38

never late, Bob was starting to

12:41

my oscillation and my vibration,

12:43

my frequency. my becoming so

12:45

fast that I was feeling like

12:47

a heart like a know what I

12:49

mean, Thomas, by you know what I mean, Thomas,

12:51

by heart did it feel? how

12:53

did it feel? it felt like

12:56

my heart was actually out of my

12:58

chest my far far that it was

13:00

glowing was glowing. Wow. You know, I couldn't

13:02

see that it was glowing, but I could

13:04

feel the vibration of it glowing. of it

13:06

glowing. And I was backstage with

13:08

was backstage with Bob and we

13:10

were getting ready to do something

13:12

with the Malaysia people, were training we were

13:14

training and, and, uh... And he said, you're crying.

13:16

What is it? it? And I said, I

13:18

I am bliss. I've got this heart glow.

13:20

got And I don't really care about

13:22

doing all these big events anymore. I

13:24

just want to find out what that

13:26

is. And he said,

13:29

you're looking for out what

13:31

that enlightened teacher. And

13:33

I've read Yogananda's book, enlightenment,

13:35

an enlightened book. And I'd you

13:37

know, about consciousness, book, you you know,

13:39

play of consciousness from know,

13:41

these autobiographies from these great enlightened beings. So

13:43

So I knew it was possible, but these

13:45

people had left the body. And he

13:47

said, go and find he teacher and just

13:50

stop this if you want to. teacher And. stop

13:52

It took me you years to find

13:54

took me teacher. Her name is Kundalini.

13:56

teacher. Her name is years She... 14 years,

13:59

you searched for... this. Japan 23 times

14:01

India all over Asia thinking of course

14:03

an enlightened teacher has to be bald

14:05

in Asian or Indian with long gray

14:08

hair and a long gray beard and

14:10

really old very wise. Can I ask

14:12

you a question about about that and

14:14

but don't get derailed from your story

14:17

because this is fascinating. What were the

14:19

what were your criteria of scratching them

14:21

off the list? Well In Japan, it

14:24

would be, they don't speak English, number

14:26

one, and they wouldn't accept a female

14:28

student because a lot of the Zen

14:30

masters, and I didn't feel any connection

14:33

to them. And I knew that there

14:35

was an enlightened teacher out there that

14:37

I would feel a love connection with

14:39

and feel respect and, you know, and

14:42

so I would cross them up for

14:44

list if I didn't feel any connection.

14:46

because I didn't know what it felt

14:48

like to be in front of an

14:51

enlightened being. I didn't know if they're

14:53

enlightened or not, just what people had

14:55

told me. And so I did have

14:58

a couple of deep spiritual experiences when

15:00

I was in the jungle of Kuala

15:02

Lumpur, seeing a spiritual being talked to

15:04

me but telepathically about, you know, don't

15:07

worry about staying in Asia because I

15:09

wasn't happy living there anymore. So I

15:11

ended up going to America because I'd

15:13

done... Bob Proctor used to fly me

15:16

out to America when he was doing

15:18

gigs in America, seminars. Everything's a gig

15:20

to me. And I decided to live

15:22

there, even though no one knew of

15:25

me. And I thought, this is going

15:27

to be a great way for me

15:29

to start off with not knowing anybody.

15:32

and I always love challenging myself which

15:34

is crazy when you think about when

15:36

you've already got everything going on but

15:38

I love to do that because it

15:41

really when you stretch yourself you grow

15:43

and the more I stretch myself and

15:45

the more I would do something that

15:47

I was I was never fearful of

15:50

much though which is really weird.

15:52

and I'd never had

15:54

much fear in

15:57

my life. in my So

15:59

I would just go

16:01

and do stuff,

16:03

you know? stuff, you know. And

16:06

it was tough. And it was tough, and

16:08

it was tough, and it took me a while

16:10

to get. I I end up getting getting an

16:12

so I could stay in the country. in the

16:14

country because I told,

16:16

couple of lawyers said, oh, you'd

16:18

have to marry someone. said, to marry someone.

16:20

I said, never. And so then I I just

16:22

prayed and I just said, said, I

16:25

to find a lawyer who can

16:27

help me. who can help me. a a big

16:29

record producer who's a really good

16:31

mate of mine, maid of mine Chris from MC8

16:33

in Australia, called me and he

16:35

said, hey, I'm in he let's

16:37

meet up. in LA let's meet up and He

16:39

said, oh I've got Aaron Price he Price,

16:41

he lawyer a great lawyer.

16:44

works with and within a And within

16:46

a week, I had an

16:48

01 visa for achievement work permit. And

16:50

I didn't to marry anyone didn't have to

16:52

do this didn't have to do that now

16:54

I've got dual citizenship do that. it's pretty

16:57

cool dual and America in case people didn't

16:59

know cool. Australia That's amazing. in case

17:01

people after being in America for

17:03

a few anyway, after being in met

17:05

someone called someone

17:07

called Johnny who had had an

17:09

enlightened teacher who was an American,

17:11

but he'd left the body he'd he'd

17:13

heard down the he'd heard down the grapevine that...

17:16

one of of his many students had

17:18

become enlightened, just one out of

17:20

all his thousands, out of it's a rare

17:22

thing to happen. because And I ended

17:24

up meeting her, Thomas. I had up meeting

17:26

her, Thomas, Balboa Park, little

17:29

section of a museum in

17:31

Balboa in San Diego. Park in San

17:33

And she's just sitting on a little. sitting

17:35

on a little stage, which was this

17:37

high on a chair, high on a

17:39

lights next two lights next to her,

17:42

and... I was was just,

17:44

my tearing up I I started feeling

17:46

tingles at the top of my

17:48

head of my head and she went like

17:50

that I saw I coming out but

17:52

she was so irreverent. irreverent. And you

17:54

know, an You know, an American girl that's

17:56

like like younger than me at least. than me at

17:58

least, if she she me... now she'll

18:00

probably say maybe more Michelle.

18:03

And so she finally agreed

18:05

to teach me and she's

18:07

definitely enlightened and that's how

18:10

I got on the path

18:12

to get off the grid.

18:14

I went off all social

18:17

media, didn't do gigs, didn't

18:19

do events and just studied

18:21

with her for 10 years.

18:24

And had a spiritual awakening

18:26

during my time with her.

18:29

That's it. And I feel

18:31

that my life began then.

18:33

So that so 25 years

18:36

basically of searching and studying

18:38

under to get. 14 years

18:40

until I found her and

18:43

then yeah. Yeah. All right.

18:45

So tell me about enlightenment.

18:48

Well, it's absolutely fascinating. It's so

18:51

challenging to explain it and I

18:53

know I've attempted to with you

18:55

guys before But it's something you

18:57

go through this metamorphosis for years

18:59

and years of meditating and when

19:02

you have an enlightened teacher They

19:04

can transmit light through their consciousness

19:06

because they're a conduit. They're not

19:08

Some people that have had condolini

19:10

Surges think they've had an awakening,

19:13

but they just had a surge

19:15

and then a sound again That

19:17

is off again, maybe two weeks

19:19

later. Where did that Kundalini Rosh

19:21

go? People freaking out. And so

19:24

when you have an enlightened teacher

19:26

and you actually do the work,

19:28

you do the meditation, you're willing

19:30

to give up your ego and

19:32

people knowing who you are and

19:35

money or anything, because you're really

19:37

sincere and you don't have to

19:39

give up money. It's just that

19:41

any obstacle that I thought was

19:43

going to challenge me. to be

19:46

enlightened. I mean I would sit

19:48

with a bucket of ice water

19:50

next to me during meditation at

19:52

night. We didn't have an ashram,

19:54

we just lived in our own

19:57

homes, but we would travel to

19:59

different countries and have events and

20:01

meditate with all her students, you

20:03

know, Egypt and... and all these

20:05

wonderful places. And so after many

20:08

surges of Kundalini rushing up and

20:10

light everywhere, I started having what

20:12

I call Stargate experiences, where I

20:14

would go through, I'd hid this

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huge buzzing in my head the

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first time it happened. You're not

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thinking at the time, wow, what's

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that? Because you're not thinking. Because

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you can't go into a Samati

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or a Stargate with thought. You

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have to stop thought. Thought has

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to be stopped. And all those

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years of training assist you to

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be able to stop thought when

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you're meditating. And so the first

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time, you know, like buzzing, rushing,

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roaring, and I am flying. And

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I knew it was afterwards, it

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was faster than the speed of

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light through this tunnel of light.

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Like people talk about a near-death

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experience, but this is what people

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have when they have a near-death

20:58

experience, but it stops before they

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get out the other end of

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that Stargate. But with me, I

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kept going. And then I was

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the first time I was like

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in a universe, like eternity, like

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a rarer lights and... stars

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and I don't know what it was

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and then and then I started going

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through another star gate and I didn't

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realize at the time you're going into

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a higher and higher infinite dimension until

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I realized I could see 360 degrees

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around me and the minute the thought

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came oh my god I can see

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right around me shoo I came straight

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back into my body and so this

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this happened for a couple of months

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until one day I went through the

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Stargate and then everything just went, and

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turned to gold, everything. I was completely

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gone. And that means that your heart

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chakra, your crown chakra has been activated

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because they all have to be activated

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and... That was it

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for me. I

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was done. I was

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gone. I was I

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was gone. I and it was the

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most incredible experience. the the first

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few weeks. experience.

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The so profound. my

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senses were bus backfired, a I

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was gonna have a

22:16

heart attack. was gonna have a heart attack.

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So it was like, ha,

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ha! is that? Obviously

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the earth is that? Obviously you don't

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become saintly just because you're enlightened enlightened.

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you you that there is no sin

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and there is no fear. You

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don't think about the past anymore, you

22:33

don't project into the future and the

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love that you feel for everything and

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everyone. and the love that you

22:40

Thomas. everything can see people.

22:42

However, You can bear witness to

22:44

who they are, can actual to who

22:46

they are, and what they've been through. and

22:48

without one been of negative of

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You never judge again. You

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You just see who

22:54

people are. see who people are

22:57

and it's... You know it's God through

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you. It's not. it's not

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anymore you there anymore. It

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is. wow. And the fact

23:05

that I love the fact that I

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love to share this girl that girl that

23:10

left school when she was was 15 to

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be a rock singer. want to be Australia.

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singer If I can become

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if I can become awakened,

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anybody can. That's what

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I reckon. reckon. Well that's what I

23:22

want to dig dig into let's go

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to a to a on this because

23:27

I have so many other questions

23:29

about the process, working with a a

23:31

guru, how it compares it compares to salvation.

23:33

There's just a whole lot that

23:35

I want to unpack to unpack on

23:37

this topic. So let's just pause

23:39

here because we've run about the

23:41

normal length of these podcasts of these

23:43

pick this up right here. this

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up right in Thank you

23:47

so much, you This has

23:49

been Amazing again. Thank

23:52

you, Tommy boy. la, la,

23:54

we'll see you next time.

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time. She's going.

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