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here's episode 53 This is your

3:06

brain on drugs tearing me apart from Roxy

3:13

Hello, and welcome to textual

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novels. I am your co host Rachel

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and I am your co host Margie.

3:30

Every other week we Wow one of

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us reads a romance novel Jesus

3:35

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3:35

summarizes it your brain with

3:39

you or other unsuspecting co

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host this time it's Margie. Hey

3:44

Margie.

3:46

we unpack what what the

3:49

fuck just happened? Hey,

3:49

that's pretty good considering

3:52

we're doing remote

3:53

wasn't too bad. Yeah,

3:53

yeah, we're experimenting with

3:56

some remote stuff specifically a

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friend Savannah is not here in

4:00

the corner and helping us get

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set up with some really cool new

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remote recording stuff which is

4:05

all super exciting.

4:08

Oh forget that. We also

4:08

made a blood sacrifice.

4:11

So well. Yeah, it

4:11

required only a little bit of

4:13

blood though because I'm

4:13

offering so it's fine. Alright.

4:17

So Margie. So if you listeners

4:17

if you listened to last week,

4:23

you know or two weeks ago I

4:23

suppose. Time is an illusion, it

4:27

Two episodes ago. Margie, I

4:27

mentioned that Margie

4:30

recommended an aleni singe book

4:30

to me. Yeah. This is not this is

4:36

not a millionaire singe book.

4:39

But my hopes up like

4:39

that

4:41

it was about fair

4:41

angels. And so I decided to take

4:47

a look at what other things

4:47

along that freedom resistance.

4:51

There are so many so many but

4:51

hey margin, you know who we

4:56

maybe haven't checked in on in a

4:56

while.

5:00

Oh my God what did you

5:00

do? What did you do? What have

5:04

you done?

5:06

I tried to open it who

5:06

hurt I didn't hurt you.

5:10

Oh my god Rachel

5:14

now you know what's

5:14

really bad too is that that was

5:18

gonna be like well one of those

5:18

I was gonna do another book of

5:20

hers

5:23

yeah

5:28

tried to get it to open

5:28

I'm trying to get it to

5:30

open man I should just

5:30

so y'all were checking back in

5:36

with Google

5:38

it's Book One Two out of

5:38

this series

5:42

is we started it oh my

5:42

god okay,

5:47

okay, okay, okay, okay,

5:47

I have to find the cover because

5:50

the cover get

5:51

too far into this just

5:51

so you guys know if you want to

5:54

go back and listen to oh shit I

5:54

need to figure out what episode

5:59

it is.

5:59

Why it's episode one no

6:02

not hurt the other one you did by her?

6:05

I didn't do another one

6:05

by her I believe this one

6:08

did no yeah you did no

6:08

cuz it involves some of these

6:11

characters. Really the one with

6:11

demon her that was her wasn't

6:16

it?

6:17

Was I don't think that

6:17

was her. Okay, I finally had the

6:20

Culver pulled up. And okay, so

6:20

it's

6:27

going to give us the title and the Okay,

6:29

you're right. Okay, so

6:29

it's wicked knights by Gina show

6:32

altar. Yeah, so we're back to

6:32

Gina who I know we at least did

6:36

episode one on so go back and

6:36

listen to episode one listeners

6:39

if you haven't yet because oh my

6:39

goodness. But it's like okay, so

6:45

it's a man and a woman. The

6:45

guide is in front and he is

6:50

ripped. I gotta say like you and

6:50

he's pretty sexy. He's pretty

6:54

you can also look like he's been

6:54

covered in coconut oil. He's

6:58

very shiny.

7:00

He is very shy.

7:01

He's very shiny.

7:02

You're right by the way. I was thinking of a different ones. Not my fault vindication.

7:04

Okay.

7:09

And so he's kind of like

7:09

look to the side like but he's

7:13

he's got his his arms wrapped

7:13

around the waist of another

7:16

woman who is actually behind him

7:16

which has to do with different

7:19

and also it's over his

7:19

wings as well as the

7:26

wow, that's very

7:26

Lucifer. Okay, like that flick

7:29

series Lucifer bow. So she is

7:29

standing. She is standing behind

7:35

him. I think he's trying to do

7:35

like a protective posture with

7:39

she's, she's wrapped around his

7:39

arms, but also his wings. And

7:44

she's kind of like, got her

7:44

elbow on his neck. It doesn't

7:48

look comfortable. Know what I'm

7:48

saying? It can't be comfortable

7:51

for either of them. But and I'm

7:51

really like curious whether this

7:56

was like a stock image or

7:56

whether it was actually created

8:00

for this book. I can't imagine

8:00

it wasn't created for this book

8:03

looks like it was a stock image that they Photoshopped wings sandwiched in

8:05

between the two humans

8:09

you think so? I feel

8:09

like well, yeah, actually, maybe

8:12

because well still, like it's

8:12

weird because the wings look

8:14

like they've almost been like

8:14

drawn or painted. But the rest

8:17

of it looks like a picture.

8:17

Right? So and it's it's all just

8:22

very strange. I mean, I can't

8:22

imagine what they asked these

8:25

two models to look like because

8:25

he's looking off into the

8:27

distance which is kind of easy,

8:27

but she's looking straight at

8:30

you with this barrier. With a

8:30

smaller that's good way to

8:33

describe it with a smaller so

8:33

um, yeah, and it says so. It

8:39

names Gina show Walter as a New

8:39

York Times and USA Today

8:42

bestselling author, which as we

8:42

know means nothing. And it's one

8:47

of the premier authors of

8:47

paranormal romance. Dear God, I

8:50

hope that's not true. Okay.

8:52

I should also mention at

8:52

this point, and I didn't realize

8:55

it this is a fucking Harlequin.

8:55

It's a Harlequin romance.

9:01

So what do you mean when you say that though? Do

9:02

you mean like published

9:02

by the Harlequin romance? No.

9:06

Okay, group. It's also really

9:06

fucking long. This is an almost

9:10

an 800 page book.

9:12

I found that with the

9:12

book that I was reading that's

9:15

why I couldn't finish

9:15

it. Do you understand

9:18

where it was coming

9:18

from? My book is so long. I went

9:24

back to that book until your while

9:26

you said that you were

9:26

doing an author that we had

9:29

already touched on and I was

9:29

like, oh, five bucks says we're

9:32

both doing Gina. Allah. Okay.

9:32

Just read the description.

9:36

Wait, okay, here we go.

9:36

Alright, listeners from the New

9:40

York Times bestselling author

9:40

who brought you the lords of the

9:43

underworld. That's the one that

9:43

I was reading.

9:47

I've read that one.

9:49

I've read well, I was

9:49

really booked 15. Yeah. Anyway,

9:55

so let me restart from the New

9:55

York Times bestselling author

9:58

who brought you the lords of the

9:58

under Worlds comes a dark,

10:01

seductive new series featuring

10:01

angels poised on the brink of

10:04

destruction. Leader of the most

10:04

powerful army in the heavens,

10:08

this is Zachary Hill, Zachary,

10:08

Zachary Al. has been deemed

10:13

nearly too dangerous to through

10:13

ruthless, ruthless, and if he

10:16

isn't careful, he'll lose his

10:16

way. What is it? Without his

10:21

wigs? What did I don't know? But

10:21

this warrior with a heart of ice

10:25

will not be deterred from the

10:25

from his mission. So at any cost

10:28

until vulnerable human tempts

10:28

him with a carnal pleasure he's

10:31

ever known before. Sorry,

10:34

keep it rolling, maybe

10:36

Okay, accused of a crime

10:36

she did not commit. Annabelle

10:40

Miller has spent four years in

10:40

an institution for the

10:42

criminally insane. Demons track

10:42

her every move and their King

10:46

will stop at nothing to have her

10:46

sacral is her only hope for

10:49

survival, but he is a brutal

10:49

angel with a touch as hot as

10:53

hell, her salvation or her

10:53

eternal damnation.

10:57

Yeah,

10:58

this is while okay, I

11:01

Okay, so, fun fact, it's

11:01

actually really funny that you

11:04

mentioned lords of the underworld series because I remember trying to read that

11:05

starting with Book One couldn't

11:08

do it. And it's bananas and

11:08

second, those motherfuckers show

11:14

up in this thing so it's all in

11:14

the same universe. Yeah, I

11:17

mean, I that's I was

11:17

booked 15 into that series. It's

11:20

all tied together so much though

11:20

that it's really hard to

11:23

understand these thoughts. Oh,

11:23

it's confusing. Have

11:27

a note of that. So let's

11:27

get into triggers real quick.

11:30

Oh, I Yep. So we have assault of

11:30

the sexual variety

11:38

we all not rape well. No, it's

11:38

technically sexual assault. It's

11:47

just sexual assault. Assault yes

11:47

to Salt Lake. We know not a

11:52

sprinkling we have violence Nash

11:52

we have a little bit of racism,

11:59

but like nah, there's some

11:59

racism I was gonna say just a

12:04

little bit now there is we have

12:04

did you write them down? Course

12:10

I didn't I never do the the

12:10

differences I usually don't

12:15

forget them but I'm one gluten

12:15

brain I think that's about it.

12:22

So a lot of murder a lot of soul

12:22

but and a little bit of racism.

12:27

But I think that's about it,

12:27

actually. So that's good. Oh,

12:30

torture.

12:32

Torture I mean par for the course. Right?

12:34

Natural. And

12:34

surprisingly, no kidnapping.

12:38

Is it really a romance

12:38

novel? Oh man, but is it really

12:41

romance novel without

12:41

kidnapping? I would have also

12:44

judging from the description I

12:44

really would have gotten would

12:48

have guessed kidnapping,

12:49

right. Drugs throw. I

12:49

saw my favorites. Legitimately I

12:55

thought kidnapping going into it

12:55

and there wasn't I was very

12:57

surprised. Okay, let's get

12:57

started. First of

13:01

all, so it's Gina she

13:01

loves kidnapping. Enough of

13:06

kidnapping.

13:06

So our characters

13:06

Annabelle, Annabelle Miller. She

13:11

has black hair. That's so black.

13:11

It's almost blue.

13:16

What does that what's

13:16

real black hair. I get started.

13:21

Okay, go on.

13:22

It does or not I have no idea.

13:24

It's black, black black

13:24

hair. No hunger does not turn

13:28

blue. You can like get

13:28

hair dyes that make your hair

13:32

like give like blue kind of like

13:32

undertones and stuff. If you

13:35

have black hair and that's cool

13:35

looking, but it's hair dye.

13:40

This sucker punch

13:40

alright that I ended up Blue

13:43

Blue Bear die right to the

13:43

patient.

13:47

She also has ice blue

13:47

eyes. And she is a Japanese part

13:55

Japanese. And the reason I

13:55

mentioned that is because I

13:59

really would like to read this

13:59

paragraph of the first time

14:02

Zacher LC is her because I read

14:02

it yesterday and he his face was

14:07

priceless quote, she clearly

14:07

possessed Japanese ancestry yet

14:14

her voice had no hint of an

14:14

accent odd in a way but all the

14:18

more exotic because of the lack

14:18

saw and wilting and the perfect

14:22

contrast to purpled features. So

14:22

you know Jean Gina?

14:32

Gina Do you know how access

14:34

work? She accents work

14:34

you can you can be for instance,

14:41

Japanese American like this

14:41

woman is and not have an accent

14:44

and it's not weird. No, it's

14:44

just it's not a thing. Right?

14:51

I've met a woman who was Chinese

14:51

and grew up in Spain, and she

14:56

had a Spanish accent and it

14:56

wasn't weird. It with just an x

15:01

ray, so that was fun. All right.

15:01

Zach Eurail, he has black hair.

15:07

Okay. And

15:10

blue haired babies,

15:12

huh? Guess that Gemini

15:12

color. Emerald. Oh, got it and

15:18

one. Yeah. Also, he's an angel.

15:18

So there's that. And because it

15:28

matters, he always speaks the

15:28

truth. He is incapable of lying.

15:33

Hmm. So not. He's not incapable

15:33

of and he can taste when other

15:37

people are telling a lie. He can

15:37

change the taste thing. Yeah. So

15:45

when someone's lying, he gets

15:45

like a bad taste in his mouth. I

15:49

guess. Yeah, he can just kind of

15:49

like, avoid the truth. That is

15:55

okay. Sure, whatever. Sure. So

15:55

let's get into this. So

15:59

prologue, Annabelle wakes up on

15:59

her 18th birthday. Feeling like

16:05

her eyes have been clawed out,

16:05

which is Oh, good, right.

16:10

Fantastic. And her parents freak

16:10

out obviously because she can't

16:14

see and they're trying to get

16:14

her into the car to go to the

16:17

hospital but a demon shows up

16:17

because happens and Annabelle

16:22

can see the demon. Okay. Her

16:22

parents cannot. And the demons

16:28

we I thought she couldn't see it

16:28

all before but she can see this

16:31

demon. She like forces her eyes

16:31

open and she can see the demon.

16:36

Yeah. Parents cannot see the

16:36

demon but her parents can get

16:43

their throats ripped out without

16:43

knowing what's happening to

16:47

them. Yay. Yay.

16:49

Oh, wow. 18 man. Talk

16:49

about that before the throat

16:55

pulling out. I was like, well,

16:55

maybe she had too much fun the

16:57

night before. No other 18th

16:57

birthday. No. Oh, yeah.

17:02

So her parents are

17:02

killed right in front of her.

17:05

Yay. Do you demon dude gets all

17:05

up in her business and gets real

17:11

creepy. But for some reason, he

17:11

leaves and she like tries to

17:18

fight back.

17:18

He just

17:19

casually murdered her

17:19

parents. Yeah, kinda play. Yeah.

17:26

So she like grabs a kitchen and

17:26

she's able to get a knife and

17:30

like try to defend herself and

17:30

everything. And she goes try to

17:33

wake up a brother who's not

17:33

waking up and all this stuff.

17:36

And she looks in the mirror and

17:36

notices her eyes have changed

17:39

color. They've gone from gold to

17:39

ice blue and that matters.

17:45

Oh, yeah. I mean, yeah.

17:45

Would it not matter? I think

17:49

that right like kind of before

17:49

said that's that's a sign of

17:52

like, nuclear poisoning or

17:52

something like that, like

17:57

radiation poisoning.

17:57

Yeah, like, that can happen.

18:00

Well, she's not blind. She can

18:00

see now, but she can now also

18:03

see demons. Cool. Oh, no. So

18:03

okay, let's do it. Keep going.

18:10

The cops show up, obviously. And

18:10

she is blamed for the murder of

18:14

her parents. Which is great.

18:14

Four years later. She gets Yeah,

18:20

so she's like holding a knife

18:20

and covering the blood and

18:23

screaming about demons. So she's

18:23

blamed for the murder and sent

18:28

off to a mental hospital.

18:30

I mean, better than

18:30

being sent off to jail. Well,

18:33

yeah, it's

18:34

unfit to it's basically

18:34

it's like if someone's unfit to

18:38

stand trial because of insanity.

18:38

They're sent off to what is

18:42

essentially a jail and a mental

18:42

hospitals right for those guys.

18:47

So what happens to her brother?

18:49

Her brother thinks that

18:49

she did it. Oh, man. Yeah, it

18:53

hates her now.

18:54

Forever. Man. This is

18:54

like a this is like a Jessica

18:56

Jones situation.

18:57

Alright, continue to day

18:57

for her. So I've got so seen

19:01

one. Four years later. She's

19:01

been in this mental hospital for

19:04

like four years. Um, Annabelle

19:04

is in therapy with a gentleman

19:10

that she refers to as Fitz.

19:10

Pervert, if that gives you any

19:15

indication of what abouts to

19:15

have what's about to happen? Oh,

19:20

no. Yeah. Yay. So Jesus Christ.

19:20

So she's in this therapy

19:26

session, and he has already

19:26

sexually assaulted her. Yay. So

19:33

she's having to interact with

19:33

him. And he's trying to be like,

19:35

Oh, how does that make you feel?

19:35

But not about that part, just

19:39

like her life. And she all of a

19:39

sudden see some demons come in.

19:45

And she has to try to fight

19:45

them. So she's trying to fight

19:48

these demons that no one else

19:48

can see. And she may too but she

19:53

ends up getting subdued,

19:53

obviously.

19:56

And so no kidnapping.

19:58

Um, so No, not at all.

19:58

Anyway, hi yeah okay, um and she

20:04

is sent back to her room into

20:04

solitary confinement and has to

20:07

have a one on one session with

20:07

its pervert again you see where

20:10

this going yep

20:11

yes it's gonna end up

20:11

fine rate.

20:15

Yeah, so and he's being

20:15

sedated so like they literally

20:19

like Jabba needle into her and

20:19

sedated, right don't worry.

20:22

That's a Rachel science cord

20:22

coming up about that. Whoo, yay.

20:27

So cut to Zach corral. sacral is

20:27

an angel. He has been put in

20:33

charge of a group of angels like

20:33

a little mini army like 20

20:38

people that are sort of on their

20:38

last leg. Basically, he has a

20:42

year to redeem himself and his

20:42

angel friends or all of them are

20:49

going to fall they're going to

20:49

become fallen angels and just

20:52

lose their wings and yeah,

20:55

I'll make it

21:01

so Zack, Rael feels no

21:01

emotion. And the reason he's in

21:05

this spot is because he is of

21:05

the opinion that well but if a

21:09

couple humans die in our fight

21:09

against demons, it's fine.

21:14

Overall, it's for good, which is

21:14

not exactly what his deity once

21:19

right?

21:21

God is like, humans are

21:21

actually cool and chill and you

21:24

need to protect right okay, like

21:24

but all of them every

21:28

of them why?

21:30

Why are siblings kind of

21:30

a bad egg? That we could just

21:38

like

21:41

they get sent to this

21:41

mental institution where there's

21:45

like a horde of demons trying to

21:45

get into it. And this is not the

21:48

first time that they have to

21:48

fight off all of these demons

21:51

getting into this particular

21:51

mental institution.

21:54

God dammit Sakura.

21:56

Yeah, again again. So

21:56

they keep

22:00

did you put down the spray?

22:03

Id with spray

22:04

well, so they keep trying to get it and part of it is they want to know why. So

22:06

Zack girl has to figure out why.

22:10

Oh, and also I should mention

22:10

part of this punishment is that

22:13

if any of his angels kill a

22:13

human he gets whipped for it. So

22:17

like he is basically yeah gets

22:17

punished for everybody. Pretty

22:22

sure that goes against the

22:22

Geneva Convention. Yeah, that's

22:25

fine. God, it's fine. Um, so

22:25

there's gonna have to fight this

22:31

horde God

22:32

God be like what that

22:35

so his angels go in and

22:35

start killing discriminately

22:39

kind of um, and he goes into the

22:39

mental institution trying to

22:45

figure out why these demons keep

22:45

coming back and he finds

22:48

Annabelle right. Okay, Belle is

22:48

partially sedated and strapped

22:52

to a bed. And he is basically he

22:52

looks at her and was like, Oh, I

22:58

see why now. You're the you're

22:58

the consort of a demon because

23:02

your eyes are this icy blue so

23:02

obviously all these demons are

23:06

trying to get to you because

23:06

your demons consort and she's

23:08

like a the fuck? No. Look at

23:08

your eyes. You had to do it to

23:14

yourself. You said yes. I want

23:14

to be this demons concert. And

23:18

she's like, I fucking didn't.

23:18

Definitely did not. Did not

23:21

choose this.

23:23

And just say that it

23:23

happened exactly on her 18th

23:25

birthday though. Weird, right?

23:27

Yeah. So, so he's there.

23:27

And he's like, Well, she's like,

23:32

are you going to help me? And

23:32

he's like, No, you did it for

23:35

yourself. And turns invisible.

23:35

Right as Fitz pervert comes in.

23:40

Uh huh. Okay,

23:41

okay.

23:42

He's like still there

23:42

and like kind of seeing what's

23:44

happening. And she knows he's

23:44

still there. I don't know how

23:48

she just does. Magic. Yeah.

23:48

fucky magic and magic a fervor.

23:53

It starts doing fits poverty

23:53

things. And he's like, shit.

23:59

Okay, well, guess I got a cop.

23:59

Now. I

24:03

have to be honorable.

24:03

Yeah, man. And the

24:05

thing that's weird for

24:05

him is what are the what is this

24:08

weird tingling sensation in my

24:08

chest? Is that an emotion? Oh,

24:14

genital Well, or that? That

24:14

comes later? Yeah. So he

24:21

basically shows himself to

24:21

Fitzherbert and is like, Nah,

24:28

y'all motherfuckers need to get

24:28

out of here and never do this

24:31

again. And like, tells him to

24:31

leave and because magic he just

24:36

does. And he apparently doesn't

24:36

remember any of what just

24:39

happened. Convenient vignette,

24:39

right. So he ends up actually

24:45

saving her so he picks her up

24:45

and takes her to his cloud where

24:49

he lives is basically a big fluffy cloud

24:57

that you can go with inside of,

25:01

and if you just ask it for

25:01

anything, it'll give it to you.

25:05

Nice. I need some cloud.

25:05

I want student loan forgiveness.

25:08

Yes,

25:09

exactly. So you can

25:09

literally cloud I want a triple

25:15

chocolate cake and it will give

25:15

you a cake. And it's out loud. I

25:19

want I don't know, Turkish

25:19

Delight? No, don't ever do

25:22

Turkish Delight. We've learned

25:22

Margie. Um, so he takes her to

25:30

his cloud, and he's like, You have to stay here and she's like, Ah, hell no, I just got

25:32

out of somewhere where they made

25:35

me stay. I'm not going to be

25:35

forced to stay here. And he's

25:39

like, fuck, okay, well, you just

25:39

swipe or no swiped me. So what

25:43

can else can I do? It's not how

25:43

it goes, but that's how I

25:46

believe it goes. He's like,

25:46

Okay, well, like, will you

25:49

please stay here? And she's

25:49

like, Okay, sure. Why not?

25:54

Because just ask a nice

25:54

light.

25:57

Because she knows that.

25:57

Now she knows that there's a

26:00

horde of demons that are

26:00

actually trying to get to her.

26:03

And she like they're hunting

26:03

her. So she doesn't really have

26:06

anywhere to go. Also, she just

26:06

came from jail.

26:09

Also, she said a cloud

26:09

where? Where does she thinks she

26:12

can go? Like, could she ask the

26:12

cloud for a plane? Would she

26:16

know how to fly that? I know how

26:16

to fly it, but

26:19

I don't know. Hey, out.

26:19

Jesus. Hey, cloud. Can I have a

26:23

squirrel suit? Please? We? That

26:23

would be fun. Of course.

26:29

a hang glider and

26:29

glider. Yeah.

26:32

Yeah. So he has to go

26:32

off and do army stuff. And also

26:36

get whipped for a human death

26:36

that one of his angels did. They

26:39

did a death. A murder was a bit

26:39

pervert. No, it wasn't it was

26:43

another dude. But it's like

26:43

chick angel that definitely like

26:47

murdered a guy. Um, so he comes

26:47

back from getting whipped and

26:51

all of a sudden, like, she is

26:51

horrifically ill. And so he has

26:56

to like take care of her for

26:56

like, it's like four days, and

26:59

then she's magically fine. But

26:59

on that wife, hang on, we're

27:03

getting there. On that fourth

27:03

day. He like, he's getting a

27:06

little bitter about it. Because

27:06

she's like fighting him while

27:09

she's sick and everything. And

27:09

he just apparently right doesn't

27:11

understand that. That's

27:11

sometimes what sick people do.

27:15

And so he like, brings back this

27:15

chick angel that murdered a

27:18

person and is like, hey, what do

27:18

women need? And she's like, oh,

27:24

yeah, we can get it on if you

27:24

want and like tries to make out

27:28

with him. It's this whole

27:28

encounter. I'm boy, I should

27:31

preface this strap in this plot

27:31

for 800 pages makes no goddamn

27:37

sense. For how long of a book

27:37

this is, so many things happen.

27:43

And also nothing happens. That's

27:43

the same. She tries to make out

27:48

with him. And he's like, What

27:48

the fuck are you doing? And

27:51

she's like, well, but I thought

27:51

that that's what you meant. And

27:55

that's what he's like, No,

27:55

leave. And she leaves all of

28:00

that in a set up. situation. All

28:00

of that is said No, he doesn't.

28:05

Of course not. All of that is

28:05

set up. Because Annabelle

28:10

somehow gets to see all of this

28:10

happening. Because the cloud

28:14

gave her a TV or something

28:22

the cloud gave her nest.

28:23

Yes. And

28:28

all this is set up

28:28

because now of course one of the

28:30

first things she asks him when

28:30

he comes back in is Wait, was

28:35

that your first kiss? And he's

28:35

like, Yeah, I'm a virgin. All of

28:38

this is to set up the fact that

28:38

he is a virgin.

28:42

Seems like he could have

28:42

gone about that in a different

28:44

way. But okay,

28:46

so let's roll back to

28:50

100 Year Old Virgin title

28:52

area. There's

28:54

a long time to that even

28:54

at least like get curious, like

28:57

what is this Do

28:58

doesn't have emotions,

28:58

Margie, he has a heart of ice.

29:02

So holding back a little bit to

29:02

why she was sick. Okay, so she

29:08

has been and this bleeds

29:08

seamlessly into a Rachel's

29:12

science corner. This I'm not a

29:12

medical professional. But this

29:20

is what I was able to gather

29:20

with approximately 15 minutes of

29:23

research Gina. So

29:28

better Are you

29:29

know, I actually think

29:29

this is hilarious. So she's been

29:32

in a mental institution and

29:32

assumed to have schizophrenia

29:36

for four years. So okay, Trina

29:36

has decided that it's going to

29:40

take four days for her to go

29:40

through withdrawal symptoms on

29:43

all the sedatives that she's

29:43

been on. Now, to be fair, I did

29:47

not have a specific list of what

29:47

sedative she would be on so I

29:51

found what why might be on

29:51

sedative but she's a dangerous

29:54

schizophrenic according to them,

29:54

okay, because she's screaming

29:58

about demons and stuff and she's

29:58

violent. She's fighting non

30:01

existent demons that they can't

30:01

see. But she wouldn't. Okay,

30:03

we're just go on. Just go. Do

30:03

you understand? Like, why I

30:07

guess that mattered? I that is

30:09

I, I understand why in

30:09

the context of the book I

30:13

wouldn't under I don't

30:13

understand in like, I'm not a

30:17

medical professional either. But

30:17

like in a medical? Well, it's

30:20

standpoint at all it does. I

30:20

mean, but she's not violent all

30:23

the time, she can't be violent in

30:25

the pay only. So she

30:25

would be on an anti psychotic

30:28

all the time, right? Because

30:28

they assume she has

30:31

schizophrenia. And you can't

30:31

just take that on a case by case

30:33

basis, it has to be constant.

30:33

And the other thing is that in

30:37

the

30:37

anti psychotic is not like,

30:39

they're actually Oh,

30:39

they are the same thing. So

30:43

that's the most common ones used

30:43

anyways. So the most common anti

30:47

psychotic for schizophrenia used

30:47

in mental like, places like this

30:51

would be something called gonna

30:51

not pronounce this right

30:54

haloperidol. Other ones are

30:54

Lorazepam you may have heard of

30:58

That's right. And that one,

30:58

olanzapine and droperidol. So

31:02

those are like the four big

31:02

ones. I'm going to assume

31:05

haloperidol because that is the

31:05

most common one, right? And it's

31:09

a psychotic, it's also a

31:09

sedative. So the way the

31:12

antipsychotics work is it blocks

31:12

dopamine receptors in your

31:15

brain. Right? Okay, which is the

31:15

feel good chemical in your

31:19

brain. And it's because usually

31:19

schizophrenia, if you have that

31:22

you have an abundance of like

31:22

too much dopamine and your body

31:25

is going crazy with it. Like

31:25

it's can't handle it basically,

31:28

not crazy. You're not crazy if

31:28

you have schizophrenia, but your

31:31

body kind of can't handle it.

31:31

Okay, so, it so what this does

31:36

is it blocks those receptors,

31:36

and it kind of like, shields you

31:39

out, right? So it's sedative.

31:39

Yeah. Um, so let's talk about

31:43

what happens when you come off

31:43

of antipsychotics quickly. Okay,

31:47

you don't you shouldn't God for

31:47

the love of God don't, right.

31:51

You shouldn't even do that with

31:51

like antidepressants. So if you

31:54

come over too quickly, you can

31:54

have a really bad relapse,

31:59

really bad relapse into your

31:59

psychotic symptoms, and also you

32:03

can develop something called

32:03

tardive psychosis. Which sounds

32:07

like but yeah, it's psychosis,

32:07

right? It's crazy. Like it's not

32:11

good, you will not be fully

32:11

cognizant of your actions. And

32:16

some psychotic drugs like anti

32:16

psychotic drugs, if you stop

32:19

cold turkey can be deadly. Like

32:19

it can be legit fatal, if you

32:23

cut cold turkey, especially

32:23

you've been on it for an

32:25

extended period of time. Good.

32:25

Now, to be fair, she was not

32:30

technically schizophrenic, but

32:30

always on antipsychotics, which

32:35

is another thing you don't

32:35

necessarily want to do. So that

32:39

can actually cause you to

32:39

develop things like constant

32:43

twitching disorders, or

32:43

restlessness or weight gain or

32:48

diabetes. Oh, good. So she might

32:48

have some other things going on

32:53

right now at this point? Um, and

32:56

do you know she got the

32:56

chocolate cake called the cloud?

32:59

Because that might make the

32:59

diabetes worse? Yeah.

33:01

Well, so all of this to

33:01

say one, that's probably not how

33:05

it would have worked with her

33:05

coming off of it, too. That's

33:07

probably not how it would have

33:07

worked with her not needing it

33:10

being on it for four years. And

33:10

three, don't cut cold turkey.

33:15

Right. And I'm also really glad

33:15

I did all of this research in an

33:19

incognito mode. Because the

33:19

number of websites that I

33:22

accidentally clicked on that

33:22

were like, life without meds.com

33:28

Oh, no. As someone who

33:28

was on a daily antidepressant,

33:36

like, no.

33:40

There were websites, I was reading it to Zach and it shit like, like, Now, if you've

33:42

been on antipsychotics, like

33:47

this particular drug for a

33:47

while, and you're feeling good,

33:51

it might be time to go off of it.

33:53

No.

33:56

Fucking working. You

33:56

know what, Rachel, Rachel, my

33:59

blood sugars have been really

33:59

good lately. You should probably

34:02

go. I think I'm just gonna stop

34:02

taking my insulin.

34:05

That's probably it's

34:05

probably safe to do so.

34:08

I think so too. You

34:08

know, like, I think it's gonna

34:11

be fine. I'll just like eat

34:11

organic and

34:15

actually lots of

34:15

supplements changing your diet.

34:18

Right?

34:19

Right. Eat organic get

34:19

lots of sun do some pareteum

34:22

setting

34:24

on your asshole it's

34:24

fine. Yeah, just I I've been

34:31

feeling really good not eating

34:31

gluten for a while. So last

34:34

night, I decided to try to eat

34:34

gluten. And you know what

34:36

happened? I woke up in tears

34:36

because depression because it

34:43

doesn't work like

34:45

it doesn't work. And

34:45

Rachel, how medicine work? Yeah,

34:49

no, it's impossible. And

34:51

now I'd like to

34:51

seamlessly transition to one of

34:55

the problems well, yeah, no, not

34:55

after this with this book in

34:58

general and with Gina? Gina, I

34:58

believe again, I don't remember

35:03

we'll have to double check this, I'm pretty sure is the one that we just we found out started

35:05

writing romance novels, and then

35:08

found God and then started

35:08

writing romance novels about

35:11

angels and demons.

35:13

I don't know if that's

35:13

the timeline, but I know she was

35:15

the one who found God. So,

35:18

um, she has an overlying

35:18

American themes, right, this

35:21

entire book of drugs are bad,

35:21

including, okay. Apparently,

35:27

antipsychotics, because there is

35:27

a moment as she is realizing

35:32

she's about to go into

35:32

withdrawal where she's like,

35:34

Sure, I could have the cloud

35:34

give me a hit. But I'm not going

35:38

to do that because I'm strong.

35:38

Hey, and this is not something

35:46

that people abuse because it's

35:46

not a fun drug. No, not one of

35:50

the fun. No, it's no, it's one

35:50

that if you cannot, you know,

35:57

pretty sure own dopamine or if you have an abundance of dopamine, so storebought is

35:59

fine. This is okay.

36:03

Sport. It's not about

36:03

it's fun. Well, it's also like,

36:08

yeah, we, we understand that you

36:08

are on them, and you didn't need

36:12

to be but like, I don't need to

36:12

be safe about this. What is the

36:16

most effective way to safely get

36:16

you off of this drug? Wean it

36:21

because you can't. You can't do

36:21

it all at once. We just talked

36:25

about it. Okay. The story

36:25

though. I need to hear more

36:27

about this story.

36:28

So there's my rant about

36:28

mental health and all that

36:31

stuff. Yeah, also, that's not

36:31

the first time this drug thing

36:34

is gonna come up just okay. So

36:34

on the scene to just suffice it

36:39

to say she's off the drugs. And

36:39

he has come back. So Zack girl

36:45

has agreed to teach her how to

36:45

fight demons. After she is

36:49

magically better after four days

36:49

of detox, which is how it is

36:52

described. It's subscribed, like

36:52

alcohol detox, not like drug

36:56

detox, so you know, yeah,

36:57

yeah, alcoholic detox

36:57

doesn't work like that.

36:59

Different also potentially

36:59

fatal. Okay, anyway, yeah. So

37:04

he's like, Okay, sure. I

37:04

will teach you and also just

37:07

isn't understanding all of these

37:07

weird tingly bits in the place

37:10

that his heart should be because

37:10

it doesn't have emotions but all

37:13

of a sudden his

37:16

courage is heard three

37:16

times

37:19

it is um, yeah, so right

37:19

before he goes to teacher these

37:24

things right row scatter, you

37:24

know, getting attacked by a

37:28

whole bunch of demons. The cloud

37:28

is Tuesday, so Zack girl sends

37:34

the cloud far away with an urn

37:34

that contains his brother's

37:37

ashes that's as much as I'm

37:37

going to go into that for now

37:40

because it's going to come up later okay merits reference before

37:50

this he had to kill his brother.

37:54

That matters. There's so much so

37:54

sorry, is his brother Abel know

38:00

his brother was also an angel

38:00

but got tormented by demons and

38:04

wanted to be killed because he

38:04

couldn't handle it. So

38:08

okay, go on go on. God

38:08

dammit Gina

38:11

It were insane to

38:11

there's so much okay, I'm going

38:13

to try so hard

38:14

to get Courtney

38:14

Savannah, we

38:16

gotta keep I'm so sorry.

38:16

Shit, okay, okay, okay, we're

38:19

going everyone strap in, shut

38:19

up, we're getting through it. So

38:23

he sends a cloud far away. He

38:23

takes Annabelle on him because

38:27

he couldn't apparently just

38:27

leave her. And an epic fight

38:31

ensues an epic fight where his

38:31

angels aren't able to get to him

38:35

in time. So they clip his wings,

38:35

and both of them just start

38:38

falling towards the ground.

38:40

That's the fight. That's

38:40

just an execution, he

38:43

takes out a good number

38:43

of them. Okay, and so on the way

38:47

down, they have this moment of

38:47

effect, we're gonna die, aren't

38:51

we? And he's like, Well, I might

38:51

be able to regenerate but you

38:53

definitely won't be able to. So

38:53

let's make it here. Now. I'm

38:57

going to give you the water of

38:57

life, which is the thing that

39:00

he's had that will help her

39:00

survive it because Sure. And so

39:06

he like gives it to her and

39:06

she's like, What the hell was

39:09

this flat and they hit the

39:09

ground.

39:13

And it's like the loon

39:13

water balloon she's like

39:23

she survives he loses a

39:23

lot of just accent

39:30

x&y

39:36

wrote back to The Night Circus

39:37

there found by another

39:37

angel and she's like trying to

39:40

protect him because the she

39:40

thinks demons are coming and

39:42

going to come to get them. I

39:42

didn't the angel is like, Nah, I

39:45

got this. I got to take them far

39:45

away from here. So he takes both

39:49

of them to this dude's house.

39:49

And Zach girl is alive. But his

39:54

body can't heal the extent of

39:54

the injuries that he has. So he

39:56

just keeps bleeding out over and

39:56

over again forever. Yeah, but

40:00

the angels like, okay, but

40:00

there's something I can do to

40:05

like, help him survive, but you

40:05

have to make a part. Are we

40:08

gonna have some board? Looks but

40:08

you have to make a bargain with

40:11

me and she's like, okay, fine,

40:11

I'll make a bargain. He's like,

40:14

Okay, I want you to keep them

40:14

out of heaven for a month. His

40:16

reasons, okay? She's like, okay,

40:16

so he disappears, to go get more

40:21

water of life. Yay. Yay after a

40:21

long time, and looks like hell,

40:26

because getting water of life is

40:26

apparently just held to go

40:28

through. And so he comes back

40:28

with the water of life, she

40:34

gives it to that girl and he

40:34

starts to heal again. So he's

40:37

able to actually fully heal.

40:37

Yay. Yay. And he basically says,

40:44

Okay, I know you made a bargain.

40:44

And I know you can't tell me

40:46

what your bargain is. But I also

40:46

know that demons are going to

40:49

start hunting you constantly and

40:49

I was really upset when I

40:52

thought you were going to die.

40:52

So I'm going to go with you and

40:54

help protect you and everything.

40:54

Wait, who says this to Zachary

40:58

says it to Annabelle? Oh, okay.

40:58

So he is aware she made a

41:01

bargain. And that's why he needs

41:01

to leave heaven for a month. And

41:05

he's like, Okay, fine. Sure.

41:05

Also, the leaving heaven for a

41:08

month thing doesn't matter. It

41:08

just happens. There is no

41:11

storyline reason why that

41:11

matters. I wonder

41:15

if it's if it's

41:15

important to another book, like

41:17

somebody tries to take over

41:17

heaven or something like that

41:20

to the character, the

41:20

angel that saved them, and like

41:23

goes to get the life again. And

41:23

so there's a storyline reason in

41:27

his story that it happens, but

41:27

by the end of the book, it

41:29

doesn't matter.

41:30

It's all okay. Okay.

41:30

It's just never explained. No.

41:33

Okay. Yeah, it

41:34

doesn't matter. It's

41:34

explained, it just doesn't

41:36

matter. So yeah, so they go and

41:36

fuck off to Earth. Um, and he

41:43

also wants to help her figure

41:43

out why, like,

41:46

the Steven was so in.

41:49

Oh, my God, why are you so into me?

41:51

Oh, you're so into me.

41:55

He also, there's been

41:55

some steamy parts in between

41:57

them, I guess. Like, there has

41:57

been there's been some steamy

42:01

bed where he's like, realizing

42:01

feelings kind of thing. And so

42:06

he takes her to New Zealand,

42:06

because that's a place. That's

42:10

and I mean, maybe he's really

42:10

into Lord of the Rings. Yes. And

42:14

takes her shopping because it's

42:14

not something she's like, have

42:16

been able to do in four years.

42:16

And he's never done. It's not a

42:19

romance novel without a shopping

42:19

bond. Because there's totally a

42:22

shopping montage. And there's

42:22

this weird scene with a cookie

42:27

and him licking her fingers and

42:27

it's a whole thing.

42:31

That is really weird.

42:31

Also, fingers are

42:34

on the finger. Thanks so much for

42:37

liking somebody don't

42:37

like fingers,

42:39

dude. Elbow touch only

42:39

elbows. Sexy elbow touch. Yeah,

42:47

so he takes her to the house of

42:47

an angel do that she's met

42:52

before that she really liked him

42:52

when she met this other angel

42:55

guy. Not the angel that saved

42:55

another eight. Yeah, she liked

43:01

him. Because she didn't like

43:01

Zack girl at first because that

43:03

girl has no emotions, and this

43:03

kind of a dick. So sacral takes

43:08

her to this other angels house

43:08

because he knows that this other

43:11

angel is into BDSM. And yeah. I

43:11

want to use any of the BDSM

43:19

stuff. He just wants to like

43:19

intimidate her for some reason.

43:23

It makes no sense. And hey,

43:23

dude, you fucked up. She just

43:30

got out of a mental institution

43:30

where she's been tied to beds.

43:34

She's not comfortable there. No,

43:34

no, no.

43:38

Oh, but also, why do you

43:38

go into like, medical scenario,

43:43

I get invited over to Christian

43:43

Gray's house apartment, he's not

43:47

immediately going to take me

43:47

into his play.

43:50

But he will be

43:50

immediately wearing his sex

43:52

jeans. Um, so. So that's a whole

43:52

there's so many things in this

43:56

book that happened that just

43:56

don't matter. So if one of those

43:59

things that comes up, just keep

43:59

going, we'll just roll it. Okay.

44:04

Make a bargain. So part of him

44:04

agreeing to go with her to Earth

44:08

for a month is like, hey, I want

44:08

to make my own bargain with you.

44:12

She's like, Okay, sure. So they

44:12

talk about it. And at first he's

44:15

like, I want you to make it with

44:15

me. And she's like, No, because

44:21

I'm not gonna do anything if there's even the remote possibility that I'm not doing

44:23

it in my 100% Free Well, props

44:27

very fair. Like okay, I guess

44:27

the solution to this

44:31

simple way away from the

44:31

King whole debacle. Right. The

44:34

whole free will but it's

44:34

important. So

44:37

the the his solution to

44:37

this is okay, whenever you want

44:41

to kiss me, you have to I guess

44:41

that's the rule. It's a rule

44:44

that happens again, it doesn't

44:44

matter. It just this is what's

44:48

happening. So she agrees Yep,

44:48

roll with it. We're keep

44:53

rolling. We're rolling along.

44:53

Alright, so after some downtime,

44:56

where he makes her a sandwich in

44:56

the sex room. She decides she

45:00

wants to kiss him for reasons.

45:03

Okay, so they're still

45:03

in the sex room talking about

45:06

their friends through sex

45:06

through but they don't even know

45:11

if it's clean or not. Okay,

45:13

so this goes poorly.

45:16

This goes poorly

45:18

because they start

45:18

making out it gets steamy. And

45:21

hey, Zachary has never made out

45:21

with someone before. So he

45:23

decides, yeah, I want more

45:23

because I don't know what all

45:26

these feelings in my jibley bits

45:26

are. And I want more of those

45:30

feelings. So he starts going

45:30

maybe a little too far. When

45:34

she's telling him to stop, and

45:34

he won't stop. And like he, she

45:40

starts fighting him. And he's

45:40

like, Oh, I fucked up and she's

45:44

panic. No kidding, Sherlock. And

45:44

she's panicking. So he like he

45:48

had ripped her shirt. And she's

45:48

like, so he has to like, put a

45:53

shirt on her again, I guess

45:53

before he can let her leave. And

45:56

so she runs away. And he follows

45:56

her invisibly to make sure she's

46:00

safe because he's realizing he

46:00

fucked up and wants to build

46:03

trust back again. Uh huh.

46:05

Yeah, that's how you build trust.

46:06

Yeah, following someone

46:06

without them knowing. So after a

46:12

Oh, so my notes I have she runs

46:12

away after an a salty kiss. Yay.

46:18

Salty. God,

46:19

I guess no, not assault

46:19

against a salty kiss

46:24

assault he kiss. So she

46:24

runs right into a horde of

46:28

demons that have found them as

46:28

you. And he's like as fuck

46:32

whoops. So they start fighting

46:32

them together. And then through

46:36

the magic of killing a lot of

46:36

demons. They start to build

46:39

their trust back and she had

46:39

raised agree. Yeah,

46:45

either kill demons or

46:45

you burn the wars.

46:47

It's the second stage.

46:47

Now they skip the first stage,

46:50

but not yet, they'll roll back to the first stage of the relationship. So figure out so

46:52

he takes her off again, to

46:56

another place, because I found

46:56

out at this point that the thing

47:00

that

47:00

maybe this cave wasn't a

47:00

good idea.

47:04

The sex cave was great.

47:04

I

47:07

think he should have

47:07

done a candle like deter, you

47:10

know, like, so

47:11

the thing that has been

47:11

stopping the demons from finding

47:14

her is people because it's

47:14

smell, I guess. So they need to

47:19

be more and more people. So this

47:19

time he takes her to a hotel

47:22

with people. So they go into

47:22

this hotel, to block her scent.

47:26

And they start kind of building

47:26

trust back or like he agrees

47:29

he's not going to touch her. And

47:29

he can only speak the truth. So

47:31

you know, it's true. And like,

47:31

all this stuff. Yeah. And so

47:37

he's like, I'm not going to do

47:37

anything until you're 100%

47:39

Ready, if you ever are ready

47:39

again. And it's totally fine.

47:41

And eventually, after some trust

47:41

building exercises, like trust

47:45

falls and stuff. She eventually

47:45

do they do trust falls in the

47:50

boattail. But he draws a bath

47:50

for her immediately after she

47:53

takes a shower, which was weird.

47:53

And they get clean enough.

48:01

That's apparently enough that

48:01

she wants to kiss him again. So

48:04

they kiss again. And this time,

48:04

it gets hansy and they make it

48:09

work like his arms around the

48:09

headboard and he's not allowed

48:12

to let go kind of thing. And

48:12

they do get off. So that's fun

48:17

first, in the first stage of the

48:17

relationship, yep. Oh, so good

48:22

news. We're into season five

48:22

now. Okay, bad news. There's a

48:26

couple things that happen that

48:26

do not matter. Again, weird and

48:32

are only there in order to tie

48:32

this back to other books,

48:34

specifically the lords of the

48:34

underworld books. So okay, we're

48:38

about to go on a sidebar to a

48:38

nightclub um, this book was

48:42

published in the early 2000s So

48:42

what would a romance novel from

48:46

the early 2000s be without some

48:46

leather daddy stuff so Zachary

48:49

dress up in a mesh tank top and

48:49

leather pants which I found

48:52

hysterical as they go to this

48:52

demon owned nightclub to try to

48:57

figure out who the demon is that

48:57

once Annabelle because reasons

49:02

I'm very curious

49:05

as to why this demon was

49:05

just like yeah, this 18 year old

49:07

chick I'm again

49:08

there. Yeah, there is a

49:08

reason. Um, so he basically like

49:13

this demon that owns the

49:13

nightclub is like I want her for

49:16

me and you're gonna come and

49:16

you're gonna just drop her off

49:18

and that's gonna so you're gonna

49:18

kidnap her for me? So he goes

49:23

and drops Annabelle off and then

49:23

just leaves and naturally Wait,

49:28

wait her, Zach. Yeah, and

49:28

naturally Oh, responses? What

49:33

are you doing? Like what are you

49:33

doing? I thought we left and

49:38

right. Turns out no, he had a

49:38

plan the whole time but he

49:41

didn't tell what the plan cuz

49:41

that's how it always happens and

49:43

some of the Lord and save her

49:43

and the entire thing. It's so

49:49

confusing because there's so

49:49

many people that are you haven't

49:52

read this other book series,

49:52

which is terrible and don't read

49:54

it. You don't know what's

49:58

least 50 books that that

49:58

book series. So read it.

50:03

So suffice it to say,

50:03

we're going to go all of this

50:07

down to he abuses her trust

50:07

again and is upset that she is

50:12

thought that he was going to

50:12

actually abandon her. I think

50:16

personally vich, please. Yeah,

50:16

we're just finger packed for the

50:19

first time and I still don't trust you

50:22

know, like you said,

50:22

None of this makes sense.

50:26

So does it it's awful.

50:27

I'm going keep going, Rachel.

50:28

So they go back to

50:28

another hotel and have more

50:31

steamy times where she's like,

50:31

You know what, you're right. I

50:34

shouldn't have not trusted you.

50:34

Which again, doesn't? No, no,

50:38

actually,

50:39

you shouldn't have

50:39

trusted him hurt his feelings.

50:42

So oh, we have another

50:44

angel feelings. And you

50:44

Oh, my God last Tuesday.

50:47

Right. But feelings. He

50:47

has so many feelings. He's so

50:51

sensitive. Um, and he's only

50:51

been sensitive for a week. So

50:58

we're gonna go on another

50:58

sidebar. So, yo dawg, I heard

51:02

you like sidebars. We're gonna

51:02

go on another sidebar in the

51:06

middle of sidebar. So you can

51:06

have sidebars in your sidebars

51:11

sidebar. So they go back to a

51:11

hotel and get steamy and then

51:16

they decide hey, you know who

51:16

also might know about all this

51:22

demon stuff your brother because

51:22

he didn't die that day. And

51:25

that's weird. So maybe that's I

51:25

think you're

51:30

carrying around an urn and

51:35

Annabel's brother nods

51:35

that girl from Seco brothers.

51:39

It's super dead

51:47

Okay, 800 pages.

51:53

Okay, so they go back

51:53

and her brother does not want to

51:59

see her again, obviously, there

51:59

and so they go back to find her

52:03

brother. And her brother opens

52:03

the door and

52:08

the demon inside him all

52:08

along and they just had to

52:10

believe

52:10

of, obviously, like

52:10

tweaking when he answers the

52:14

door. And Zachariah like your

52:14

brother will not talk to her

52:18

whatsoever. So Zachary was like

52:18

fine. We're gonna do this my way

52:21

and just disappears with her

52:21

brother, which is not sketchy.

52:25

No, yeah. Because I need a big

52:25

strong man to solve my problems.

52:29

And so Zach girl disappears with

52:29

a brother and she's just

52:33

casually going around her

52:33

brother's house as you do. And

52:36

all of a sudden someone shows up

52:36

at the house. And it's her

52:41

brother's girlfriend, who also

52:41

happens to be a woman that was

52:44

at the nightclub that had a

52:44

demon attached to her. So Nasus

52:50

rather, is dating a dude a demon

52:50

chick and has been for a while

52:55

and the demon chick recognizes

52:55

Annabelle and long story short,

52:59

she kills a girl Annabelle kills

52:59

the girl. Um, they get into a

53:04

gunfight essentially. And she

53:04

had one. No, it was her

53:10

brother's gun because reasons

53:10

also she's never shot a gun

53:13

before they're in a bathroom. So

53:13

now she has tinnitus. That

53:16

sucks. What's tonight in your

53:16

ears? Yeah, if your drums are

53:22

like, you know, still in one

53:22

piece, and she manages to kill a

53:26

chick with a gun that she's

53:26

never touched before because

53:28

she's never touched guns before.

53:28

Yeah, at least

53:31

she's in a place where

53:31

she can clean up the body pretty

53:34

easily. She's

53:34

not though because the cops have been watching her brother's house because she just

53:36

escaped from a mental

53:39

institution and they're afraid

53:39

she's going to go back to her

53:41

brothers.

53:41

Okay, okay, but she just

53:41

props on their way and now good.

53:45

Okay, well, where's the

53:45

boyfriend? Where's boyfriend?

53:48

Where it

53:49

goes up and brings her

53:49

away? By the way? She's been hot

53:52

in both shoulders at this point.

53:52

Oh, yeah, she killed the girl

53:55

after being shot in both

53:55

shoulders, but was still able to

53:57

raise the gun. It's fine. Roll

53:57

with you magic, Lucky magic and

54:02

adrenaline, I guess. Um, so

54:02

basically, they're in a motel

54:07

was that girl had taken her

54:07

brother? And her brother's like,

54:10

hey, Zach girl showed me all of

54:10

the demons and angels that are

54:13

real now so I believe you

54:13

didn't. And they learn from her

54:18

brother that the night before

54:18

her 18th birthday. He had a

54:21

friend come over and he brought

54:21

a way and way Bell book. Yeah,

54:32

we're getting into Satanic Panic

54:32

territory, baby.

54:39

So they summon a demon named

54:39

unforgiveness. Uh huh. And got

54:46

really high. And Apparently that

54:46

was enough to have Annabelle

54:52

become this demons consort. And

54:52

the reason her brother wouldn't

54:55

wake up the next morning was

54:55

because he was way too just

55:00

leaking out of his mind off of

55:00

one marijuana. So you know when

55:03

you do a marijuana you can't

55:03

wake up in the marijuana I'm

55:07

sorry half of a marijuana

55:07

because he shared it with his

55:11

friend

55:13

it's amazing also that

55:13

explains a lot of my high school

55:16

experience because my brother

55:16

was constantly high all the time

55:21

so I must be like a dozen views

55:21

Scott sorts they're all fighting

55:26

eyes up to the camera so

55:26

we can see the blue please.

55:30

Let's see. Oh god you're

55:30

possessed Yeah, no, it was all

55:37

her brother's fault and drugs

55:37

fault. Okay, so yeah, so they

55:42

learn who the demon is that once

55:42

Annabelle, basically. So, but

55:47

while this is happening, Zach

55:47

corral gets contacted by His

55:50

deity saying, hey, bitch, get

55:50

your ass back here. Demons are

55:55

attacking my temple. Come back

55:55

to heaven. Please. Save me. So

56:00

they got to be like alright,

56:00

sorry, brother. Bye have fun in

56:03

this motel. Also, we just killed

56:03

your girlfriend. Sorry bye III.

56:07

Don't go back to your house because there's cops there and please don't rat on your sister.

56:12

You're probably going to

56:12

get framed for murder by

56:15

Yeah, probably it was

56:15

his gun. Yeah. We never go back

56:20

to it so you never find out what

56:20

happened. Oh yeah, sidebars. So

56:25

now we're back in heaven. And

56:25

Zach girl shows up and he's

56:28

like, Okay, you cannot help me

56:28

with this battle because my

56:31

deity said it can just be me. So

56:31

I'm going to put you back in my

56:33

cloud. You should be safe.

56:33

That's fine. Savor

56:36

a cloud savor the cloud

56:39

with the urn. Hey,

56:39

cloud, come here. Boy. Come

56:42

here. So the cloud shows up with

56:42

the urn that it's been

56:45

protecting. And the black now

56:45

like always in black and sacral

56:51

thinks Yeah, this is fine and

56:51

just puts it in the cloud.

56:54

That's that's fine.

56:54

That's fine.

56:57

It's fine. It's probably

56:57

fine. Um, and gives her the urn

57:01

and is like protect this it's my

57:01

brother and then only

57:05

this urn is way more

57:05

important than you as a living

57:08

being

57:09

Yes, absolutely. Um, and

57:09

surprise the cloud wasn't safe

57:18

they were the demon

57:24

and the demon starts

57:24

doing weird stuff to Annabelle

57:29

to mess with her like she asked

57:29

the cloud for new clothes and

57:32

the demons like nope sexy devil

57:32

costume because why not reasons

57:37

and basically in the middle of

57:37

this fight like Zacher elegance

57:41

the other demons he looks over

57:41

and notices Hey, my black cloud

57:44

is disappearing and oh no a

57:44

demon fell out of it. I fucked

57:47

up no can we're okay and so he

57:47

like chases after this demon

57:54

that's fallen out of the cloud

57:54

thinking that it has Annabelle

57:57

and was like chasing after it

57:57

and this demon is like holding

58:00

another demon on its back and

58:00

it's his whole chase sequence

58:03

and it starts fighting this

58:03

demon and surprised the demon is

58:06

Annabelle. Annabelle was a demon

58:06

the whole time to turn into a

58:11

demon. And the reason she's

58:11

carrying this other demon which

58:14

is the one that was with her

58:14

like that attacker, is because

58:17

the demon somehow absorbed the

58:17

urn ashes. I don't know. Don't

58:21

question it. We're just gonna

58:21

skip over.

58:26

I don't know.

58:27

Okay, okay. Okay. Oh,

58:27

wait, she's gonna do it this

58:31

whole time.

58:32

So basically, this whole

58:32

like, not only is she the

58:36

concert of a demon, and zakra

58:36

realizes she's a demon and feels

58:39

terrible for like hurting her

58:39

and takes her back to another

58:42

hotel room to help her recover.

58:42

Because basically not only is

58:46

she a concert, but this we find

58:46

out now that this demon lord has

58:50

taken a bit of her soul and

58:50

replaced it with a bit of his

58:52

soul. So now whenever she gets

58:52

really bad emotions, she turns

58:57

into a demon. And also if you

58:57

kill her the other demon dies

59:01

and if the demon dies she dies.

59:01

So now

59:04

it's like a Harry Potter

59:04

Lord Voldemort kind of shake

59:07

up a little bit. So um,

59:07

she they have sex and she's

59:12

magically not a demon anymore

59:12

because she calms down. It's

59:16

only when she has bad emotions,

59:16

which is why she hasn't in the

59:18

past four years because

59:18

sedatives that's how that way

59:21

that's fine. Oh, that

59:21

was some kinky sex it well, she

59:24

wasn't full demon. She

59:24

was starting to become less

59:26

demon and a

59:27

fully fledged demon.

59:29

Gotcha. Oh, God. So So

59:29

basically, Zachary Oh, like

59:36

humbles himself before her

59:36

saying I'm so sorry. I hurt you

59:40

and holy self loathing Batman.

59:40

And she's like, that's okay. I

59:43

trust you. And then they do some

59:43

fuckin okay. Yeah. So after the

59:49

fucking and when I was writing

59:49

this notes, these notes I had to

59:52

go back to this book like 12

59:52

times to figure out when things

59:54

happen, right? Because I was

59:54

having the same brightline

59:57

right? Yeah. So um, if I'm wrong

59:57

I'm sorry, if you've read this

1:00:01

book and I'm wrong. This is all

1:00:01

happens in the book. It doesn't

1:00:04

matter when it happens, because

1:00:04

nothing matters in this milling.

1:00:07

So now there's another sidebar

1:00:07

with Fitz pervert where they go

1:00:10

and confront him and erase all

1:00:10

of the pictures of her that he

1:00:15

has. Because closure, I guess,

1:00:15

and then they leave again to

1:00:19

another hotel and they fuck

1:00:19

again. And this is where we also

1:00:23

learn that part of the reason

1:00:23

this urn is so important, is we

1:00:27

learn about why Zach girl had to

1:00:27

kill his brother. We also learn

1:00:32

the ZAP girl has this

1:00:35

book

1:00:36

800 pages. We have this

1:00:36

much left. That's it. We're

1:00:45

getting there. I swear to God,

1:00:45

one phone page. It's so close.

1:00:47

Okay, because let me go. Let me

1:00:47

go. So before we find out this

1:00:53

entire time, sacral has had this

1:00:53

black spot and his chest that's

1:00:56

been growing. It has been

1:00:56

referenced before I have not

1:00:59

referenced it because I'm a hack

1:00:59

and a fraud, but it's there. And

1:01:02

it's been growing. And Annabelle

1:01:02

is like okay, well, you finally

1:01:04

tell me what that is. And he's

1:01:04

like, oh, yeah, when my brother

1:01:07

died, I thought I could never

1:01:07

love again. So I ripped out part

1:01:09

of my soul and put it in this

1:01:09

urn, and now I'm gonna die. Yay.

1:01:14

So she's like, why? You're

1:01:14

dying. He's like, Yeah, I'm

1:01:18

dying. But I love you, but I'm

1:01:18

dying. And she's like, well go

1:01:22

ask your deity for help. And

1:01:22

he's like, No, I can't do that.

1:01:27

She's a bitch. Do it. And so he

1:01:27

does it. That's how he leaves

1:01:31

the hotel room and she's by

1:01:31

herself in a hotel room now.

1:01:34

Okay. Okay, go on. Great. Guess

1:01:34

who finds her in this hotel

1:01:39

room, Demon Lord, unforgiveness.

1:01:39

Yay. The while that girl is

1:01:45

having a great conversation with

1:01:45

his deity who's like, Hey, have

1:01:48

you learned your lesson yet? I think you've learned

1:01:52

that you need to talk to

1:01:52

our Lord and Savior Jesus,

1:01:57

to hear about our Lord

1:01:57

and Savior. So, oh, don't worry.

1:02:01

Throughout all this book, Gina

1:02:01

has fully fleshed out the entire

1:02:05

Hierarchy of Heaven. I'm not

1:02:05

going into it, but it is flushed

1:02:09

out when the boy what hell? So

1:02:09

the deity is like, you've

1:02:13

learned a lesson, but I don't

1:02:13

think you've learned enough of a

1:02:16

lesson. So I'm going to give you

1:02:16

the option to save yourself and

1:02:21

also either Annabelle or your

1:02:21

brother. Because surprise, he's

1:02:25

not dead. And he's exactly

1:02:25

right. She's like, he's like,

1:02:32

What do you mean, he's not dead?

1:02:32

He's like, here, let me show you

1:02:35

on my giant like big screen TV

1:02:35

and a TV pops up and he can

1:02:39

watch Annabelle and

1:02:39

unforgiveness fighting each

1:02:42

other. Because unforgiveness is

1:02:42

the corrupted soul of his

1:02:47

brother. And Annabelle has

1:02:47

always been Zachary's soulmate,

1:02:52

so that's why unforgiveness was

1:02:52

like I want to get back at that

1:02:55

bastard so he took Annabelle

1:02:55

Sure. Every every every so Zack

1:03:04

girl is forced to watch

1:03:04

unforgiveness try to kill

1:03:07

Annabelle and Annabelle tried to

1:03:07

kill unforgiveness. And she

1:03:11

realizes Oh shit, this is that

1:03:11

girl's brother, somehow. Well,

1:03:15

no, unforgiveness tells her

1:03:15

that's why Oh, and but there's

1:03:18

still a clear part of this plot.

1:03:18

Yeah. And so unforgiveness ends

1:03:23

up dying because another angel

1:03:23

Angel kills him because reason

1:03:27

Oh, and because of that

1:03:27

Annabelle is dying. And so

1:03:30

finally Zachary is able to go

1:03:30

back to Annabelle side as she

1:03:36

lives dying and decides I'm

1:03:36

going to save her because I

1:03:39

still have that choice. So he

1:03:39

saves Annabelle instead of his

1:03:43

brother, because fuck you,

1:03:43

brother. Well, and brother,

1:03:46

he also believed that

1:03:46

his brother was already dead and

1:03:49

his brother is a was had become

1:03:49

like a demon. So that's fair.

1:03:53

And it was that girl's fault that his brother was a demon to Oh, that's fun. Yeah.

1:03:55

And somehow this teaches him a

1:03:58

lesson from his deity. So he

1:03:58

says Annabelle and now Annabel's

1:04:02

eyes are back to normal, they're

1:04:02

now gold again, instead of

1:04:05

silver, or sorry, blue. And now

1:04:05

instead of having a penis of a

1:04:11

demon inside of her, she has a

1:04:11

piece of an angel inside of her

1:04:14

and now they're both immortal.

1:04:14

And every time she gets really

1:04:16

happy, she turns into angel

1:04:16

wings. Instead of being upset

1:04:20

and turning into a demon, she

1:04:20

gets happy and turns into an

1:04:23

angel. And yes, that does come

1:04:23

up during sex. Sure.

1:04:29

Okay, cool. V, and maybe

1:04:29

at the end?

1:04:34

No, probably gonna

1:04:34

happen later. But right, that's

1:04:39

that was 800 pages. And you

1:04:39

could it's almost like a choose

1:04:42

your own adventure, because any of those subplots could have happened at any point and it

1:04:44

wouldn't have mattered.

1:04:47

Oh, she was really funny

1:04:47

too, because she's like, No,

1:04:51

don't smoke that D butter and I

1:04:51

was like the only way you could

1:04:54

have come up with this plot out

1:04:54

like smoke dank demon or

1:04:59

the sad thing is I would

1:04:59

like to specify the demon arm

1:05:01

episode was not by Gina show it

1:05:01

was not. It is definitely a

1:05:05

reoccurring theme because

1:05:05

throughout this entire book it's

1:05:08

Hey, drugs are bad drugs are the

1:05:08

devil and will make you go to

1:05:11

hell, if you do a single

1:05:11

marijuana, which like I did a

1:05:15

marijuana and I became like half

1:05:15

gay so overall, she's just like

1:05:21

took it a little bit farther.

1:05:21

The second marijuana is made

1:05:25

what made me want to start

1:05:25

spreading the gay agenda so you

1:05:29

know, that's fine, but I haven't

1:05:29

murdered anyone yet.

1:05:32

So not yet. Yeah, yeah,

1:05:32

not yet. Yeah,

1:05:35

yeah. So hey, Gina,

1:05:35

how's it going? But i Oh, my

1:05:43

God, like twice. There was so

1:05:43

much that happened. And I'm so

1:05:48

sorry. We had to speed through

1:05:48

it. But it was 800 God damn

1:05:51

pages. It's

1:05:53

that's mine too is that

1:05:53

it's a it's so long. And the nip

1:05:57

King was not that long. The Nim

1:05:57

King was maybe two pages may

1:06:01

don't, you could take

1:06:01

out half of it. And it would

1:06:04

make just as much sense. Well, yeah,

1:06:06

that's a demon or but

1:06:06

she's smoking. Yeah,

1:06:08

it's crazy. It's so

1:06:08

crazy. So there was just so many

1:06:12

overarching themes of like, God

1:06:12

is good. And demons are bad and

1:06:17

drugs are bad and faith and that

1:06:17

I couldn't even get into like,

1:06:21

there's this whole thing of

1:06:21

like, like, I don't know, the

1:06:25

hierarchy of of heaven. There's

1:06:25

a whole subplot where a sacral

1:06:31

apparently has mood wings, like

1:06:31

a mood ring, but wings. So when

1:06:34

his deity is upset with him,

1:06:34

they snow and when he's happy

1:06:37

they turn cold

1:06:38

because reads okay, but

1:06:38

let's go in. That's great. Okay,

1:06:42

yeah,

1:06:42

let's, there's so much I

1:06:42

can't even y'all read it

1:06:45

yourself. We might, I might

1:06:45

honestly make a blog posts just

1:06:48

about my thoughts on this book,

1:06:48

because there's so many that I

1:06:51

don't have time to go into. So

1:06:51

keep an eye out for a blog post.

1:06:55

And you will get more analysis.

1:06:55

So ratings. Okay, so our girl

1:07:02

Annabelle, I don't, I just, I

1:07:02

don't know anything about her. I

1:07:09

know, stuff about that happened

1:07:09

to her. But she doesn't have a

1:07:13

personality. Her personality is

1:07:13

I won't be put in a cage again.

1:07:17

And that's it. And then she puts

1:07:17

herself in a cage again. Why? So

1:07:24

to to make makes no sense. Zach

1:07:24

girls entire personality, his

1:07:28

feelings. So he's a two.

1:07:31

He only got them on

1:07:31

Tuesday, we've talked about and

1:07:35

that's he didn't have a

1:07:35

personality before that. He got

1:07:38

a personality on Tuesday. And

1:07:38

that's all his personality. To

1:07:43

be very hasn't had that long to

1:07:43

develop it. But uh, yeah, so,

1:07:47

too. Um, and the only reason

1:07:47

it's two is because like, it

1:07:50

wasn't like, like one and a

1:07:50

half, two for both of them. I

1:07:53

would say it wasn't great. And

1:07:53

then smite was oh, I have

1:07:58

thoughts on the spot. It was I

1:07:58

learned I had to go to a

1:08:01

dictionary for the smart. Oh, I

1:08:01

learned new words during the

1:08:05

Smart Stick around. Yeah, um, so

1:08:05

that was like, a one and a half

1:08:12

and, and now maybe to it. And

1:08:12

then the plot a one? Because

1:08:19

there wasn't one. It didn't make

1:08:19

any sense. There was like 12

1:08:24

plots, and none of them needed

1:08:24

to be there. None of them. Why

1:08:30

Gina?

1:08:31

Why? I think that this

1:08:31

book wasn't bad. When we started

1:08:34

recording.

1:08:35

There's no I didn't see

1:08:35

it. I didn't say it wasn't bad.

1:08:38

I meant it wasn't so

1:08:38

problematic. Like the movie that

1:08:41

you're about to do is going to

1:08:41

be or has been, I don't remember

1:08:44

what's coming up first time is

1:08:44

an illusion. Okay, time is

1:08:48

problematic. It's just bad.

1:08:48

Okay, so overall, I don't know,

1:08:51

I'd give a solid like a three,

1:08:51

three and a half. It was so bad.

1:08:56

Yeah, like written, badly written?

1:08:58

Not much. Not a very

1:08:58

good writer. I had that in my

1:09:01

notes for the book that I was

1:09:01

going to do that her dialogue

1:09:04

makes no sense. Her dialogue.

1:09:04

Hard to understand. Yeah. And

1:09:10

the way that people speak is

1:09:10

just like, so strange, not the

1:09:15

way that people actually talk to

1:09:15

one another. Like in real life

1:09:19

this listeners if this

1:09:19

didn't make sense to you, it's

1:09:22

because it didn't make sense. Doesn't

1:09:23

make

1:09:24

sense. Okay. Now, like I

1:09:24

said, I will write a blog post

1:09:28

that'll come out in like a week

1:09:28

that will go into some more

1:09:33

detail on some of the things

1:09:33

that I had no time to get into,

1:09:36

because 800 Goddamn pages.

1:09:38

Alright, so let's set

1:09:38

Savannah free. And this.

1:09:42

Yeah, well, real quick.

1:09:42

What? What, uh, well, what's I

1:09:48

even consuming anything? Oh, I

1:09:48

have an important thing that I

1:09:51

was consuming. First. We watched

1:09:51

Hamilton

1:09:54

last night. My name is

1:09:54

Alexander Hamilton.

1:09:58

I had never listened to

1:09:58

or seen it?

1:10:01

Yeah, check soon. Yeah,

1:10:01

it was so good. I haven't seen

1:10:06

the stage. But yeah, I was

1:10:06

supposed to watch it last night

1:10:08

actually, too. But um, yeah, I

1:10:10

think it is phenomenal.

1:10:10

Yeah. Now, my thing is, so the

1:10:14

reason I spent so long, like

1:10:14

before I watch or listen to it

1:10:17

is because I have a little bit

1:10:17

of a contrarian heart in me. And

1:10:22

I wanted to wait till like, the

1:10:22

main initial hype was over, so

1:10:25

that I could just like, enjoy it

1:10:25

without saying, Oh, I watched

1:10:28

Hamilton and getting 12 people

1:10:28

going, and like tackling me

1:10:32

about it. And I did. And now I

1:10:32

totally understand why it's so

1:10:37

good. And the hype, it was real

1:10:37

good. So I felt like I had to

1:10:40

say that because a couple weeks

1:10:40

ago, we recorded one that was

1:10:43

just all Hamilton references.

1:10:46

And it was my fault. It was

1:10:48

so worth it. Yeah. Hey,

1:10:48

listeners, I'm so sorry. Thank

1:10:55

you for hanging on through that.

1:10:55

Episode. I know. But this one

1:11:00

was, like, I hope it made sense.

1:11:00

I really do. And I don't think

1:11:05

it did. And that's the sad part.

1:11:08

No, I did the best you

1:11:08

could there was no, there was no

1:11:12

way to make that make sense.

1:11:12

Like they're just because the

1:11:15

plot points just like they don't

1:11:15

hold each other together. They

1:11:18

don't it's like an equation. No,

1:11:18

it's like two plus two equals

1:11:21

five. This is not, this is not

1:11:21

compute.

1:11:26

Yeah. All right. So hey,

1:11:26

alien area. Thanks for the use

1:11:30

of your song, a love of the

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album be held. And I know I say

1:11:32

it every time but I'm sorry that

1:11:32

you have to represent a book

1:11:35

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