Departures are never easy, but this one is unique. Felisa has one more goodbye to make.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism----End song from SoundslikeanEarful.com----https://www.miscellanymedia.online/hugot-podcastingTwitter: @h
Well, it happened. Felisa and her mother spoke. Now it's time to report the aftermath.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism. Episode specific CW for parental dysfunction and referenced suicide ideation----End song from SoundslikeanEarf
Felisa is up late, late enough to see an email come in from the other side of the world. And awake enough to understand what the answer means. For better or worse.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism.----End song from SoundslikeanEarf
Felisa's mother is still not home. She's not even nearby. And she prepares for a conversation she'd rather avoid, Felisa spells out the key difference between the two women.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism. In this episode, it's par
Felisa is waiting for her reckoning, waiting to answer for her choices. For now, though, she's facing the bookshelf that started it all and a few steps before that.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism----End song from SoundslikeanEarf
Regardless of what happened, Felisa has returned changed. Accepting this new road, or what that brings, is where the uncertainty lies.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism----End song from SoundslikeanEarful.com----https://www.miscel
Felisa thinks therefore she is...? Actually, she's transcended that. But that won't make it any easier.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism----End song from SoundslikeanEarful.com----https://www.miscellanymedia.online/hugot-podcasting
Felisa has reached a destination, not that she knows the details.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism, this episode brings it up to suicidal ideation; specific episode warning for a very poor and unadvisable decision----Sound Effects fr
The first in a backlog of recordings Felisa's professor will get in one batch. Because Felisa is losing access to WiFi out on the road. At a bad time and on a bad quest, you could say. She even says. But she does it anyway.CW: general show-w
Editor's Note: Apologies that this episode is late. We had a feline emergency at the studio headquarters, as it were. Baby Boy Minx should be hope in a few hours.Felisa should be resting, but true to character, she isn't. She's scared. But t
It almost sounds like a bad riddle. What do a French musical protagonist and Felisa have in common? It probably should be nothing, but maybe Felisa is more desperate for something to ground herself to than you think.CW: general show-wide war
Felisa wants things to get better. She always has, but to map out a road like that is hard. Felisa may think she knows the first step, but that certainly doesn't mean she can take it.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism; episode specific
Some conflicts may be behind her, but there's potentially another on the horizon. But hey, it's nothing Felisa isn't used to. There are ups and downs. It's the ability to change that's a bit lost on her.CW: general show-wide warning for ableis
Another round of conflicts has Felisa exhausted, particularly because this one came with a few more realizations than any one person in her situation can handle.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism; episode specific warning for parent/chi
While it's only be a few hours since her last message, Felisa is once again exhausted. A string of conflicts and potentially bad ideas will do that to someone.CW: general show-wide warning for ableism----Sound Effects from Freesound.orgEnd
The official investigation seems to be ending or is over, but for Felisa, this is still the beginning of the gradual unraveling of it all. She doesn't know what happened, and it seems like no clue is helping. But talking might.CW: general show
Knowing she needs support, Felisa's professor tries to be comforting, but--as Felisa points out--one person can only go so far.CW: for dysfunctional families; strong warning for ableismNOW WITH A MERCH STORE - https://teespring.com/stores
Felisa's life in the aftermath of a brief disappearance is unclear. Everyone wants to know what happened, but as the one person who does, Felisa is worried she can't make sense of it. Cue her old coping mechanisms.CW: for dysfunctional familie
Technical issues were bound to happen, but it happened with the recording Felisa was most desperate to share.CW: for dysfunctional families; parental abuse - emotional/mentalNOW WITH A MERCH STORE - https://teespring.com/stores/hugot-podc
Learning how to walk again wasn't the first time Felisa had to adapt to less than ideal circumstances. She's been doing this twisting and adjusting for a while. Not that she should have to. Even she knows that.CW: for dysfunctional families;
Research might seem like a virtue, but it isn't always. Felisa tries to piece together what her 'cousin' was telling her, but it's not the sort of answer she's used to.CW: for dysfunctional familiesNOW WITH A MERCH STORE - https://teespri
For all of Felisa's insecurities, she can finally see what a terrible family visit really entails. She does get something else: a lead. And a reason or two to be afraid.CW: for dysfunctional familiesNOW WITH A MERCH STORE - https://teespr
Felisa's mom might bulldoze over her emotional well being sometimes, but occasionally it works out. In this case, Felisa finds out part of her Grandfather's story that she wasn't meant to know.CW: for dysfunctional parent/child relationship,
Felisa has so much to say. She always does. Wasn't it inevitable that she would snap and let it all out at once?CW: for ableism, particularly internalized ableism; more mentions of the accident----Sound Effects from Freesound.orgEnd song
Before they hit the road, Felisa has a report to make: about a conversation she had and all the questions it couldn't answer.CW: for ableism, particularly internalized ableism; insecurity after a traumatic injury----Sound Effects from Free