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0:06
Come on, pick up
0:08
already. Hey, it's Brian.
0:10
Don't leave me a
0:13
message. Just text me.
0:15
Brian, can you just...
0:18
Just pick up the
0:20
phone. I've called you
0:22
a dozen times now
0:24
and likely sent
0:26
50 texts. We have
0:28
to talk. What the
0:30
hell, Brian? What am
0:32
I supposed to do now?
1:01
Hi, do you have an appointment?
1:04
No, I'm looking for Brienne.
1:06
Brienne Scanlon? She works here.
1:08
You're not some crazy ex-boyfriend
1:11
or anything, are you? Definitely not.
1:13
Her father and I have been trying
1:16
to get a hold of her, and
1:18
well, we're worried about her. Well, I'm
1:20
sorry, but I can't help you. Look,
1:22
I really need to talk to
1:24
her. Not to sound too
1:26
dramatic, but it's kind of
1:28
a life-or-death-or-death thing. I mean I
1:30
can't help you. As in, I don't
1:33
know where Brienne is. She's missed our
1:35
last two shifts. No call, no show.
1:37
Oh, shit. You're telling me. Now I'm
1:39
sorry, but like I just said,
1:42
we're short-staffed, so unless that life
1:44
or death thing you have going
1:47
on is something this hospital can
1:49
help with, I'm going to have
1:51
to ask you to leave. Right. Sorry.
2:06
Were you followed? No, I...
2:08
Who the hell are you?
2:11
Who else knew you were
2:13
meeting here? I... I don't
2:15
understand. Oh my God. I
2:17
know Anderson gave you my
2:20
journals. By now you know
2:22
I haven't exactly lived a
2:24
normal life or... death. One
2:27
day, I'll explain this in
2:29
more detail, but for now,
2:31
just... No, it's me. If
2:34
it helps, you can call
2:36
me Joe. Joe Foy. I
2:38
guess I can see it.
2:41
It's just unexpected. Sure. But
2:43
is this really any stranger
2:45
than anything else you've read
2:47
about or experienced? Plus, look
2:50
at the time we're living
2:52
in. If anything, this is
2:54
the normal thing. I guess
2:57
aside from the cause. Well,
2:59
I can't argue with that.
3:01
But back to what you
3:04
were saying. How the hell
3:06
should I know if I
3:08
was followed? Hmm. Well, it's
3:10
too late now, if you
3:13
were. Lots of eyes around
3:15
lately, you know? Yeah, I
3:17
guess. Look, thanks for meeting
3:20
me, Joe. I'm trying to
3:22
track down Brian and wanted
3:24
to know if you could
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help me. She's avoiding you
3:29
now? More like she's avoiding
3:31
everyone. Ron and me? Neither
3:33
of us can get a
3:36
hold of her. Her car
3:38
is in her apartment and
3:40
she's been missing shifts at
3:43
work. I'm... I need to
3:45
talk to her. About your
3:47
boy? Among other things, yes.
3:50
Hmm. How long do you
3:52
think before those ducklings are
3:54
done with Mama and Papa
3:57
Duck? What? How would I...
4:00
Why would I give a shit?
4:02
You're right. There's other things on
4:04
your mind. My point is that
4:06
just because someone may disappear
4:08
from your life, it doesn't
4:11
mean that's not what's best.
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Sometimes it just means they're strong
4:15
enough to be on their own.
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And that they need to be
4:19
on their own. That's not what
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I... I need to talk to
4:24
Brianne, Joe. Maybe this is more
4:26
about me. What are you talking
4:28
about? I saw Brian last week,
4:30
and that was the last
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time I spoke to her.
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You... What did you speak
4:37
with her about? I've been
4:40
seeing her every week, Jeremy.
4:42
Ever since my grandson kidnapped
4:44
your son. Judging by your
4:47
reaction, I'm assuming Brian didn't
4:49
tell you. Perhaps she had
4:51
her reasons, but... Based on
4:54
the urgency in your soul,
4:56
it might behoove you to
4:58
know. To know what? Joe,
5:01
just tell me. I've been
5:03
training her, teaching her to
5:05
strengthen her mind. She's naturally
5:08
strong, perhaps one of the
5:10
strongest people I've ever known.
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With only a modicum of training,
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Malcolm wouldn't have stood a chance
5:17
against her. So, that's what I
5:20
spoke with her about. How does
5:22
that work? I think your life
5:24
is... Better for not knowing how
5:27
to go down the path Brian
5:29
is taking There are too many
5:31
people depending on you right now.
5:34
What are you? Are you saying
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she's going to hurt herself? No,
5:38
but anyone with as much power
5:41
as hers is going to attract
5:43
a lot of attention from
5:45
a lot of people You
5:47
have too many people they
5:49
can use to get to you.
5:51
Sure, Brian has wrong, but
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He's been playing this game
5:55
for long enough to survive Plus
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I'm not sure if You
6:00
have the Constitution for all
6:02
this. Are you sure Brienne
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does? What do you mean?
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These powers. I've
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read a lot of papers about people with
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abilities. I've encountered a
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number of them now too. But
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I've yet to run across anyone with
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abilities who is using their power
6:19
to save lives. Power
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is an interesting word,
6:25
don't you think? I
6:29
mean, what comes to mind when
6:31
you hear it? Lightning?
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A president?
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A bodybuilder? I
6:38
think it boils down to influence.
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Motion, if you will.
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Or rather, the
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ability to move things.
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And what is more powerful of
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all the things that can be
6:53
moved than the power to move
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hearts, minds, and souls? Imagine
6:59
fighting an entire war with nothing
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but a thought. I only have so
7:03
little blood on my hands because it
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has been spilled on the hands of
7:08
those I've moved. Perhaps
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you're right, Jeremy. Perhaps
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power directly
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destroys. But
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I take refuge in the lives that
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have been spared for the ones who
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I have harmed, whether
7:29
that was directly or
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otherwise. Frankly,
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that's what I'm worried about. I
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don't know that the ends always
7:38
justify the means. I've been around
7:40
longer than I should have, Jeremy. Sometimes
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I'm inclined to agree. Other
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times... Other times I know
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that in the scales of
7:54
the universe, I've done right.
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I just want to know
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my son is... safe. There's something
8:01
coming and I'll do anything
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to protect my son through
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all of it. I don't
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care what the cost is.
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Back in that room, if
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it had been your son
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who was going to kick
8:17
off this whole ritual, would
8:20
you have pulled the trigger?
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It wasn't my son. No.
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No, it wasn't. Just something
8:27
to think about Jeremy. I'll
8:31
be off now,
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but I'll let
8:35
you know if
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I hear from
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Brian. Thanks, I
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guess. I can't
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even ask Brian
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why she told
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me what she
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did, because I
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can't find her.
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I thought I
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knew her. I
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considered her not
8:59
only an ally
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in this whole
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hydra shit, but
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also a friend.
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She's helped me
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and my wife
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take care of
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Chris. I didn't
9:15
think... I mean,
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she literally saves
9:19
lives for a
9:21
living. I can't
9:23
imagine her killing
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anyone. And yet...
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What else am I
9:30
supposed to think? And
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if she did kill
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him, is she... What
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about the other hosts
9:39
who have been killed?
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Ashley, what's her face?
9:43
That was incredibly violent.
9:45
Was that the power
9:47
that Joe Foy was
9:49
talking about? Tearing a
9:51
person from limb to
9:53
limb? It's inhuman. It's
9:55
inhuman. I can't believe
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that this is Brienne.
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I just, I can't.
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And if it is,
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to what end? The
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entity doesn't stop unless
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all the hosts are
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dead. All of them.
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And if it comes
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down to, to that,
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or to my son,
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I won't let anything
10:24
hurt him, ever
10:26
again. I
10:28
just wish she would talk to me.
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I'm rambling again. There's nothing
10:33
I can do right now.
10:35
Before Anderson dropped that bombshell
10:37
on me, I'd been trying to come
10:40
at this from a slightly
10:42
different angle. Instead of
10:44
reactively searching for people's
10:47
names in the papers after
10:49
they turned up dead, I'm
10:51
trying to find the next
10:53
host, the next so-called divine
10:55
acalyte. The last paper with
10:57
Thomas Strong named someone else,
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Erica Daniels. I searched the papers
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for anywhere else that the name
11:04
appeared, and so far I've found
11:06
one other instance. It was written
11:08
on a flash drive in permanent
11:10
marker. I reached out to Anderson
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for help with it, since I've
11:15
been made aware that inserting random
11:17
flash drives and SD cards into
11:19
my personal computer may not be
11:22
the wisest thing I've ever done.
11:25
Someone in IT at the
11:27
Sheriff's Department verified there was no
11:30
virus or anything on it. Just
11:32
a normal text document and
11:34
a video file. The text document seems
11:36
to be a post-analysis report
11:38
on the video, written by
11:40
the superior of the doctor
11:43
in the video. It will hopefully make
11:45
sense once you've heard it all. So
11:47
I'll go ahead and play the video
11:49
for you now. For most of it,
11:51
there's just two people sitting in
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metal folding chairs. facing each other
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in a blank room. There's a
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man, probably in his fort. wearing
12:00
a lab coat, and a girl
12:02
somewhere around the age of 15,
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I'm guessing. That's Erica.
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Anything else I haven't
12:10
described? Well, it's probably
12:12
best you can only hear
12:14
the audio. This isn't for
12:17
the faint of heart,
12:19
and listener discretion is
12:21
advised. Hello, Erica. You
12:23
don't know me, but I'm
12:25
Dr. Linton. Over the next
12:27
several weeks, I'll be meeting
12:30
with you to go over
12:32
a series of questions. Why?
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Well, as you undoubtedly know
12:36
by now, you possess skills
12:38
and abilities that many of
12:40
your peers don't. The date
12:42
you provide helps us to
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understand why that is, and
12:46
we may be able to
12:48
use that information to help
12:50
other people. What about me? Do
12:53
you not feel that your needs
12:55
are being met? Needs. And how
12:57
do you define needs? Well, we
12:59
provide your essential needs. Air,
13:02
food, water, shelter, clothing, and
13:04
a place to sleep. Mazzlow,
13:06
right? Yeah, I've read that one.
13:08
I seem to recall there being
13:10
a bit more to that hierarchy
13:13
than just one layer. How do
13:15
you think that list was
13:17
developed? By giving people
13:19
everything they want? How the
13:21
hell should I know? And what is
13:23
even your point? My point is
13:25
that you don't know what you
13:28
need until you need it. Until
13:30
then, at best, it's a want,
13:32
not a need. That must make
13:34
your job way easier if you
13:37
can just dismiss what I
13:39
need so quickly. I'm not...
13:41
Erica, let's start over. What
13:43
do you feel like you
13:45
need that is not currently
13:47
being provided? Oh, no, no, doctor.
13:50
Now I'm much more interested in
13:52
what you need. Or want? If
13:54
you don't know it's a need,
13:56
in fact, maybe that was the
13:58
better question all along. What
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do you want, Doctor? Well,
14:03
right now, I'd like for
14:05
you to answer my questions.
14:07
Oh, you don't seem to
14:09
want it all that bad. I
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assure you, I do. No.
14:14
You doctor types don't know
14:16
what it means to want
14:18
something bad. You don't
14:20
know me? You're right. I'll
14:22
tell you what, Doc. I
14:25
have a deal for you.
14:27
An answer for an answer.
14:29
How's that sound? So you'll
14:31
answer my questions. For
14:33
the low low price of it
14:35
answers to one of mine. Yeah.
14:37
Very well. First question,
14:39
please describe your... Where
14:41
are your manners, doctor? I
14:43
get the first question. What
14:46
do you mean when you
14:48
say you want something? Like,
14:50
really, want something. What does...
14:52
Well, it means that there
14:54
is something that would bring
14:57
me satisfaction or... Pleasure of
14:59
some kind, I suppose. Holy
15:02
shit, that might be
15:04
the most boring answer
15:06
ever. Do you have
15:08
a life outside of
15:10
this at all, Doc?
15:12
It's my turn to
15:14
ask a question, Erica.
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Please describe your dream
15:18
last night to the
15:20
best of your
15:22
recollection. Might... Okay. Sure. Why
15:25
not? Um... I drowned. Oh,
15:27
let's see. I was walking
15:29
around the halls here, except
15:31
instead of linoleum, it was
15:33
grass in the ground. I
15:35
kept trying to get people
15:38
to talk to me. I
15:40
went up to every window
15:42
and every door, but nobody
15:44
would say anything. And then,
15:46
when they opened their mouths, it
15:48
wasn't right. How do you mean?
15:51
At first glance, it seemed
15:53
normal. They had their teeth
15:55
and gums and... Yeah. But
15:58
after that. There
16:00
was no tongue or that dangly
16:03
thing at the back of your
16:05
throat or or a throat well
16:07
Not one that made sense. There
16:10
wasn't like a wall at the
16:12
back or anything It was just
16:14
this fleshy hole that kept going
16:17
and going in a direction that
16:19
didn't match their bodies The dimensions
16:21
didn't make sense so all they
16:24
could do was open and close
16:26
their mouth No tongue so No
16:28
words. It was like their
16:31
bodies weren't real. They just
16:33
dangled from the thing that
16:35
was opening up to form
16:37
a mouth on their face. And
16:39
how did that make you feel?
16:42
By my count, that's your
16:44
third question, since we struck
16:46
our deal. And you've only
16:48
answered one. What's the most
16:51
you've ever wanted something, doctor?
16:53
Well, uh... Let's see. Uh... I'm
16:55
up for a promotion right now
16:58
and it'd be a real
17:00
bullshit. That's not remotely
17:02
close to the most
17:05
you've ever wanted something.
17:07
That's almost at the top
17:09
of the hierarchy crew in it.
17:11
Well, okay. When I was 19,
17:14
there was this girl that I,
17:16
well I, I talked to her
17:18
nearly every day. We had a
17:20
class together and I, we really
17:22
hit it off. We really hit
17:25
it off. Over time I... uh...
17:27
wrong... answer. Closer to the
17:29
core, but... still way off,
17:31
Doc. Oh, okay. When I
17:33
was nine years old, I
17:36
decided to steal beer
17:38
from the gas station.
17:40
Doctor? Why? Because
17:42
my, uh... my father, he...
17:44
he always drank beer. And...
17:46
and every time he drank,
17:49
he... he'd be so angry
17:51
with me. No matter what
17:53
I did. I thought it
17:55
was because he saw me
17:57
as different than him because
17:59
he He became a different
18:01
person when he drank. So
18:04
I figured if I drank
18:06
two, I'd be like him.
18:08
And he wouldn't be so
18:10
mad. He wouldn't be so
18:13
mad. I wouldn't have to
18:15
worry if the lock on
18:17
my door. would hold or
18:19
if I get dragged out
18:22
of the house and forced
18:24
to sleep in the front
18:26
yard. We're getting closer but
18:28
I still don't think you've
18:31
answered my question. It didn't
18:33
work. He thought it was
18:35
real hoot for a couple
18:37
minutes. Then he just got
18:40
angry again like always. Well,
18:42
not like always. He pinched
18:44
my nose and started... pouring
18:46
the cheap booze in my
18:49
mouth. At first I tried
18:51
to drink it, but it
18:53
burned, you know, and I
18:55
choked. Then I was coughing
18:58
it up, but there was
19:00
only so much air in
19:02
my lungs to cough out,
19:04
and he was pinching my
19:07
nose shut to force me
19:09
to drink, and he just
19:11
wouldn't let up. He wouldn't
19:13
let me breathe. There we
19:16
go. Air. Now, this next
19:18
thing I say isn't a
19:20
question. Because I'm not a
19:22
cheat like you doctor Think
19:25
about how that felt how
19:27
bad you wanted to breathe
19:29
Live in that moment again
19:31
and remember as everything else
19:34
leaves your mind Except for
19:36
that singular desire Oh god
19:38
now think about those keys
19:40
I heard jingling in your
19:43
pocket when you walked in
19:45
here I know they don't
19:47
let you carry sharp objects
19:49
in here, so I'm guessing
19:52
that's the sharpest thing you
19:54
have on you. It's not...
19:56
a question, you don't have
19:58
to answer. Now, think about
20:01
how much you want to
20:03
take one of your keys
20:05
in one hand, grab the
20:07
tip of your tongue in
20:10
the other, and use that
20:12
key to sever the end
20:14
of your tongue. Please, please,
20:16
please. You want it as
20:19
bad as you want
20:21
to breathe on that day.
20:23
It's the thing you
20:25
want it the most. More
20:28
than your promotion. More than
20:30
an attempt at miserable love
20:33
you fucked up
20:35
and more than
20:37
the affection of
20:40
your abusive dad
20:42
more than air
20:44
please Please don't
20:46
there we go
20:49
do it doctor
20:51
show me how
20:53
bad you want
20:55
it There
20:58
it is. Oh, the fuck
21:01
are you likely to?
21:03
My dog! My fucking
21:05
dog! My fucking dog!
21:08
Hello, Erica. Tell me
21:10
about your dream last
21:13
night. Oh, come on, Doc.
21:15
No, how have you been?
21:17
It's been longer than
21:20
expected since we
21:23
last spoke. sure
21:27
I'm jealous of how you have
21:29
your full tongue and I
21:31
don't. We'll be sticking
21:34
strictly to these questions
21:36
today, Erica. Tell me
21:38
about your dream last night.
21:40
That ID card you have.
21:43
Hard plastic. I imagine the
21:45
edges would be sharp enough
21:48
to break the skin with
21:50
the right motion and
21:53
determination. Yeah? Eric, Erica.
21:55
Please did. Just answer
21:57
the question. You
22:00
don't care about
22:03
the question though?
22:06
Did you even
22:09
write it down
22:12
last time? Do
22:14
you even remember
22:17
what I said?
22:20
Nope, I know what you
22:22
want. And so do. So,
22:24
do it. by Dr. Linton's
22:27
Superior. This report is following
22:29
up on complaint F303-09. Dr.
22:32
Garrett Linton entered the subject's
22:34
interview fully briefed on the
22:37
subject's profile and abilities, as
22:39
well as recommended guidelines for
22:41
handling. Dr. Linton has previously
22:44
been admonished for not strictly
22:46
following procedure, and was chosen
22:49
for this assignment due to
22:51
his lack of discipline. The
22:53
results have been well documented.
22:56
After the first session, Dr.
22:58
Linton's tongue was 0.6 inches
23:01
shorter after the edge being
23:03
removed with a file cabinet
23:05
key. In the second session,
23:08
another inch of his tongue
23:10
was removed during a self-administered
23:13
amputation with his identification card.
23:15
In subsequent sessions, additional inches
23:18
of his tongue were removed
23:20
with various objects including a
23:22
pen, notepad paper, and his
23:25
own teeth. As
23:27
of the current date, Dr.
23:29
Linton is without a tongue
23:32
entirely. He has signed documentation
23:34
indicating he understands the repercussions
23:36
of his actions were his
23:38
and his alone, and he
23:40
agrees that he has received
23:42
sufficient discipline for his oversights.
23:44
No further corrective action is
23:47
recommended at this time. As
23:49
for the subject, she appears
23:51
to have a unique ability
23:53
to shepherd in the consciousness
23:55
of dimensional altars. or at
23:57
least portions of it. This
23:59
has the effect of herb
24:02
being able to impact her
24:04
targets reasoning, and thus their
24:06
actions, at least to a
24:08
degree. The interview session files
24:10
have been catalogued for further
24:12
study. That's it. That's the
24:14
report. Be glad you didn't
24:16
watch the video like I
24:19
did. It was... as gruesome
24:21
as it probably sounds. It's
24:23
a hundred times worse
24:25
to actually see it.
24:28
Torture a side. I
24:30
find it highly unlikely
24:32
that Malcolm would have
24:34
interacted with Erica Daniels
24:36
and wouldn't have recruited
24:38
her. The idea of
24:40
someone with her abilities
24:42
simply existing is frightening
24:44
enough. But to be
24:46
operating in service to
24:48
Malcolm is absolutely terrifying.
24:50
Is every thought I've had my
24:53
own? What about you? I don't know.
24:56
I should probably reach
24:58
out to Detective Anderson
25:00
with this information.
25:02
I just... I don't know. I
25:04
need to find Brian.
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